Chapter 871 Love Is Fulfillment, Not Possession (8)
Coughing and coughing, Lu Bancheng raised his hand and covered his left chest.
He could clearly feel that his heart was beating inside, but he felt that at this moment, he seemed to have no signs of life.
There are some things, although you understand that you did something wrong back then.
But if you hadn't seen it with your own eyes, you would never know the consequences of that wrong thing, what kind of terrible consequences the mistakes you made in a single thought would bring to the people you hurt.
The moment he learned that she was pregnant, he was really happy beyond description. He planned the future of the child in his heart, but when he saw her, the first thing he said was that the child was no longer there. up.
Such a huge gap is enough to destroy all his hopes.
The pain and hatred completely eroded his soul and blood at that moment, and made him desperate for her to the extreme.
So in a fit of anger, he told her that from now on, there would be a clean break between him and her, and there would be nothing more to do with her.
At the moment when he lost his mind, he really thought about not caring about her anymore. Even though he couldn't control it later, he was shaken by her several times, but those waverings, he did it very secretly, in her heart In front of him, he has always been indifferent.
Seeing her indifferent, he hated and resented her even more.
He was struggling and suffering in his wishful-hearted unrequited love. He thought he was living in pain, but only now did he realize that his pain was nothing compared to her pain.
From the day he and she got the marriage certificate, to now more than a hundred days and nights, she has been living in the shadow left by him.
He kept telling her that he really liked her, but when she was most afraid and at a loss, what he gave her was to turn around and leave.
The smoke between his fingertips made Lu Bancheng's eyes ache.
He blinked, looked at the neon lights not far away, the colorful lights were constantly changing, he suddenly remembered that, on the day when he sent her to A University to meet Wu Hao, after Wu Hao left, he When I walked to the coffee shop and looked at her crying on the table through the glass, the thoughts in my heart.
She lost Wu Hao, it doesn't matter, he is willing to give her a new start, make her happy and happy.
Even if she doesn't like him, it doesn't matter.
He just wants her to be well.
But what happened later?
He grabbed her and owed Wu Hao a million dowry, and involved her who had nothing to do with him. He finally got close to her. He clearly spent the whole night happily on the day she agreed to marry him. Can't sleep.
The results of it? He is not reconciled, he starts to be greedy, he wants more, he no longer has her by his side, he still wants to see him in her eyes, and wants to walk into her heart... Then his greed will come Let the relationship between her and him, although not good, but normal, become deformed.
does he love her
He loved her, why did he hurt her so much?
She is obviously a person who loves to laugh, but after coming to him, she seems to be unable to laugh anymore.
does he love her
He loved her, why did he let her live so badly?
When he knew that Wu Hao hurt her, he was so angry, but in the end, he hurt her no less than Wu Hao.
Sudden soreness appeared in Lu Bancheng's eyes. He lowered his eyes, stood there expressionlessly for a while, extinguished the cigarette on his fingertips, and walked towards the car parked in front of him.