Chapter Nine Hundred and Thirtieth I Am Not Good, Do Not Be Afraid

"If possible, I hope that both children will stay with me..."

Before she finished speaking, she was pushed down to the ground by Chu Yichen. The body leaned back suddenly, and the head hit the ground, which hurt a little.

She stared blankly at Chu Yichen who was pressing on him, her heart ached so badly that she almost couldn't breathe.

"Gu Xiaoxiao, why are you in Japan? Why did you leave me and the two children? You don't want to know, do you? You just want to keep the status quo and don't want to go back to the past. Is that what you mean?"

Chu Yichen's voice was very soft, but it was not hard to hear the anger in his words.

Gu Xiaoxiao took a deep breath and nodded with a clear smile.

"Yes, that's what I mean. So Chu Yichen, please let me go. Maybe you are right. I liked you very much before, but I don't like you now. There is no difference between me without you... "

Her hands widened instantly, Gu Xiaoxiao didn't expect him to bite herself.

The white teeth were pried open, Gu Xiaoxiao whimpered and struggled, desperately trying to push him away.

His hands were tightly held by him, and he was so strong that he seemed to want to crush her wrists.

My hands hurt, my mouth hurts, my heart hurts.

Gu Xiaoxiao slowly gave up struggling, and then tears flowed down her cheeks.

Seeing her tears, Chu Yichen took a tight breath and realized what he was doing.

Letting go of her, he looked at her lying on the ground with disheveled hair and red and swollen lips. The buttons on the chest fell off because of his tearing, the neckline was slightly opened, and the white underwear inside was looming.

She tilted her head, crying silently. When he reached out to wipe her tears, there was no reaction.

How long has it been since you cried? Gu Xiaoxiao thought about it carefully.

She hasn't cried for at least two years, the last time, it should be when she was in the hospital...

"Don't be afraid." Chu Yichen regretted while hugging Gu Xiaoxiao's trembling body. "It's my fault, don't be afraid."

Being held in his arms, Gu Xiaoxiao felt more and more uncomfortable. She pushed him away hard, wiped the tears from her face, and opened her mouth.

"What are you going to do to let me go?"

"I won't let it go.

Gu Xiaoxiao, I will never let go of you or me. Staring into her eyes, he said firmly. "I lost you three years ago, do you really think that I will let you go now?" If the relationship is gone, you can cultivate it again. When you married me, wasn't it the same as now? I can make you fall in love with me once, and naturally there will be a second time. I don't know what you are afraid of, but you have to believe that I will protect you well. I won't let you leave my side again. "

"But I'm afraid of you. Are you satisfied with this answer?"

Gu Xiaoxiao took a deep breath, not hiding her fear of him.

"I'm afraid of you. Although I don't know why I am like this, I still know how I feel."

Lowering her head and arranging her clothes, Gu Xiaoxiao was unwilling to look at Chu Yichen's hurt eyes.

"Will you protect me?" She smiled and pulled her clothes, revealing the scars on her shoulders. "Where were you when I was shot?"

It was quiet inside the house, only the sound of the wind and insects outside. Gu Xiaoxiao lowered her head for a long time before mustering up the courage to look at him again.

"How long have we been together?" She asked curiously. After hearing Chu Yichen's answer, he smiled bitterly.

"Two years... But, we have been separated for three years."