Chapter 2318 There Are Never Small Problems
Lin Xiangnan hugged Ziyu tighter. While feeling sorry for her, he knew that this was a thorn in Ziyu's heart that had been on her deathbed.
At that time, because of his mission, he gave Tzuyu an illusion...
He has never forgotten Xiaoxiao. Everything he did, including accepting Zhan Xiaoyun's mission, was all because of Xiaoxiao.
Even approaching her was because of Xiaoxiao!
During the martial arts competition in the military area, the scene with Ouyang Meng, the suicide note and photos hidden in the military uniform... everything was a pain that Ziyu could not let go of.
A girl who is still in college is strong for her and even fulfills his righteousness...
And even though he said he loved her after she lost her memory, he never explained his little past seriously.
"Ziyu, there is no one between us..." Lin Xiangnan slowly opened his eyes, let go of Ziyu, and looked at her with a burning and firm gaze, "Including, Xiaoxiao!"
When the mission was completed and he took off his military uniform, he stood in front of Xiaoxiao's tombstone... In this life, he no longer had any attachment to Xiaoxiao, only leaving behind his deep guilt and painful thoughts for Tzuyu with love. .
It is said that he is a long-term and dedicated person. Ever since he had thoughts about Xiaoxiao since he was a child, he has been trying hard to keep Xiaoxiao by his side. But when the birthday party held for Xiaoxiao was abandoned, he smashed the cake in front of several brothers and looked at the diamond ring that was reflected ironically by the sun and lay on the ground, hurting his eyes... I know, maybe I should let Xiaoxiao go.
You should let yourself go.
Choosing the path of joining the army arranged by his grandfather, when he put on the military uniform with the 12-cent epaulettes in the military camp, he had already decided to let go of everything in the past.
Falling in love with someone may only take a moment.
And forgetting someone is often a long process...
He used training and the ambition of meeting Azhao to numb himself, and gradually he realized that the responsibility was greater than the sky.
In special missions again and again, he escaped from death several times...
The dissociation between time and the edge of death made him let go of the relationship he had had since childhood.
However, when everything is calm, when I know that little death... Even though there is no love, there is still the past.
Especially after knowing that Xiaoxiao didn't agree to be with him because of something she was carrying.
When he knew that Xiaoxiao died so tragically during the mission, that he could not enter the martyrs cemetery after his death, and that even the tombstone had no name... As a man who once loved her and a soldier, he felt pain!
However, in that pain, there was self-blame, annoyance, and sympathy for each other...but alone, there was no love!
Ye Ziyu looked at Lin Xiangnan. She could read many things from his eyes, but there were some things she was not sure about.
"I don't want to be jealous, nor do I want you to forget her completely..." Ye Ziyu lowered his eyes, "I didn't have time to participate in your past, but..."
She understands the truth, but she is just an ordinary person, and she is also uncertain and jealous.
Even though, she shouldn't be jealous of Xiaoxiao.
But knowing and doing it are two different things...
Everyone knows and understands many principles, but how many people can actually do it?
It's all said to be easy for others, but when it's your turn to do it, it won't be the same... right? !
Lin Xiangnan stood up and took Ye Ziyu to the bedside, letting her lie down half-ly to make herself more comfortable. He leaned on the bedside and took Ye Ziyu into his arms, then slowly said: "That is a mission, and I owe Xiao Xiao one to understand... No matter as a man who once loved her, or as a comrade-in-arms, I have to accept all your affection
The task is to give her justice and at the same time, let her tombstone be engraved with her name and be included in the Martyrs Cemetery! "
Ye Ziyu listened quietly without speaking.
"I know what you care about?" Lin Xiangnan looked forward and said in a somewhat hollow voice, "The little suicide note, and the words of my love for Xiao Xiao that I let you hear...these are in your amnesia. I didn’t mention it at that time.”
Ye Ziyu lowered his eyes and pursed his lips because of nervousness.
"When Ouyang Meng came to Luo City, I explained it to you, but I didn't dare to explain it too deeply..." Lin Xiangnan curled his lips in a self-deprecating tone, "You have lost your memory, even though you still have feelings for me in your subconscious, But I don’t dare to take risks.”
He will also be afraid that after regaining her, he will lose her again because of a past that Tzuyu may not remember.
Ye Ziyu tilted his head and looked at Lin Xiangnan with an indescribable feeling in his heart. Lin Xiangnan retracted his gaze and looked at Ye Ziyu, chuckled, and after placing a kiss on her forehead, continued: "Whether it's the suicide note you saw or what you heard about me and Ouyang Meng in the Pengcheng Military Region. Whatever you say... it's all part of the mission
part. "
Although those words were not meant for Tzuyu to hear at the beginning, and he didn't know that Xi Hongwen would take Tzuyu there... But, he heard them.
He was angry at Xi Hongwen's private decision, but he also knew that when the mission reached a critical moment, he could not be willful just because Tzuyu was hurt!
Not because of the small size, but because of the responsibility on our shoulders!
"You mean..." Ye Ziyu was a little confused.
Lin Xiangnan chuckled, "Xiaoxiao is my first love, that is what happened, I can't treat it as if it didn't happen..." He looked at Ye Ziyu with burning eyes and said, "And you are the one who I have determined to be with you after the mission is over. , the person who will accompany me throughout my life!”
Ye Ziyu didn't respond, just looked at Lin Xiangnan, still unable to turn his head. "That suicide note was either written in small letters or was forged by Ouyang Meng." Lin Xiangnan sighed softly, "Ziyu, from the first time I pushed you away, I didn't want you to exist in the mission anymore... I I don’t want to hurt you because of a small thing, let alone because of
Hurt you for yourself! "Zi Ziyu sat up suddenly, "So, can I understand that what you said during the mission about not loving me or not wanting to be with me is all because you don't want me to be in danger, or you are afraid of me afterwards? Misunderstood you or something?
"
Lin Xiangnan looked at Ye Ziyu and smiled. His little girl has always been very smart and rational.
Although I occasionally get into trouble, most of the time, I just need to explain it to her and she will understand...
"What do you think?" Lin Xiangnan asked without answering.
Ziyu curled his lips, briefly thought about the past, and then said: "So, there are no small problems between us..."
Lin Xiangnan nodded, "No!" Ye Ziyu pursed his lips and looked at Lin Xiangnan's skin, which was not as tanned as bronze when he was in Fengcheng, but turned into wheat-colored skin. He pondered for a moment, and there were deep traces in his eyes. He said with a hint of emotion: "I am sad about Mr. Zhan's problem but have nothing to say. The small problem has been solved...but it seems that there is still a serious battle!"