Chapter 782 Heartache From a Broken Heart
Just now, Jian Mo thought she was hallucinating, but when her body was embraced in Gu Beichen's chest, she gradually felt something real.
Tears wet Gu Beichen's shoulders, and he couldn't say a word of comfort at this moment.
Because he understood her, he understood her sadness, sorrow, and grief.
Because he understood... he could only hold her quietly.
She blamed herself for losing Xiaoyan, and he... wasn't he guilty?
Even if there were thousands of reasons, it was not enough to make up for the pain of losing Xiaoyan.
"Woo woo..."
Jian Mo started crying silently, and gradually choked up... until she burst into tears.
Under the familiar breath, she vented her emotions to her heart's content.
"Mo'er..." Gu Beichen's heart was broken into pieces at this moment, and he used Jian Mo's tears to glue it together.
Even if the saltiness of the tears stung all his nerves.
"Ah..." Jian Mo clenched her hands into fists and kept hitting Gu Beichen's back.
She cried loudly, venting all the accumulated emotions at this moment, "Achen... What should I do... What should I do... I lost Xiaoyan... Ah..."
Gu Beichen slowly opened his eyes, and the arms holding Jian Mo's body gradually tightened...
But even so, he subconsciously avoided the wound on her abdomen.
Just, use this strength to tell her... He is by her side.
"I'm sorry..." Gu Beichen's voice was full of sadness, "I shouldn't have left you by his side... It's all my fault. If it weren't for me, Xiaoyan wouldn't have left us!"
"Ah..." Jian Mo's voice was hoarse and she cried loudly. She didn't listen to a word of Gu Beichen's words.
"It's all me... I overestimated my own abilities, it's all me... If it weren't for me... Xiaoyan wouldn't have left me... woo woo..."
Gu Beichen gently rubbed Jian Mo's neck with his nose, "No... Mo'er, it's not like this..."
"Woo woo..."
"It's not your fault, you've always protected him well..." Gu Beichen's voice began to choke, "If you want to blame someone, you can only blame me for not being strong enough... Not being able to protect you and Xiaoyan."
Gu Beichen, who has always been fickle, felt the most incompetent he had ever been at this moment...
Unlike the darkness in the Mo Palace, this is the heaviest sadness that fell on his heart.
"Woo woo..." The tears in Jian Mo's eyes kept pouring out, and the whole world was blurred, making her grief uncontrollable.
"It's all my fault, it's my fault... Xiaoyan is punishing me... It's all my fault..."
If it weren't for her, Xiaoyan wouldn't leave... No!
Listening to Jian Mo's self-blame, Gu Beichen's heart was filled with fear...
It was a kind of despair and hopelessness. His Mo'er, always strong.
"It's all my fault... um..."
Gu Beichen held Jian Mo's cheek with one hand, kissed her tears with his thin lips, and pressed them against her lips...
He didn't want her to blame herself like this, and he didn't want her to punish herself in despair.
Tears stained her thick eyelashes. Gu Beichen closed his eyes, but he didn't know whether they were her tears or his!
The "woohoo" crying sound was sadness or despair...or even the heartache under the heartbreak. At this moment, he felt her pain.
Shi Shaoqin stood at the door. He was the only one in the empty corridor.
The bedroom door was not closed. He looked at the two people inside clearly, with a deep sight that could not be seen to the bottom...
A trace of self-mockery flashed across his eyes, and Shi Shaoqin indifferently retracted his eyes and turned around.
At the end of the corridor, Shi Juexi was sitting in a wheelchair. The light made his already pale face look even more bloodless.
Shi Shaoqin frowned slightly, then calmed down and walked forward...
"If Gu Beichen wants to take her away, will you let go?" Shi Juexi asked weakly when Shi Shaoqin passed by him.
"There is one more thing he didn't do." Shi Shaoqin's voice was cold.
Shi Juexi tilted his head and looked at him, "Do you have to force Momo to death... and then let Gu Beichen accompany you to sink together, so that you will be happy?"
"What else?" Shi Shaoqin lowered his eyes and chuckled, "From the beginning, this was my goal, wasn't it?"
"Shaoqin!" Shi Juexi gritted his teeth.
Shi Shaoqin raised his eyes slightly and fell in front of him, "This world... There must be someone who falls to set off the beauty, isn't it?"
The quiet words revealed a deep meaning that people could not hear.
Shi Shaoqin ignored Shi Juexi, raised his steps, and walked forward indifferently...
It seemed that this world, in his eyes, had never changed.
Shi Juexi controlled the wheelchair and chased forward, "Shaoqin, if I die, will all this end?" He gritted his teeth, "Originally, all this was caused by me!"
Shi Shaoqin stopped and curled his beautiful mouth slightly, "This world is meant to be overturned... Juexi, don't threaten me with your death anymore."
The cold words were ruthless.
"If you die..." Shi Shaoqin sneered, and the cold voice slowly overflowed from his beautiful lips, "I will only let more people be buried with you!"
The echo of Shi Shaoqin's words still remained in the empty corridor...
Shi Juexi looked at his back, and didn't come back to his senses until he disappeared from his eyes.
It's not his coldness, nor his bloodthirstiness...but, Shi Juexi felt that he had changed.
This change was obviously even colder, but it gave him a smell of self-destruction...
Shi Juexi was frightened by his own thoughts and stayed there for a long time, unable to recover.
Jian Mo's choked cries were still floating in the air...
She was already lying on the bed by Gu Beichen, with a pair of red and swollen eyes looking vaguely at Gu Beichen who was very close at hand.
"Achen, I want to see Xiaoyan..." Jian Mo's mood seemed to have calmed down a little, but her voice was aggrieved, "But Shi Shaoqin won't let me see it."
Gu Beichen kissed the tears on Jian Mo's cheek, "Mo'er... don't torture yourself, okay?"
Jian Mo's eyelashes trembled again, and her voice was once again filled with deep sadness, "I'm sorry..." She sniffed, "I don't want you to be sad, I just..."
"No need to say anything," Gu Beichen's eyes were scarlet and moist, "Mo'er, how big is your heart? How can you worry so much?!"
Jian Mo kept sniffing, as if this was the only way to contain her sadness...
"I'll take you away, okay?" Seeing Jian Mo's forbearing look, Gu Beichen felt his heart aching so much that it almost went numb.
"Huh?" Jian Mo looked at him blankly.
"I'll take you away, take you out of here..." Gu Beichen kissed Jian Mo's cheek, almost worshiping him, "I'll take you out of here when your wound heals a little, okay?"