Chapter 884 Can They Bear His Sadness?
Gu Moyuan suddenly frowned and looked at his son, suddenly resisting him to continue...
That kind of inexplicable sadness and gradually emerging weakness was not what Beichen should have.
Whether it was the sunshine before the kidnapping or the indifference after the kidnapping... Beichen has always been confident and arrogant.
Cen Lanxi and Gu Moyuan glanced at each other subconsciously, then looked at Gu Beichen, "Beichen..."
Gu Beichen pulled his eyes away from Gu Moyuan and Cen Lanxi, and turned his head to look out the French window...
It's afternoon now, the sun is shining brightly, and it's so warm that people seem to have forgotten time and years, and can only settle in the memory of the past.
No matter it is beautiful or dark, there are flowers facing the sun by your side during the day, and stars that guide you at night...
Gu Beichen felt that all the past was just the past.
I still remember that year, it was the lush rainy season.
He was holding a book in his hand, without holding an umbrella, just walking in the drizzle, with a slight smile on his lips, looking at a pair of lovers under the eaves in front of him...
The boy was afraid that the rain would fall on the girl, so he faced her and used his body to shield her from the rain.
Pure love reveals the beauty of ignorance and hazyness. Even on a rainy day, it seems that the mood has bloomed beautiful flowers...
At that time, I was thinking that he could also meet such a beautiful girl that he was willing to use everything he had to protect her.
However, everything changed because of an accident...
He seemed to have almost forgotten the most innocent extravagant hope, but fortunately, he never missed this love.
"In this world, wherever there is sunshine, there will be shadows..."
Gu Beichen looked out the window at the blurred distance. He spoke softly, but his voice was very calm, "Those shadows we cannot see are often more destructive than darkness."
Cen Lanxi frowned and just looked at her son, who was not close to her.
"Three months is enough to destroy a person... and make him irrecoverable!"
Gu Beichen's voice suddenly became self-deprecating, paused, but then returned to calm.
"I was taken to a place that when I thought about it later, I didn't want to set foot again in this life..." Gu Beichen's thin lips curled up into a smile. It was so shallow that one couldn't tell whether it was from his heart or from his heart. Ridiculing, "The people there have no self-respect because they have been trampled on!"
Gu Moyuan's heart suddenly thumped. Without a big encounter, it is difficult to change the temperament developed since childhood...
He knew this.
And when Beichen came back after that kidnapping, he was no longer the sunny boy...
"You can't imagine how I feel in endless shock and panic every day, whether I'm asleep or awake..." In Gu Beichen's mind, the scene when he first arrived at Mo Palace flashed across his mind.
He was stripped naked and thrown into an iron cage, just like a dog, only missing a chain...
There is no sympathy in the eyes of people passing by, only greed.
Some people even reacted to him and did some obscene actions in front of him, enjoying themselves, even if they couldn't touch him!
Under his grandmother's education, his world is clean and pure, sunny and full of hope.
He never knew that there was such a thing in the world, and he never knew that he could make a man so excited...
He wakes up from nightmares every day, and when he wakes up, he has to continue to face such things.
Over and over again, his spirit completely collapsed, just like a frightened bird!
Ten days, ten whole days...
He seemed to have forgotten that he was still alive. If it weren't for the faith that his grandma and grandpa had instilled since childhood, which was the only thing left, he would really be dead!
Everything there overturned all his memories of growing up and his beautiful yearnings.
Gu Beichen spoke quietly, without much emotion in his voice, as if he was telling a story and someone else's story...
Gu Moyuan's eyes widened and he looked at his cold and arrogant son in disbelief.
Cen Lanxi's face was completely shocked and she didn't want to believe it.
There was an undisguised sarcasm on Xiao Jing's lips. He lowered his eyes slightly and looked at the lighter spinning in his hand...
He actually wanted to see Cen Lanxi's expression and see if they had any regrets or self-blame for forcing Chen Shao to this point.
However, he didn't dare to go and see...
Because when he looked over, the first thing he saw was the sadness on Master Chen!
Aunt Lan stood at the door of the kitchen, holding cut fruits in her hands, crying silently.
Even though she knew all about this past because of the old lady...
However, when she heard Mr. Chen say it himself, she felt extremely distressed.
"Fortunately, there are only ten days like this..." Gu Beichen continued, "Later, I was locked in another room with only one small window and the rest was completely sealed."
"At least, I don't need to be watched anymore, and I even have clothes to wear..." Gu Beichen lowered his eyes and chuckled, "Well, I feel a little bit like I want to live."
However, his hope was quickly dashed.
He met Shi Shaoqin for the first time at that time, and he told him without hesitation that the person who sent him here was Gu Mohuai...
At first, he roared crazily because there was no other way to vent.
Later, it became clear to him that Shi Shaoqin was trying to keep him alive...
He was just like Shi Shaoqin in the past. Shi Shaoqin had to live in pain, so of course he couldn't die!
Next, he would watch a bunch of people doing obscene things in front of him every day. Those people didn't know whether they were excited because of the other person, or because of his resistance when he shrank and frightened next to him.
Anyway, he needs to accept an upgraded version of the unbearable things every day...
"Stop talking!" Cen Lanxi finally couldn't stand it anymore and yelled. She burst into tears and said hoarsely in pain, "Beichen, please, stop talking..."
"That man wants me to be the person next to him," Gu Beichen did not stop because of Cen Lanxi's resistance, his voice remained calm, "But in such an environment, every day like this... I will only want to escape even more."
"I resist, I can't even hide it..." Gu Beichen chuckled, as if watching a movie, with the scene at that time completely in his mind.
In order to force him, and even make him take off his clothes, Shi Shaoqin tried to make those men do something to him...
From the time when he was watched in a wretched manner, to later... watching those filthy scenes for so many days, Shi Shaoqin knew very well what he was most afraid of.
He compromised, he said he would stay with him...
Of course, Shi Shaoqin wouldn't believe what he said.
A new round of torture, he wanted to completely destroy his will.
If it hadn't been Shi Juexi's piece of bread, with just a few words, he would have really fallen, right?
Three months, three months in Mo Palace...
If he wants to survive, he still has to escape under the influence of Shi Shaoqin. If it weren't for Boss Long, would he really be able to leave?
"Stop talking -" Cen Lanxi stood up suddenly and cried sharply.
Gu Beichen finally looked away, turned his head to look at Cen Lanxi, and smiled lightly...
He is handsome and has inherited a lot of Cen Lanxi's beauty. When he smiles like this, a ray of sunlight falls on his face from the window at the right time, which makes him look particularly beautiful.
However, this smile formed a strong contrast with Cen Lanxi's pain.
Gu Beichen still clearly remembers how shocked and distressed his grandfather and grandmother were when they heard this incident...
They single-handedly educated the children who were full of sunshine and hope...but they were overturned in just a few months.
That's not helplessness, but distress.
It's not that I feel sorry for my own hard work, but I feel sorry for his life...
"Mom," Gu Beichen asked with a gentle smile, "do you think it's over when you leave there?"