Chapter 388 Mother and Daughter (3)
Her voice was very soft, a little softer than usual, full of apology, she rarely said such provocative words to Wushuang, even if she felt guilty in her heart, she never said it, but what happened to Xia Ziwei today had an impact on her It was too big, and she never thought that her relatives had changed in the years she had completely ignored.
Xia Ziwei is a few years older than Wushuang. She is the first child of the Xia family. Everyone dotes on her. At that time, she was not married to Jing Hongyuan, and she was hugged, fed, and changed for her when she was born. Diapers, on the contrary, when Wu Shuang was a child, Jing Hongyuan took care of them more. She has always thought that this niece is just a bit arrogant, but she has no evil intentions. She also thought that the things her father told her were just harmless little friction between little girls. She has always loved this niece sincerely, but today …Having seen her bandit logic and moral abduction, and her righteousness after doing something wrong, how should she bully her daughter in the summer garden in the past so many years?
There were many fragments of Wushuang's childhood in her mind, always so quiet, so obedient, so sensible... Thinking of Xia Ziwei's strength and her daughter's petite and weak, she felt so distressed just thinking about it, this kind of heartache It feels like it reminds her all the time how failed this mother is, and how much suffering her selfishness has brought to this daughter.
She closed her eyes and breathed a sigh of relief, other than that, she didn't know how to calm down the pain.
Xia Muxue's words made Wushuang very surprised. In her memory, her mother had never tried to tell her such a thing so sincerely. In fact, it was all over. She never remembered being sad or sad. She felt that her brain capacity was not enough. So she can only remember the good of others, and the bad of others, and she feels that there is nowhere to put it.
Although her mother's apology made her feel relieved, it was not what she wanted to see.
"Mom, don't say that, let alone apologize. I know you must have your own reasons for not staying with me. I don't blame you. I really don't blame you. My grandfather and uncle are very good to me, and my aunt and cousin also treat me very well." Never abused me, I know you may not like to hear such words, but I really want to say that the unhappiness in my childhood was mainly due to the separation between you and my father, I complained about your inability to accompany me, I envy my cousin, I envy Ran Ran, but that is only an instant. Everyone has their own growth trajectory, and they have their own paths that must be followed. They can never copy others. It is enough to live healthy and happy. This is what Su Ran often said to comfort me, and it is also my own sincere feeling. I can't force you to be together just because I want a happy childhood, so that the two of you will be unhappy Now, my happiness has lost its meaning, so Mom, there is no need to apologize."
Although she didn't know that Xia Muxue would say such a thing to her suddenly, she actually wanted to have a heart-to-heart talk with her. Although blood is thicker than water, they have lived in different environments these years, and they have seldom communicated. Speak up and let the other person know.
Not everyone can understand it with just one eye, and her mother seems to have a lot of desire to talk about it today.