Chapter 2367 Dirty Mood
A vague syllable popped out from his lips, the voice was very hoarse and very soft.
An Xiaowan fell asleep, so she didn't hear her at all.
Jing Luochen felt a little uncomfortable, struggling to wake up, but felt a little numb and lacking strength.
The eyelashes trembled even more.
A face as exquisite as a painting, itself as pale as paper, now gradually has a tinge of blood.
Finally, after struggling for ten minutes, he opened his eyes.
His vision was blurred, and his eyes even hurt a little.
He couldn't help closing it again, but then, because he wanted to see An Xiaowan, he restrained himself, endured the pain and dizziness, and opened his eyes again.
Sight, slowly focus.
Vision gradually recovered.
Jing Luochen only felt that his whole body was very uncomfortable, vain and powerless, and his whole body had a feeling of collapse.
Even the fingers are somewhat difficult to move.
These days, he has been sinking into terrible nightmares.
It's like being stuck in a horrible swamp.
Whenever he got deeper and deeper and was about to be completely submerged, An Xiaowan's voice would suddenly appear. Through those glooms, through those terrible blacknesses and clouds, just like that, with a ray of sunshine, to drag him out of it a little.
At first he couldn't hear what she was saying, but he just felt a little warmth in his heart.
Later, he began to look forward to her coming over every day.
The rest of the time has become empty and powerless, and it is difficult to survive.
The gentleness and warmth of that voice, with a kind of strength, finally pulled him out of the swamp bit by bit.
He finally figured out one thing.
In fact, whether his sister is in this world or not is simply beyond his control. He has his own life and should not be affected by other people.
He obviously also has things he likes, people he likes to get along with, things he likes.
He shouldn't be crushed by a word.
An Xiaowan once said that he was a man, even if he felt annoying and powerless, he had to persevere. And as long as you persevere, life will gradually get better.
He couldn't live up to what an xiaowan had taught him so much.
He couldn't make An Xiaowan sad, and couldn't make her feel that he was so fragile.
So he struggled to get out of the swamp.
Then, he heard Lu Bei's voice again.
Lu Bei's voice was full of vicissitudes and exhaustion, as well as countless distress and depression, which gave him a very strange feeling.
He felt that Lu Bei should think that he couldn't hear the outside world.
Therefore, he always said some inexplicable things.
Jing Luochen could not hear every sentence clearly, but he could vaguely distinguish some of them.
For example……
"Luo Chen, wake up quickly... I really regret why I left you because of my dark heart."
"It's all my fault. I should stay by your side and protect you."
"Actually, I'm just afraid...afraid that some things will be out of control when I'm by your side."
"Luo Chen, you are such a beautiful person, how can I use these dirty feelings...to defile you?"
For the rest, Jing Luochen felt that they were too vague, so he didn't hear them.
It's just that these few words alone are enough for him to worry and be troubled, not knowing why.
What do these words mean?
Why is Lu Bei afraid of him? Why did you leave him because of your "heart"?