Sorry

I feel that if I keep some things in my heart, it will always make me feel bad.

I am sorry that my tone was not so kind when I responded to readers in the book review area two days ago because of my personal reasons.

I am really sorry. I always feel that if I don’t apologize, I will always think about it and feel a little uneasy.

To be honest, no collection is a kind of affirmation for me and my book. I should not affect the fish pond because of personal emotions.

I want to say sorry to my friend named my80 (what a strange name!).

Strictly speaking, my temper is not particularly good. Sometimes I get emotional, although I try to pretend that I don’t care.

Of course, this is not because of the criticism in the book review area.

Because there are criticisms and comments, no matter what, it proves that there are really people reading what I write.

I also know where the problem of this book is.

Because it is a fan fiction, the basic context still exists, but that’s all.

My writing is not good. It can be said that I am just a contestant who writes essays.

To be honest, I still don't know how I should write a novel. To be precise, the structure of this book is filled with ideas one after another.

So, it will appear chaotic in logic.

The positioning of the protagonist is not clear enough. It is a completely fictional character. It can be said that the personality changes according to my preferences. This is also a fatal point for me.

As for the bugs in the book, to be honest, every time I finish writing and updating, I am too lazy to read any novels. Is it also aesthetic fatigue?

I have also read the original book. In fact, I am not the kind of person who likes to delve into it. Everything is basically based on assumptions.

But I think writing should be like this. It feels bad to be framed, but my processing is not enough to support me to jump out of the inherent frame.

Since it is thought of by people, why can't it be changed.

Although this matter must be based on a big premise, it is still a question of strength in the final analysis.

There are still many problems in the book, such as the general direction. I want to jump out, but it is easy to fall.

Can it be said that this is a practice?

Maybe after I have built a complete framework, it may be better to write something that belongs to me?

These are all things to consider after the book is finished.

I am a lazy person and my academic performance is not good. I like singing very much, but because of some problems with my voice, smoking and so on, I eventually let this hobby of mine fade away.

It can be said that writing this book is the thing that I have persisted in for the longest time since I was a child. I wrote it every day without interruption, from January to July. I rarely played games. In fact, I had nothing to do when I sat in front of the computer.

It is boring to read the news for a long time.

I have been thinking about many things recently, and then I suddenly wanted to confine myself to a certain range.

Now I seldom go out to play. Although I still know how to communicate with people, to be honest, I still feel that I am a little stupid and will trust others.

But the contradiction is that I rarely really care about anyone. It can be said that I am a bit pretentious. In short, I am very contradictory.

... Forget it, I won’t compare too much. I will complain for a while and go to bed first. I will get up tomorrow to write an update. I have an exam the day after tomorrow, 6,000 words. My God, I haven’t finished the exam yet. 50 points is the best. There are still three subjects. These are my requirements. Please pass.

Then I have to catch up on all the subjects in the first half of my junior year, at least to finish them before my senior year internship. Just thinking about it makes me feel overwhelmed. (To be continued)