Chapter 2817 Please Forgive My Selfishness
Tang Sheng looked at Long Chuheng, and the corners of his mouth twitched. He wanted to say something, but he swallowed it hard.
The scene in the stairwell in the morning filled her nerves.
Shi Mochen's questioning and his indifference.
There was not a word of concern, only questions about her child... The one who turned around was also so cold and simple.
Tang Sheng lowered his eyes and tugged at the corner of his mouth, "It's not important..."
"What's important?" Long Chuheng was a little angry.
Tang Sheng didn't answer, he just tilted his head and looked out the window...
Shi Guang looked at Long Chuheng's grief and anger, and felt sad in his heart.
Maybe it was God's will that the child was gone?
At least, the existence of the child will not become an unspeakable pain and conflict between the three of them. "You're here, just in time to help Shi Shi deal with it!" Tang Sheng didn't want to dwell on this issue anymore. He looked back at Long Chuheng and changed the topic, "She has been with me all the time without rest, and there was a lot of exercise in the evening announcement. , I'm afraid of her body
Too much to take. "
The announcement at night happened to be made by Dream Media. As a subsidiary of Dragon Empire, Long Chuheng would naturally handle it very conveniently.
"Due to an unexpected problem in the studio, the recording at night will be stopped." Long Chuheng said calmly, finally settling the matter.
"I'll inform the program team." Xiaoying answered, but he had already left.
In the ward, only Tang Sheng, Shi Guang and Long Chuheng were left.
Three people who have known each other for many years and have almost no secrets in their relationship...
It's just that things are different between when I was a teenager and now.
Having experienced so much ups and downs in the world, each other seemed to feel a helpless and irreversible sadness at this moment.
As we grow up, everyone gradually forgets the freedom and innocence of their youth. Gradually, under the baptism of society, they learn to hide their own thoughts. Even the best friends will learn to hide their thoughts for some reasons. .
The rain outside continues to fall.
The media is still reporting a lot about Shi Shi in the hospital.
However, under the guidance of "reasonableness", the direction of public opinion gradually deflected.
It has become a loyal image of Shi Guang who insists on accompanying his friends regardless of whether he will be speculated by the paparazzi.
Immediately, not only the fans, but also the trolls using public relations tactics began to control the situation one by one, making the topic of time and loyalty a hot search topic.
While everyone on the Internet was envious of such a magical friendship, not only did they not get hacked in the final moments, they even gained a lot of popularity from passers-by.
"I'm also envious that I will have such a fairy friendship." Shi Guang looked at the topic, his mouth was filled with tears, and there were tears in his eyes, "Peanut, but what are you and Shi Chen going to do?"
As she said that, she raised her eyes and looked at Tang Sheng looking out the window in a daze with moisture in her eyes.
Tang Sheng didn't seem to hear it and just kept looking at it...
The raindrops fell on the clean glass, and looking at the city lights from a distance, it seemed like a dreamy and void space, leaving a desolation in my heart.
"Time, when I can't let go of my father's death again, maybe there will be no result between me and him." Tang Sheng's voice was hollow, "It doesn't matter why there is no result."
As she spoke, she smiled bitterly.
"Actually, I have always been greedy."
"I want to have a family and someone who loves and cares for me, but I have no choice but to give up the past for him..."
"But how do you give up?"
"That's dad!"
Just like that, die in front of yourself.
One moment, he was smiling and talking about sending his little princess to school. The next second, the car glass was stained with blood, and wisps of scarlet blood were just like raindrops falling on the glass and sliding down.
The winding and scratching insects kept gnawing at her heart!
Not in a day or two, but over more than ten years...
No one can personally feel how she has passed every day for more than ten years.
Originally, during the time she spent with Shi Mochen abroad, she always thought, that's it!
Perhaps, Shi Mochen was sent by God to redeem her and help her get out of the abyss of obsession.
But, God would not let her go in the end. Just when she was about to give up on the past, she truly understood that her father's death was not an accident. She also gradually realized that Shi Mochen was the salvation of everything for her, and she was for him, But it is not the only and necessary
of that.
During this period, all her expectations were bit by bit killed by time.
It’s also very funny!
Time is such a magical existence.
It's fair!
But it can leave scars in your heart that will never be erased, and at the same time, it can also take away your expectations for the future little by little.
"Peanut..." Shi Shi shed tears. At this moment, she really wanted to swear.
Damn it, why does it have to hurt so much? Tang Sheng lightly flapped his eyes, his eyes were very blurry, and his voice was even more hollow, "Shi Guang, I really love him, because I love him so much, so I want more, beg for more... It's not worth it. When I arrived, I began to deny myself, and then
In the constant denial, greed becomes more and more... trapping myself in it again and again. "
"You don't know, the moment I saw him in the stairwell, I thought I was dreaming."
Tang Sheng smiled, but it was sad and bitter, "At that moment, I really hoped that he would come forward and hug me...no matter what the reason was!"
Tang Sheng smiled but started crying, "I was lying to him. Although I could only say that at the time, I don't regret it now."
So what if she had a child with him?
Does her physical condition allow her to have a child?
She is taking medicine all the time. Even if she has a child, can she keep it?
So...
You must hurt yourself before you hurt others, and that is the most hurtful thing!
Mo Chen, I feel like I won't live much longer. If I can only do one thing before I die, please forgive my selfishness...I want to seek justice for my father.
It's just that I lied to you and made you sad, and I am helpless...
Even if I am not important to you at all, you may not really care about that little bit of sadness.
...
"How long has Brother Chen been in this position?" Li Yanqin asked the little ghost in a low voice, looking at Shi Mochen who was standing in front of the French window of the villa with his hands in his trouser pockets.
"It has been standing there, like that..." Xiao Gui shrugged, "Motionless, like a sculpture."
Li Yanqun frowned, as if muttering to himself: "What kind of private business is this? It's like this... Hey!" He confronted Xiao Gui, "Go ask Brother Chen if he wants to eat something and drink some water?"
"I won't go!" Xiao Gui showed resistance all over his body, and then looked Li Yanqun up and down, "Now, you are the only one who can say that you won't be killed by Young Master Chen, you go!"
"Then..." Li Yanqun swallowed secretly, "I think we should let Brother Chen stand there."
Xiao Gui, "..."
"Young Master Yan, you are quite cowardly."
Li Yanqun glanced at Xiao Gui and clasped his fists, "Thank you, thank you!"
At the right time, Ah Liu came forward with a cup. Xiao Gui and Li Yanqun looked at him immediately, without blinking, waiting to see what reaction Ah Liu would get from Shi Mochen?