Chapter 1054: The End (2)
Before Qin Jiayan left, he took away all of Su Qing's belongings left in the Lin family.
Back at Gu Yusheng's villa, Qin Jiayan ignored his mother's greeting, and didn't respond to Little Peanut's rushing towards him begging for a hug. He went straight upstairs, locked himself in the bedroom, and started sorting out Su Qing's belongings.
A few clothes, some cosmetics and jewelry that are not of a big brand, and an old diary.
That diary, which Qin Jiayan knew, was chosen by him and her in the stationery store opposite the school when they were together many years ago.
Qin Jiayan turned on the light, leaned against the head of the bed, opened the diary, and saw a photo.
That was the high school graduation photo of him and her. She was standing in front of him, and she had cut off all the other classmates with scissors, leaving only her and him.
He thought, this is probably the only photo of him and her in her collection, right?
Su Qing didn't have the habit of keeping a diary, so for more than ten years, she only wrote a diary with one-third of the pages.
Every diary is written around him, from her heartbeat to him at the beginning, to her description after being with him, the sadness when he broke up with her, and her miss after leaving him.
The last diary entry was written ten years ago.
All the pages in the back were blank. Qin Jiayan flipped through them one by one. When he turned to the last few pages of the diary, he thought that there would be no content, but he saw two densely packed words.
Looking at it calmly, it was a letter.
A letter that was not intended to be sent.
"Jiayan, after waiting for so many years, I have finally waited for the reunion with you. Everyone says that all reunions after a long absence are unrequited love, but I know that the fate between me and you has long been exhausted. Seeing how you live It's better than I imagined, I'm really happy, and I'm really relieved, but when I see you and me standing face to face, but the middle is as far away as a whole world, my heart is full of tears. Sad again."
"Jiayan, do you know? In the years since I left you, I have lived like a walking corpse every day. After all, the Lin family still has some skills. I can't resist, I can only obey. You are my only hope to survive, because I fantasize that one day I can meet you. After all, God treats me well and fulfills my only wish. I am really satisfied. You don’t even know that I am now The corners of my lips twitched as I wrote this.”
"Jiayan, that night was the happiest moment in my life, do you believe it? I don't regret it, even if I parted ways with you the next day, I don't have any regrets. Then you called in the middle of the night Look for me, wear pajamas, tell me, let me go with you, that is the most beautiful and touching words I heard, Jiayan, in fact, I really want to go with you in my heart, but I can't, because the Lin family has Our handle. You are so beautiful and clean now, how can I, who loves you so much, be willing to let you be stained?"
"Jiayan, I heard that you are getting married. I am sad, but I wish you more blessings. You deserve better girls. I am not perfect, I am not worthy to stay in your world, go to Destroy the most perfect you?"
"If possible, Jiayan, I really want to witness your happiness, but I can't hold on anymore, Jiayan, I've been holding on for more than ten years, and I'm really tired."