Chapter 1876: Sad
Chu Yixuan didn't see the two of them downstairs, but after searching for a while, he found them appearing behind him.
"The examination is over? What did the doctor say?"
"I haven't checked it yet. There were too many people just now. The two of us went down and bought a bottle of water to drink." Gu Xiaoxiao lied calmly and bluffed.
Chu Yixuan accompanied Li Youran for the examination. On the way home, Li Youran was very quiet, so quiet that Chu Yixuan was a little uncomfortable.
"What's wrong? Are you feeling unwell?" Chu Yixuan asked with concern as he tilted his head.
Li Youran shook her head after hearing this, and denied, "No, it's just...a little tired."
"Pregnant women get tired easily, and I was often lethargic at the time, so don't worry." Gu Xiaoxiao, who was sitting in the back row, hurriedly helped, and Chu Yixuan nodded thoughtfully, without thinking too much.
After returning home, Li Youran went upstairs to rest. Gu Xiaoxiao was worried, so she followed along with a firm attitude.
"Xiaoxiao, I'm fine, I just feel a little uncomfortable in my heart, just let me think about it and calm down a bit."
Sitting on the bed, Li Youran hugged the pillow in her arms, and said disappointedly.
"Actually, I know that what he told the doctor was the truth. He didn't marry me because he liked me. I always understood. But I don't know why, but I heard him tell others about this with my own ears. , I will still be sad."
There were only the two of them in the room, so Li Youran confessed.
"The relationship between me and him has always been dependent on me. However, I don't know how long I can last. I thought that I would be better after having this child, but today I discovered that in fact, I am not at all Don't know him well."
What Chu Yixuan likes and dislikes, Li Youran can't give an accurate answer. She had known Chu Yixuan for a long time, but the two of them had been living in two places for a few years, so how different was it from a stranger?
"Is he treating you no differently now than before?" Gu Xiaoxiao held her hand, "Youran, don't underestimate yourself, he must like you. In other words, who Will not like you?"
What Gu Xiaoxiao said was the truth, Li Youran was cheerful and kind, lively and straightforward. Such a girl will be a good choice whether to be a friend or a wife. Chu Yixuan is not a fool, how could he give up?
"It's changed, it's a little better than before." Li Youran nodded slowly, and sighed leisurely: "Actually, on the way back just now, I kept wondering if I relied too much on him. Xiaoxiao, me and To tell you the truth, I really don't like myself right now."
In front of Chu Yixuan, Li Youran didn't have any confidence at all. She had never dared to say or think about these words before, but now, she has a child. She not only wants to think about herself, but also thinks about her children.
Li Youran likes Gu Xiaoxiao and Chu Xiaoxi very much, not only because of their happy marriage, but also because they have their own careers. Even without a man, they can raise their children well by themselves.
But look at yourself again. For so many years, apart from being locked up at home by Jiang Sheng, he learned some unknown things, that is, running behind men's buttocks.
If there is no Jiang Sheng, no Chu Yixuan, what will she rely on to support herself and the child in her belly?
Thinking of these questions, Li Youran was afraid. I'm scared from the bottom of my heart.