Chapter 683 You Still Love Me, Don't You? (17)
Gu Yusheng didn't wait for her response, as if he was telling a story about an outsider, he spoke again in a calm tone: "Before I met her, I didn't think about getting married. After I met her, I don't want to marry anyone else."
"Before she left, I was thinking of proposing to her."
"At that time, I only thought of one future, and that future was her."
"I also have only one wish, and that wish is, from the day I met her, I only wish to begin and never end."
Accompanied by the sound of rain, his pleasant voice kept getting into her ears. His tone was neither sensational nor emotional, but what he said was far better than those sweet words. her heart.
"Unfortunately, I missed her after all. At that time, I drowned because I was saving two little boys. I thought I would die, but when I thought of her who was still waiting for me at Pudong Airport, I tried my best to let her go. Live on your own."
"I am willing to die for this mountain and river, but I only live for her."
She accompanied him to the hospital that time. When the doctors rescued him, they said that it was unbelievable, it was a miracle, that he survived...
She was very lucky at the time, but she thought that he was a lucky man. Until now, she didn't know that...it turned out that the time he fell into the water and was in danger, it was because of her that he worked so hard to survive...
Qin Zhi'ai clearly felt that the line of defense in her heart was gradually collapsing. For various reasons, the emotions she had suppressed so much surged and overflowed in an instant.
"But even so, I still lost her."
Gu Yusheng's tone has always been flat, tinged with a hint of melancholy.
"Since then, my future and my dream have all changed. I have become waiting for her."
"Everyone told me that time is the most powerful medicine in the world, it can heal all wounds, but, you know? As day after day passed, I realized that time is not a medicine, but a poison. "
"I started to get scared, afraid that I would never meet her again in my life..."
"The rest of her life is so long, she will never forget it."
Qin Zhi'ai's lips began to tremble, and there was mist in her eyes, which slowly rose up.
If she hadn't bit her lower lip hard at this time, she might have blurted out, Gu Yusheng, I still love you, I still love you now, I have always loved you, and it has never changed.
She clenched her fists hard, pinching her palms with her nails as if masochistic, and then used that pain to remind her to maintain a trace of reason.
In Gu Yusheng's life, he had never said so many things like now, his tone became weaker and weaker, and even at the end, there was a touch of coolness, but the emotions revealed became more and more sad, more and more More and more helpless: "Later, when I was able to meet her in my dream, I felt very content and very happy."
After all, Qin Zhi'ai still couldn't hold back, and after hearing these words, tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes.
She couldn't listen to him anymore, she couldn't bear it anymore.
She trembled her lips, and begged in a low voice: "Gu, Mr. Gu, stop talking..."
Gu Yusheng seemed to be immersed in his own story and didn't come out. He ignored her words and continued to say, "I won't wait for when she comes back. If she doesn't come back, I will wait for her forever."