Chapter 612 My Happiness Is to See Your Happiness (4)

I miss her when I don't see her, and I can't control my heart when I see her.

He really wanted to go clean.

He could see that the little girl also had some interest in him.

He knows that joining the army means that he has entrusted his destiny to this country.

He didn't want to drag her down, nor did he want to ruin her youth, so that night, when he sent her home, he made a decision.

He took the initiative to apologize to her, he offered to ask her to go to the movies, and he also gave her his phone number...

Only he knew that when he did these things, he didn't really want to start with her, but to end with her.

Because of the phone number, he gave a fake one.

He made an appointment to watch a movie, but he didn't plan to go.

Rather than saying that he is cutting off her little affection for him, it is better to say that he is driving himself to a dead end.

On the day of the second appointment to watch a movie, he actually went.

Only he didn't show up.

He never knew that when he became ruthless, he was so ruthless.

He held an umbrella from a distance, looked at her like a fool, stubbornly waiting for him to refuse to leave, looked at her like a lunatic, calling her one call after another...

He was so far away from her, there was the sound of cars, wind, and rain, but it seemed as if he heard her crying, it surrounded his ears one after another.

He forced himself to be calm, no matter how calm he was, he was really calm enough, until the night fell, until the lights dimmed, he never took a step to appear in front of her.

She left, and he didn't leave.

He thought to himself, she really gave up now, and he should give up too...

But after he joined the army regardless of Mr. Gu's persuasion, he realized that it was not the beginning of giving up, but the beginning of pain.

He began to think about her day and night, when he stared at the scorching sun and stood in a military posture until he was dizzy, when he ran thirty laps around the playground until he was exhausted, at night his roommate fell asleep and he could only Opening his eyes until dawn... Because he didn't dare to sleep, as soon as he closed his eyes, he was in a daze, frequently dreaming of her squatting in the heavy rain and crying...

The recruits who have just joined the team have a lot of training. It is really a matter of him being so sleepless at night.

He has seen a doctor, but the doctor is helpless. In the end, he can only rely on a large number of drugs to maintain basic sleep.

...

On the white and quiet hospital bed, Gu Yusheng, who was sleeping soundly, suddenly had a painful expression, layers of cold sweat appeared on his forehead, and his body began to tremble.

When Mr. Gu saw this scene, he was so anxious that he immediately rushed to the bed and started calling Gu Yusheng: "Yu Sheng? Yu Sheng? Yu Sheng?"

Gu Yusheng, who yelled countless words and slept for a whole day and night, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and slowly opened his eyes.

It may be because of sleeping for too long, or because of dreaming for too long. Gu Yusheng was a little dazed, and stared at the ceiling for a long time, until he heard Grandpa's shout again, he moved his eyeballs, and his voice was a little hoarse. He yelled "Grandpa" and struggled to sit up.

It was pitch black outside the window, and there was the faint sound of a car's horn, which could be heard from time to time.

Gu Yusheng ignored his grandfather's questions and looked at the nightlight outside the window for a long time before he realized that when he fell asleep, the things that came to his mind were not dreams, but forgotten by him. the old days.