Chapter 1213 The Wind Blows Gently, and My Heart Aches Slowly

Zhang Nian's eyes turned red, and the suffocating feeling tore her heart apart.

"There are too many things between us. Even if I still love you, I can't get close to you...because I'm too tired." Zhang Nian watched Chu Zixiao slowly turn around to face her, with a hint of self-deprecation on his lips. Finally, tears fell hotly.

"Not every fairy tale has a happy ending, and not every love has a result." Zhang Nian sniffed strongly and smiled, even though the smile was filled with tears, "No one on the Internet has investigated , up to 95% of first loves are fruitless? You and Jian Mo, what you are to me..."

When the words fell, Zhang Nian felt extremely heartbroken.

It turned out that she could become alienated and indifferent to him, but she could not stop her love for him.

This relationship is finally coming to an end...

She thought that even if she was sad, she would become indifferent because of those bad things.

But it turned out that she had forgotten that the human heart, if it was filled with another person, would be filled with blood when it was pulled out forcibly...

The expression on Chu Zixiao's face gradually cracked. He looked at Zhang Nian, stepped forward, and gently raised his hand to wipe the tears from her face.

"I don't want such a result." Chu Zixiao's voice was filled with sadness, "I couldn't see clearly at the beginning, and that's why I'm where I am now... Zhang Nian, I don't mind how difficult this road will be, but I want to a chance."

Zhang Nian couldn't help but shed tears. She was almost suffocating from the pain.

"No!" Zhang Nian closed his eyes and squeezed out all the tears in his eyes.

She kept shaking her head, even though her heart ached to the point of suffocation.

Chu Zixiao hugged Zhang Nian and tightly circled her body with his arms, as if he wanted to rub her into his body.

"I will not apologize for what happened back then. After all, in that situation, I was angry and disgusted." Chu Zixiao's eyes were scarlet, "But, I ignored that you were also a victim, and I didn't take your feelings into consideration. Even, You have suffered twice as much pain as me..."

Chu Zixiao's voice was full of sadness and regret.

If it weren't for his attachment to Momo, if it weren't for the anger that night, he and Zhang Nian might have started slowly, and everything could have been peaceful over time.

But neither he nor Zhang Nian could change what happened.

He could even guess the answer, but he didn't want to face it...

So he's struggling.

"At that time, I was also a victim. Now I don't have a chance. How cruel is it to me?" Chu Zixiao asked sadly, "And how innocent are we?"

Zhang Nian kept crying. In Chu Zixiao's arms, her tears seemed to burst out of the dam, pouring out vigorously.

Once upon a time, she had longed for this embrace.

She had imagined that if she was held in Chu Zixiao's arms, she would faint with happiness...

Green love, all the dreams a girl has for love, she fulfilled in Chu Zixiao.

Just because she had these beautiful dreams, when she woke up from the dream, she realized how vulnerable her strength was.

"None of us are wrong. What's wrong is that time always fails to match..." Zhang Nian resisted the urge to hug Chu Zixiao. She knew that at this moment, if she was dragging her feet, she would only make herself and him worse. pain.

"If the time is wrong, we can correct it." Chu Zixiao gritted his teeth, "If we missed it, we can wait, we can look back... If we didn't work hard, how would we know that it was always wrong?"

Zhang Nian was already crying and sobbing, "There is no other way..." She suddenly pushed Chu Zixiao away with great force, "Can you give me back a father? Can you stop my mother from lying in the hospital bed all year round? No. !”

Zhang Nian yelled, "Chu Zixiao, you are not me, you don't know how difficult it is for me to be in the middle... I even think about it, if it wasn't my unreasonable request, if it wasn't for my so-called dream, if it wasn't for that Will it make me happier today?"

She laughed self-deprecatingly, "But how can there be an if? Everything has happened, and we can't change it..." Zhang Nian wiped his tears, "Once upon a time, there was so much love between Jian Mo and Gu Beichen. There are many problems, but they are in love, so they must overcome it, but what about us? Without unforgettable feelings, how can we overcome the thorns together? "

"We can now write our own unforgettable memories!" Chu Zixiao growled.

Zhang Nian shook his head, "You don't understand... Only when there is no impurity between each other in the beginning can it be possible to remember each other forever. There is a gap between us, how can we carve each other's bones and remember each other's hearts?"

The question made Chu Zixiao feel weak all over.

He understood everything Zhang Nian said, and because he understood it, he was even more powerless.

"Everyone is well..." Zhang Nian tried his best to smile, even though his nose was very sore, "Maybe one day I will be able to forget my thoughts about you, and you can also find a peaceful and yours. Love...we bless each other and keep our memories alive today.”

Chu Zixiao's eyes were red, and the corners of his mouth were twitching, wanting to do something forcefully.

But at this moment, he couldn't move.

The Zhang Nian in front of him was so strong. He looked into her eyes, the tears in her eyes, and the smile on her lips. He could no longer do anything to hurt this girl.

The winter night wind is biting.

One by one, it scratched across his face, just like a small needle tip falling on the skin.

But how could such pain compare to the pain in his heart at this moment?

Since returning to China, he had handled his feelings for Momo incorrectly, and finally extended the mistake to Zhang Nian.

He was innocent, but Zhang Nian was more innocent than him.

But now that he understood, it was too late...

Even if Zhang Nian reluctantly stayed with him, she would be unhappy, and tortured herself every day because of her behavior that made her feel guilty towards her parents.

Is this what he can give for love?

Just like Momo at the beginning, can his love only bring harm?

No...

He can also give in, or give silently, right? !

Not every relationship, he can only love but not get the sharpness...

Time passed little by little.

The winter night was getting deeper and deeper, and the wind was getting more and more biting.

Chu Zixiao leaned on the car, smoking one cigarette after another, and when Zhang Nian got off work, there was already a circle of cigarettes in front of his heels.

Zhang Nian felt complicated when she saw Chu Zixiao.

She didn't know how to completely push Chu Zixiao away...

"Don't feel burdened," Chu Zixiao saw Zhang Nian standing there motionless, and spoke softly, "I'll give you a last chance in an embarrassing capacity, okay?"