Father's Funeral Has Been Done, and It Will Be Updated in the Past Few Days.
Stopped for more than a week.
At 15:25 on June 18, 2019, my father had a car accident. He was hit by a dirt truck while riding an electric scooter. He suffered a comminuted fracture of his skull, five broken ribs, and broken hip and leg bones. He rushed back after receiving the news. It was already 14 o'clock in the afternoon on the 19th at home.
The hospital saw that he had a ventilator inserted into his body, a tube was inserted into his head, his entire face was wrapped in gauze, and his body was swollen. He couldn't hold on any longer and collapsed on the spot. (First release, domain name (remember _三<三^小》saying (net) w, ω, ωx-on:.彡, 彡, x`￥sx-on:.c, o-м) words> contacted the next day The experts in Jinan said that there was a chance, and they went there by ambulance to prepare for surgery. As a result, the electrolyte imbalance in the body, sodium and potassium ions were too high or too low, and they were not qualified for surgery. After a night of treatment, instead of improving, they It is getting more and more serious, more than half of the cerebral infarctions, and the overall score is only 3, which is the lowest score.
The doctor said there was no hope.
Mother said, you can't go outside, according to the customs of your hometown, even if you die, you can't live in another country, go home.
I got home at 15:00 on the 21st and stopped breathing.
That's when I realized that life is short.
These days, I’ve been in a daze, feeling like I’m dreaming, wondering when I’ll wake up, and find out that everything is fake, he’s still sleeping in the room, he’s still calling me by my baby name, he’s still asking me how I’m doing now... Unfortunately, these things , have become "if".
My father is a teacher, with more than 30 years of education, countless peaches and plums, and has never done anything that violates morality or conscience, but God can't let him stay for a while, leave so fast, so decisively, without even saying a word. No stay, not even a single sound was made, from the time of the car accident to his death, his eyes were not opened once.
I have been writing for more than ten years, and I have written about countless life and death. I don’t feel sad, but when I experience it myself, I feel so painful and helpless, as if the whole world has abandoned me. I know that from now on, my father's appearance and voice can only appear in my memory, and I will never see him again. I have completely lost him and become a child without a father.
After graduating from university, I worked in Qinghai. Later, I got married and started a business. I stayed in the local area and did not return to my hometown in Shandong. The time I spent with my parents was not much for more than ten years.
It’s not that I don’t miss them, but I think there’s enough time, as long as I give me some more time, I can have my own career, become a god, become platinum, live a good life, take them over, or go back to my hometown...for He has worked hard for more than ten years, and just when he was about to do this and fulfill his filial piety, he left.
Been thinking these days, why don't you give me some time? I really can do it, even if you give me a little more, let me serve you well, it is not in vain to give birth to this son.
But the fact is that suddenly...
Over the years, when I go to work or write a book, I can’t stop changing. The whole person is busy, and I hardly have any time for myself. I have to be careful in everything I do, and I don’t dare to waste a little bit. I work hard to give them a better life. But with this condition, But he can't enjoy it.
I heard from my brother that when I went to Shanghai last month, he kept complaining. Now that I’m here, why don’t I go home?
I know, he misses me.
I didn't return, and I didn't see you for the last time.
I always thought I had time, but now I understand that it is completely gone.
My father was an out-and-out rural man, frugal all his life, and lost his mother when he was six years old. His father passed away when he was in his twenties, and he lived alone until he married my mother. Having given birth to three sons, from being a private teacher to now, I have never had a good day.
In 2017, my daughter-in-law was pregnant, so I asked him and my mother to come and take care of me. I wanted to stay with us for a while, but the place where I live is more than 3,000 meters above sea level. After less than four months, I lost more than 20 kilograms and couldn’t walk. , The grandson was eight days old and went back.
Before leaving to clean up the room, I found that there was an extra screw and screw cap for the mineral water bottle.
It is said that it is usually picked up while walking, in case it is useful, even if it is useless, it can be sold for money if it is iron. When I got on the plane, I couldn’t go through the security check. After checking, I found that there were pliers with broken corners, a screwdriver without a handle, and a used compass in the bag... I asked what to do with this, and he said that they were all picked up. I smiled and said, what do you mean, I can't even afford this thing? Just buy it for you. He said, can still be used, what to buy? Do not waste!
When I got home and called me, I was very happy, and said that I still couldn't figure out why an airplane with such a big piece of iron could fly into the sky and fly so high. Being able to fly in the village is considered amazing. Everyone envies it, but many people still don't believe it.
My father likes to learn new knowledge. When I was a child, the books at home were almost all "One Hundred Thousand Whys" and "Mystery of the Moon". He was more proficient than me in using mobile phones. I always wanted to learn a computer. I said Go back and buy one for you, once you have it, you will be able to, and then help you buy a better mobile phone... But "turning back", it can no longer be realized. 33 first novel
Knowing how to be a carpenter, he made many stools at home. Knowing how to repair electronic products and black and white TVs, he was a well-known electrician in four townships and eight villages. Basically, someone sent electrical appliances to repair them every day. If it is repaired, at most you will be charged for the accessories. You don’t make a living or make money from it. You only get a reputation as a “good guy”.
I have always wanted a housing for the elderly. I said to buy it in the county seat. I said that I am not used to living in a house in the city. If I want to live in the countryside, I said I should build it. I gave money at the beginning of this year and built a house in my hometown. Over the past few months, buying materials, finding people, and all kinds of troubles, I lived there every night, watching the bricks being built one by one, smoking a cigarette with a face full of satisfaction. At the beginning of the month, it was finally built, the furniture was bought, and I was happy to say that I finally had my own nest. I was about to move there, but the people were gone. I didn’t live in a brand new house for a day.
I like to read some miscellaneous books, and I am very yearning for various mysterious events. I said to get a passport, and I will take you to places like the pyramids to appreciate the wonders of the world. He is very happy and insists on exercising every day, saying that when he goes abroad in the future, he will not fall behind and can keep up with us, but now, the passport is also useless once.
I don’t like to owe money, even my son, the mobile phone records every time I bought him a train ticket and took him out. The time and price of the train ticket, bus ticket, and plane ticket are all recorded together. I plan to save enough money , Pay me back. Still thinking about saving money these years, when I have saved enough money for the house, I will pay it back...
I didn't intend to ask him to return it, but now I think it would be great if he could return it, at least to show that he is still alive.
On the way back from Jinan, watching his vital signs drop little by little, eventually tending to nothing, I felt like my brain was going to explode. I have been creating the world all these years, and I have always felt that I am omnipotent and that everything is difficult, but in the face of reality, I am useless at all.
I imagined that if he had the aura of healing, he was a soul master, he had the aura of heaven, and he could summon Zhang Xuan... In this way, he would be able to keep him from leaving, but it couldn't be done! 33 novels update the fastest computer terminal:
I used to think that as long as I can make more money, life will be easier, many things can be avoided, and I can live happily, but now I find that money is useless in many cases.
I once thought narrowly, why is it you, not someone else.
How much I want to keep you, but I can't keep you.
How much I want to go back a few days ago and prevent you from going out, so that this tragedy will not happen, but I am not the protagonist of the novel, time cannot go back, and regret cannot be made up.
I'm just mortal.
Useless mortals.
A piece of trash that does nothing.
Facing the departure, I can only watch helplessly, there is no way.
Emotional confusion, not knowing what to say.
Father's funeral has been completed, and he is buried in the ground. We will deal with it in the next two days, and the responsibility for the traffic accident will be restored in a few days after the update.
Sweep the sky
June 26, 2019