Chapter 264 Extra: Original Owner Su Qingge [Additional Update]
I am Su Qingge.
Since junior high school, countless people have told me that I am not good enough for Ji Shihan.
He is so outstanding and is simply God's favorite, while I am the person whom God least loves.
But I simply couldn't refuse his approach.
To be more precise, I love Ji Shihan's approach, no matter what his purpose is.
I still remember the first time I met Ji Shihan...
It was his father who brought him back. At that time, Ji Shihan had blood marks on his body and face.
That day my father told me that Ji Shihan's mother committed suicide by jumping off a building. He would be alone in the future and would live with me.
Maybe it’s because he’s too young and doesn’t have any objection to blood, and he doesn’t know what committing suicide by jumping off a building means.
The only thing that was certain was that Ji Shihan's eyes, hiding behind his father, were shining like stars and extremely charming.
I fell in love with such eyes right away.
My favorite thing to do every day is to stick to Ji Shihan's side, no matter how ugly the expression on his face is...
It cannot be denied that Ji Shihan, who had washed away the blood on his face, was very handsome. At such a young age, he had a maturity that was uncomfortable for him...
When he first came to my house, he was not close to anyone...
Even I, Ji Shihan, ignored me.
This state lasted for a year, and he started to smile at me...
I clearly remember that smile was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my life...
The beautiful picture scroll makes people unable to take their eyes away.
Because of such a beautiful smile, I can’t live without Ji Shihan even more...
I like to be with him, obsessed with his smile, obsessed with his deep and slightly cold smell, obsessed with sitting at the desk reading every day, obsessed with the extraordinarily beautiful profile...
I know everything about Ji Shihan...
His least favorite thing to eat is chocolate, and his favorite thing to eat is sweet and sour fish, because as long as there is sweet and sour fish, he can't help but eat more.
One of the things he likes to do the most is reading, and the thing he dislikes the most is people making noise around him. Every time he reads, I stay by his side quietly and obediently.
Sunny days are his least favorite, and rainy days are his favorite. Ji Shihan once told me that because rain can wash away all resentment and all evil, he likes rainy days very much and likes the cleanliness and clarity in them...
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I know everything about Ji Shihan, so I naturally tell others that I am not worthy enough to take Ji Shihan's words to heart...
Because I know very well that no one in the world knows him better than me...
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Suddenly one day, Ji Shihan locked me up.
It was very dark all around, with only one lamp glowing faintly...
Three meals a day are delivered on time.
I have cried, made trouble...
At first I thought I had done something wrong and made Ji Shihan angry...
Until one time, he forcefully killed me, saying that he would never let my family go, saying that my parents were the murderers of his parents.
At that moment, I was breathing heavily...I couldn't believe it...
With the thought of "my parents killed Ji Shihan's parents who I loved most", I didn't dare to resist. To be more precise...
I don’t want to see Ji Shihan in pain. If he can find relief from me, I am willing to give everything...
However, he didn't understand my difficulties at all...
Repeated rude behavior, physical and psychological torture.
In just one month, I no longer know what life is and what death is!
The only thing that's certain is...
I still love Ji Shihan...
After a year, I was numb.
Ji Shihan didn't come to see me like before!
He seems to have lost interest in me...
Am I so unworthy of his love?
I asked myself over and over again, am I not good?
Can't I let him vent everything?
Because of this, one day, a voice suddenly told me that it could fulfill my wish and asked me what I wanted.
What do you want?
Of course it was Ji Shihan!
A Ji Shihan who loves me 100%!