Chapter 1317 Reasons for Insisting on Breaking Off the Engagement

Jin Yan'er stood there as if she had lost her soul, not moving or speaking.

She doesn't quite understand what Lu Ming means? I don't know if I'm hallucinating or if I'm just a bit fanciful, but I actually think that by saying this, he's putting me and Wanwan in the same position?

But, how is this possible?

One is the fiancée who has made an engagement and worked hard to pursue her, and the other is Bai Yueguang who has been cherished in his heart since he was young.

Which is more important or less important, can she still not know?

Although the reason in her mind reminded her like this, she subconsciously made some good guesses in her heart. She pursed her lips and said with an unclear expression: "Brother Ming, I am not her."

She is not Wanwan!

She has a family background that Wanwan never had before, but she has never been liked by Lu Ming.

The two seem to be the same, but in fact they are completely different. How can they be compared?

Kim Yuna repeated bitterly: "I'm not her..."

Lu Ming realized that he had said the wrong thing and hurt Yan'er, who was already on the verge of collapse. His eyes overflowed with warmth, and his tone became softer and softer: "Of course you are not her!" Probably to calm her down, he was very sure. He said, "I have never looked for her shadow in you either."

Regarding Wan Wan, Lu Ming has been in a mixed mood of love and regret.

The incompetent me at that time had to choose between the crumbling Lu family and the innocent and pitiful Wanwan.

No matter who he chooses, he will regret it!

After weighing the situation, he finally chose to give up on Wanwan, hoping that she would understand him, and even thought that as long as Wanwan left the maelstrom of Beijing and supported the Lu family, he could bring her back again.

When the news of Wan Wan's death came, Lu Ming finally understood how ridiculous his thoughts were.

He took a deep breath and said sadly: "Wanwan's heart is not with me. On the contrary, I have liked her silently for so many years. However, when I should protect her the most, I chose to let go. After many years of sleepless nights, It's all my own punishment! Yan'er, I have to say a very cruel thing from my heart. Over the years, I have often asked myself, if time goes back to three years ago and I go back to the day when I was forced to choose, what will I do again? Choose the Lu family, or protect Wanwan unswervingly? "

Jin Yuner had never talked to him about what happened three years ago. Now that Lu Ming was willing to speak, she held her breath almost subconsciously, for fear that she would make too much noise and affect his thinking.

Not knowing what he thought of, Lu Ming sighed and shook his head with some regret: "The funny thing is, no matter how much I like her, no matter how many times I review her... my final choices are all the Lu family! No! I chose Wanwan once.

In my heart, only by supporting the Lu family can things happen in the future. So what I regret is that Wanwan left too early. Before I could strengthen the mainland, she left quietly... After leaving the capital, news of her death came, one by one, all leaving me. beyond the scope of control. "

Hearing this, Jin Yuner lowered her eyelashes thoughtfully, as if she was thinking about something.

Lu Ming took a deep breath, and then a low and hoarse chuckle sounded from his throat: "Ha..." An extremely cold smile, with a mockery of his ruthless actions, "There are two peaces in the world. Will the Lu family live up to her? When I make a choice, I should be prepared to lose the other person forever! I am too greedy, thinking that the harm I caused to her can be compensated by the good things in the future.

In fact, does she really need it? the answer is negative! On the day the news of her death came, I finally understood that I had completely lost her. Afterwards, I felt extremely regretful and self-blame. After all these years, I was just moved by myself.

Not long ago, Lu Xinran bluntly said that my behavior was even more abominable than expelling people who left the Lu family in Wanwan. She was telling the truth, but I couldn't listen to it. I even thought of killing her! Wanwan's accident was inseparable from her, but...everyone in the Lu family was involved, who could I blame alone? "

In his lowered eyes, there seemed to be a trapped beast roaring to break out of the cage. A kind of regret that was desperately suppressed. Even though he endured it again and again, it finally rushed out and swept Lu Ming's whole body into the package. Look. It sounds a bit eerie.

"After I woke up, I saw her once... She treated me extremely indifferently, like a stranger I didn't know. At that time, I finally realized that if I didn't do something wrong, I would have a chance to apologize; if I didn't hurt Once you understand the other party, you can repair the relationship by making amends.”

The moment the last word fell, a sense of relief seemed to break free from his body.

"I have lost her forever. No matter what I do or how hard I try, she will never look back at me." Lu Ming smiled absently, "It's an obvious truth, but it took me so many years to understand it. , and for delaying you, you really deserve death..."

Jin Yan'er felt very uncomfortable hearing this: "Don't say that...I...I did it voluntarily."

Lu Ming retracted his memories of Wan Wan and said calmly: "If I still have Wan Wan in my heart, when grandpa says he allows me to pursue her again, I will definitely not care about my marriage to the Jin family and break up with you directly. . But I didn’t do that. I wasn’t weighing the pros and cons, nor was I trying to make a choice between the two of you..."

He stretched out his hand and gently placed his gentle palm against Jin Yuner's little face: "I understand. For her, I only have endless regrets and self-blame. But for you...after so many years, I may not only have responsibility. "

This short sentence made Jin Yuner's nose feel sour, and her eyes were suddenly shrouded in mist, as if tears were about to condense in an instant, and they would fall along the traces that had not been wiped clean.

Lu Ming said seriously: "Yan'er, you are right. I invited you here today because I really want to break off the engagement with you."

With just one sentence, Jin Yuner's soul was drained out of her, and she stood sluggishly on the spot, like a lifeless puppet.

turn out to be……

Have you still waited for this moment?

She felt as if the air was mixed with chili powder, choking her to the point that she almost stopped breathing. Jin Yan'er coughed, trying to break the deathly silence, but what followed was a completely uncontrollable, violently shaking body! His expression was even more fragile and could break at the touch of a touch.

Lu Ming lowered his tone: "I want to break off the engagement not because of Wanwan, but because of the Lu family."

The Lu family?

Jin Yan'er's ears caught the key words, and she regained some sense. She managed to hold on, but her voice was still trembling: "What's wrong with the Lu family..."

His tone was almost like crying.