Chapter 1162 Breakup (5)

"Stop talking, BLUE, stop talking..."

Xu Yicheng didn't know a single bit of these old events, let alone that Di Lilan'er had such thoughts hidden in her heart. Moreover, he discovered for the first time that her current mental state was probably due to genetic factors.

"Yicheng, when I was very young, my mommy was gone. My dad said that he loved my mommy very much. I believed it. After all, my mommy was also a beautiful woman who conquered the country and robbed her by force. No matter what a disgraceful method, he married my mom and he should be nice to her, but he didn't cherish it. My mom fell in love with him in the end. She said she didn't regret giving birth to me, but she felt a little pity for me. Not daddy’s biological daughter.”

"Yicheng, do you know what my feelings are for daddy?"

Di Lilan'er looked at Xu Yicheng with hazy tearful eyes, blinked slightly, and tears flowed down her cheeks again. Xu Yicheng's heart was already hurting so much that even breathing was painful.

"I love and hate her at the same time. He took my mommy away but didn't cherish her. My mommy knew exactly how many women he had outside. It was he who made my mommy despair and indirectly killed her. He really cared for me. It's true. "It's not unreasonable to be selfish. Yicheng, can you make my life a little easier? Don't give me so much burden. I'm very tired, really tired."

"My only belief in living is to stay by his side, guarding the only heartbeat in my life. In fact, you all know that without him, I would probably no longer be in this world. This world has too many things. There are many causal cycles, whether you understand them or not, whether you accept them or not, are all personal choices. In fact, who do I love and whether I am alive or not have anything to do with you?"

Dililan'er has recovered from her dizzy state, and has returned to her indifferent indifference except for Mu Jinchen.

However, such indifferent words gave Xu Yicheng the most fatal blow, and he was instantly defeated.

... Who do I love? What does it have to do with you whether I am alive or not?

These were probably the cruelest words he had ever heard in his life. Just as Di Lilan'er said, loving Mu Jinchen and sticking to his past for Mu Jinchen, even if he didn't know it, was her business alone.

So why not?

She said he was greedy.

Yes, he was greedy. He kept guarding and guarding. As the years went by, he inadvertently wanted more.

However, her words had nothing to do with him, and all his thoughts and hopes were defeated.

In fact, as far as love is concerned, she has always been stingy towards him. She once said that there is a kind of punishment in this world called the torture of hope. If you don't want that person to be disappointed, then don't give her hope from the beginning, otherwise it will be A kind of torture.

She is actually kind. He should not and has no right to condemn her. She is pure and thorough. She has made it clear from the beginning that she has never given him hope. It is because he is greedy...

I can't remember how many times it was like this, but every time, as long as she had something to do, she would give her a call and he would rush over thousands of miles away.

He thought that, at least, she shouldn't say so cruelly that it had nothing to do with him.

His heart hurt, as if being cut by a knife, it hurt so much.

"BLUE, I thought that even if there was no love between us, there would still be other feelings. At least, I have been by your side for so many years. My sincerity to you over these years has been true. I don't ask for the same sincerity. I thought, At least your business has nothing to do with me."