Chapter 503 Do You Think I'm Disgusting

I don't know if Tsing Yi heard the drunkard's words, but he was still lying on his stomach, talking to himself.

"Who are you, what's your name, where are you from, what happened to you before, what things can't be told to me..." Tsing Yi's voice was painful and choked, if the drunkard came over Look, you will find tears seeping from the corners of Tsing Yi's eyes.

This kind of love is already subject to all kinds of criticism, and it is under the eyes and pressure that are not understood by the world.

When he first discovered his feelings, he also struggled with pain, but he still couldn't control his feelings.

He knows how difficult it is to get together, but he still holds some hope, hoping that God will take care of him, and hope that he can bear those colored eyes.

But they have known each other for six years, and he has liked him for four years, but he doesn't even know his name.

It was really hard for him to hold on any longer.

"..."

I am just an ordinary person. My name is Mu Han. I am from Qinghe County, N City. I used to be ordinary, but not ordinary. I have a master and a brother. It’s not that I can’t tell you, but I can’t tell you now. .

The drunkard silently answered Tsing Yi's questions from the bottom of his heart.

"I like you, I have liked you for four years, do you know..."

The drunkard's expression lifted, and he suddenly raised his eyes to look at Tsing Yi lying on the table, the excitement in his eyes was a little hard to hide.

Obviously, he already knew Tsing Yi's feelings for him in his heart, but when he heard him say it himself, the drunkard was still a little shocked in his heart, of course it was not only shock, but also other things.

"..."

I know, of course I know, how could I not know.

The young man at the side was stunned when he heard Tsing Yi's words.

Who is he talking about?

Is he talking to himself, or is he talking to this person?

The teenager looked at the drunkard.

The drunkard looked at Tsing Yi, which made the young man very disliked.

Shouldn't they be friends?

"Do you think I'm disgusting, that I'm abnormal, that I actually like a man..."

"no."

Hearing the pain and discomfort in Tsing Yi's words, the alcoholic almost blurted out, instead of answering in his heart...

Like...men?

The boy froze.

This brother, like him?

The boy looked at Tsing Yi, and then at the drunkard.

How can this be...

The drunk Tsing Yi couldn't hear the drunk man's words at all, he continued to take advantage of the drunken opportunity to vomit his thoughts.

"I've been waiting, waiting for you to discover my feelings for you by yourself, I hope, I look forward to your response, but you didn't...I can't wait to tell you personally, but you just took it as a joke, I think you know, but I'm afraid you know, I'm afraid that after you know, you'll think I'm disgusting, you'll gradually alienate me, and you'll avoid me..."

"……I do not know."

"Do you know how helpless and scared I am in the face of this feeling, you don't know...you don't know, you don't know at all, you only know how to drink..." Tsing Yi choked up with grievances .

He knows, he knows, how much pressure such incomprehensible feelings have to bear, he knows.

Maybe he shouldn't have given him the chance to like it at the beginning, but since he liked it, he shouldn't be allowed to bear the pressure alone.

He doesn't deserve it, and he doesn't deserve it.

Seeing Tsing Yi's distressed appearance, the alcoholic really wanted to wake him up and tell him clearly that this is neither disgusting nor abnormal, because he is just like him...

But he can't yet.