Chapter 702 Shocking Past (4)
In Su Ran's eyes, fighting gangsters is a very fun thing. She said regretfully at the time, "Shuangshuang, we won't be able to fight gangsters together and eliminate harm for the people for a long time. It's such a pity."
"I have some impression, why do you ask this?"
Hearing this, the pain in Xia Ziwei's eyes worsened, and she looked at Wushuang with a bit more hatred than before.
Wushuang's clear and bright water eyes looked at her right away, and at the same time, his heart skipped a beat. What did this mean?
This look hurt Xia Ziwei's heart again. She narrowed her eyes and said, "You have offended someone. Because of Su Ran's protection, you are still pure and innocent, but I have suffered for you."
Wushuang's eyes widened in an instant, looking at her in disbelief. What kind of sin did she suffer for her?
"I was raped by them!"
Those seven short words made Wushuang's head buzz, and he didn't know how to react.
However, when Xia Ziwei said these words, except for the hatred in her eyes at the beginning, there was not much emotional fluctuation later on. It was more like telling someone else's story.
"That day was the first anniversary of Tang Mubai and I's acquaintance. We made an appointment to wait at the school gate. Those gangsters knew that I was your cousin and got angry at me. After I fainted..."
After saying this, Xia Ziwei closed her eyes and touched her forehead with her slender fingers. In fact, if she could, it was a past event that she would never want to mention again. She did not need sympathy and pity. Only the weak would be sympathized with and pitied. She, Xia Ziwei, is not.
Hearing this, Wushuang covered her mouth and nose with both hands. What on earth did she hear?
"So, I broke the appointment, and Tang Mubai complained about it, but he didn't know it at the time. Anyway, after I was violated, I became pregnant. Tang Mubai naturally thought it was his, and proposed marriage at that time. I, Xia Ziwei, No matter how human you are, you can’t take someone else’s child and marry him.”
Having said this, Xia Ziwei paused for a moment, raised her hand to wipe away the tears that had flowed unconsciously, held her head high to prevent the tears from flowing down, "So I aborted him privately, Tang Mubai knew After we got married, I was very angry, and our relationship also broke down. When I was angry, I said we should break up, and he took it seriously. When I was recovering, I didn’t see him. Later, he met you, and it was so short. He fell in love with you. Of course, he didn’t know you were my cousin at the time, so he could only say that it was God’s will.”
Xia Ziwei breathed out and lit another cigarette, "You know what happened next. In order to get him back, I set him up, took a lot of photos of us being intimate, and threatened him to go abroad with me. Of course. , I took him abroad not to avoid you, but because I needed time to heal, and I needed to change a place to forget this past. More than two years and three years passed, Tang Mubai proposed to return to the country, so we came back. Follow During the two or three years we were together, he didn't have me in his heart. I guarded his shell every day and watched him harbor you in his heart. I was disgusted with my dirty self, and he was like my last lifeline. I have to hold on to the straw again.”
"Jing Wushuang, do you understand what that feeling is like?"
Wushuang shook her head, Wushuang covered her mouth and nose, she was crying and couldn't say a word. She didn't know these things, and she really didn't know anything about Xia Ziwei's experiences.
When I wrote these pictures, my heart was very sad. I also had complicated feelings about Xia Ziwei. She was a tragic figure who suffered misfortune and her arrogant character was distorted beyond recognition. However, she In fact, my nature is not bad. I don’t know how to write about treacherous and evil people. I always have the cycle of cause and effect, and I also believe that nature is inherently good.
However, everything she encountered had nothing to do with Wushuang. Her hatred needed to be transferred and vented. Poor Wushuang became cannon fodder. What she should hate was those gangsters. If she wanted revenge, she would seek revenge on those gangsters. She hated the wrong person.