Chapter 2194 Attic Conversation

Sarah wants to be a human being, but the more she thinks about it, the more she understands that she will probably never be a "human being".

Some things may have been doomed from the very beginning.

Even if her soul is finally completely completed in the future, she will become no different from ordinary people. Then, as time continued to pass, everyone who knew her identity was killed—yes, she did have this ability, but after all, she couldn't lie to herself, let alone the world.

Her existence is just like the natural rules of this world, no matter how much it changes, what actually changes is just everyone's perception. Apart from all subjective factors, the rules themselves are naturally eternal.

Therefore, she, Sarah Hohenheim, is the biggest failure and miracle in the history of alchemy, and she is perhaps the only life conceived by rules.

That's right, even when she was just "born", as a defective product, she was already considered a living life. However, although she is a life, she is still not a "person".

This sense of estrangement bounded by rules is probably the real reason why Sarah has always had difficulty integrating herself into the crowd.

"...Miss Lovegood, you know, I have never been able to say that I have a good understanding of human emotions. So, if I am wrong, I hope you don't mind... I think you seem to be hesitating ?”

Sarah kept her head down, fiddled with the puppet parts in her hand, and spoke casually. But even if she lowered her voice very quietly, and the movement outside was extremely noisy, Luna could still hear it clearly in this attic.

After all, the two of them were almost sitting side by side at this moment.

"Ok."

Hearing Sarah's words, Luna paused, but did not deny her guess. In an affirmative or negative tone, she responded slightly, and then said leisurely:

"In the past, I didn't hesitate very much, and I didn't like to hesitate—a person's life is actually very short. If you encounter something, you have to hesitate. If you delay it a few times, this life will be over! "

Luna probably recalled her mother, and suddenly felt a little sorry for her. And in order not to let her life have any regrets, for herself and for her father, she always hopes that she can live a happier life.

But after a slight pause, she seemed to think of something else, and suddenly pursed her lips.

"But...then I met Hermione,

She said, "Hermione is a very smart person. If she is serious, she may be smarter than Maca!" However, when she does things, she always hesitates, thinks before and after, and sometimes even denies herself... I didn't understand it before, but now I know that sometimes, it's not a bad thing to hesitate. "

Having said that, she turned her head, put her hand on Sarah's shoulder, and smiled softly:

"You should know, Hermione likes Maca."

"Yes!" Sarah nodded, "Everyone who stayed at Hogwarts at that time probably knew about this matter."

"Well," Luna smiled again, then blinked her eyes, "so I hesitated too... well, maybe... because I didn't know what I was thinking at that time. It wasn't until later that I I understand a little bit, and then I become hesitant to follow."

As if recalling the days when she was at Hogwarts, although the smile on Luna's face was always so faint, it never faded.

Seeing her continue to mutter:

"Later, we made Maca feel awkward too... Well, human emotions are too complicated, I can't figure it out, maybe Maca doesn't understand very well, everyone is confused."

"I should say that." Sarah joked casually, but Luna nodded seriously.

"Yes! That's true." She looked at Sarah again, a little curious, but she just glanced at it and continued, "But I don't understand... Maybe it's because of this that I learned the rule of empathy Text! I just want to see what other people think, maybe it can be used as a reference-oh, it seems that this should not be said now, we just... yes, 'hesitation', we are talking about hesitation. "

Seemingly realizing that the conversation was off topic, Luna abruptly changed the topic back. However, her speaking style is always like this, if she doesn't jump out of the way, she doesn't look like her anymore, and it seems very natural to her when she turns around.

"Sarah, you just said that I was hesitating...you are right! I used to think that I shouldn't bother Maca when he was doing things—it might be difficult for me to help him, so, At least it can't drag him down, right? When he is trying to bury his head forward, someone must stay behind and guard a quiet place for him. When he is tired, he can lie down and rest at any time ...

But now, seeing Hermione chasing Maca's back in front, even if she couldn't see her, she still didn't want to stop. I felt... Maybe my thoughts all along may not be right.

Sarah, so... what do you think the 'future' will be like if this goes on? "

Luna's last words sounded a little melancholy to Sarah's ears—this kind of emotion is absolutely rare in Luna's body, and even Sarah knows this.

But Sarah also knew that when Luna asked this question, she didn't actually want any answer from her, but she was just asking herself.

Therefore, Sarah didn't say anything, but turned around, reached out and gently stroked Luna's long pale golden hair.

This picture actually looks very weird. Judging from the appearance alone, Sarah is actually younger than Luna. But her movements were extraordinarily natural, as if a mother was comforting her daughter, without the slightest sense of abruptness.

Luna also seemed to accept Sarah's actions very much, and didn't reject her at all.

After a moment of silence, Sarah turned her head and glanced at the open trapdoor on the top, and looked at the overcast sky outside.

The wind picked up, and the roof roared loudly, making Sarah raise her eyebrows subconsciously.

At this time, Luna probably also sensed some changes outside, and looked up with some hesitation:

"Is it going to rain...?"

Sarah nodded, frowning slightly.

"Well, it looks like that."

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