Chapter 2095 Painful to the Point of Tears

"Try to save her!" Shi Shaoqin said calmly and raised his eyes, "Star probably wants her to live."

Xicheng was stunned for a moment, "What does this have to do with Star?"

Shi Shaoqin's eyes swept over Xicheng. He immediately felt a cold wind blowing behind him. He swallowed secretly and said with a numb grin: "Then return to Mo Palace as soon as possible."

There is the best operating room there, and there are a lot of medicines, and you can still fight to the death.

Shi Shaoqin didn't speak, just looked at the people on the side and motioned to make arrangements to return to Mo Palace.

Whether Ye Ziyu and the child in her belly can survive depends on their fate.

"Did Pei Nan handle it?" Shi Shaoqin looked at Kani.

"Dealed." Kani nodded, "The ghost's people are really pervasive. Both Huo Lianchen and Pei Shengyao thought she was one of them, but they never thought that she had another identity."

Shi Shaoqin didn't say anything. He didn't need to worry about people like Pei Nan.

"Has Lin Xiangnan left Feiluo City?" Shi Shaoqin saw Carney nodding and looked in the direction of Ye Ziyu inadvertently. "There was an unexpected explosion. I'm afraid there will be many surprises waiting for him on his way back..."

Carney sighed deeply, "Actually, from the beginning to the end, whether it was Lin Xiangnan looking for..." He paused slightly, and finally did not say Gu Beichen's name, "His ability to adapt to changes in circumstances made his entire plan very successful. It's a pity that he can't stand up to one person. Accident."

As he spoke, he sighed again as if he was very emotional, "Actually, what's the good thing about being a soldier? No matter what you do, you are tied up with your hands and feet. In the end, you endured a lot, but you don't get the same reward, and you may even have to pay more. Lost a lot..."

Shi Shaoqin withdrew his gaze and looked forward, "Everyone must be responsible for the path they choose."

In this world, if you are not in the position, how can you understand what that person is doing?

Soldiers are sacred, but their sacredness is built up from the admiration of many people and the incomprehension of some people.

For example, even though Lin Xiangnan completed this task, he still saved thousands of people.

But he lost his grandfather, and now he may also lose his woman and child...

From his standpoint, it can no longer be measured whether it is worth it or not.

In this world, if a criminal is brought down, the next person will commit a crime.

If there are interests and temptations, some people will be trapped in greed.

Whether they are police or soldiers, although their existence is not understood by some people, how many people's happiness and well-being have they achieved?

A slight sneer flashed in Shi Shaoqin's eyes. Many people understand this truth. Unfortunately, many times, because the matter has nothing to do with them, everyone says insignificant but subjective words.

This is the tragedy of this world. The tragedy is that many people are happy, but they never think about how many people sacrificed their happiness, and they blindly use their own opinions to measure their efforts.

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The checkpoints set up everywhere made it extremely difficult for Lin Xiangnan to find his way back to Fengcheng.

He is an excellent special forces soldier, but he is not invincible.

When several groups of special forces came to encircle and suppress him at the same time, he was not only embarrassed, but also mentally exhausted to the maximum limit.

Originally, the flight only took a few hours, and even the most ordinary train only took two or three days to travel. Lin Xiangnan had already "walked" for three days, which was only half the distance from Feiluo City to Fengcheng.

He doesn't know exactly how many passers-by are besieging him now. There are three special teams that have already "fighted".

Lin Xiangnan was leaning on the haystack. For several days in a row, he only slept an average of two or three hours a day. With his high concentration, he looked extremely tired and his eyes were filled with red bloodshot eyes.

But the physical exhaustion was not as exhausting as the mental exhaustion.

Lin Xiangnan looked at the moon covered by clouds and rubbed a warhead in his hand.

That was the warhead he dug out of Ye Ziyu's body in the woods of Fengcheng.

In one year, even though Fan Yiyun had an accident in the whole plan, he still calculated everything.

What about in the end?

What has he lost?

Lin Xiangnan flapped his eyes numbly, his eyes full of self-mockery.

Deep down, there is even more pain.

That kind of pain was like having a blood-sucking worm in his body, sucking his blood bit by bit, causing pain in his nerves.

He did not regret accepting the mission. During the period of contact with Zhan Xiaoyun, he knew very well that the survival of this man represented how many innocent people died because of his own organs that met the requirements.

In the entire mission, his only "regret" was falling in love with Ziyu.

If he hadn't fallen in love with her, even though she was Zhan Xiaoyun's daughter, she would just live like Qin Luoxin and not die!

It was his love and his extravagant desires that killed her!

His heart began to throb incessantly, and Lin Xiangnan closed his eyes. At that moment, a drop of hot moisture filled with sadness passed through the corner of his eyes...

Xiao Yu'er, before you left this world, I didn't even have time to tell you how much I love you because of my mission!

Lin Xiangnan's lips kept trembling because he endured the pain.

A small departure was something she concealed under her faith.

But Tzuyu's departure... was all caused by him, it was all him!

Lin Xiangnan bent his legs in pain and rested his forehead on his knees. When he poured out all his sorrow, he experienced the pain that was worse than death for the first time.

At this moment, he was even thinking selfishly...

So many people have failed in their missions, so what if he failed?

What does the life and death of others have to do with him?

There are so many unfair things in this world. Why does he think that he can reverse those injustices as much as possible and bring justice to more people?

But he is a soldier!

All of this is the bounden duty of soldiers!

Lin Xiangnan smiled, but it was uglier than crying.

Whether it was Xiaoxiao or him, when they entered this family that defended the country, they already knew clearly that the first thing in front of them must be great love!

Even if it hurts!

…

"Brother Xiao, we can't find Young Master Nan..." Xiao Nan's voice came solemnly, "Young Master Nan's anti-reconnaissance ability is too strong. So many people are secretly looking for him, but no one seems to have a clear clue."

After Long Xiao was silent for a moment, he responded, "You and Xiao Yu are no longer looking for us. Please delay the search for those people in Xiangnan."

"Okay." Xiao Nan responded.

Long Xiao hung up the phone, thoughtfully.

In order not to reveal his traces, Xiang Nan naturally used all his skills... It was not surprising that Xiao Nan and the others could not find him.

With a sigh, Long Xiao called Long Ziyi.

"Uncle, can the re-election meeting over there be delayed for a few more days?"

"No!" Long Ziyi answered simply.

Long Xiao's face was solemn. In fact, he knew very well that it was impossible, but he still had extravagant hopes.

Things have reached this point. If all the previous efforts are wasted, wouldn't all the previous sacrifices be wasted? !

Now Xiangnan can't be contacted, not even Shi Shaoqin... Long Xiao frowned, wondering whether he should let Jian Mo try to contact Shi Shaoqin?