Chapter 1669 Finally, I Still Want to Hold You Tight (Finally) 13
Gu Cheng knew.
By doing this, there was no way he could completely cover up the discomfort in her heart, and there was no way he could cover up the pain in his heart without any holes.
Gu Cheng also knew.
Doing this is deceiving yourself and others, and can only create an illusion for him that he is very happy and has completely let go of the past.
Gu Cheng also knew.
Many people simply couldn't see how ugly the trauma in his heart was.
The only one who knows all this is himself.
past……
past……
past……
His past, his youth.
To be honest, it's just a joke.
All his good intentions, in Qingge's mind, are probably just a clown performing funny parts.
Gu Cheng suddenly realized that after all these years of getting along with each other.
He doesn't understand Qingge at all.
From beginning to end, I don't understand it at all.
…
It took me half a month of self-hypnosis.
Gu Cheng finally pretended to be a fine person.
He sent a message to Qingge saying that he was getting engaged and hoped that she could attend.
During this half month, Gu Cheng did not let Xiaoman go anywhere to talk about their upcoming engagement.
He secretly sent Qingge a message.
At that time, Gu Cheng was thinking.
If Qingge is because of such a text message and such a picture he sent...
Then he came directly to him and told him not to get engaged to other women.
Gu Cheng has already thought about it. He will compensate Xiaoman's family for an order, and then happily get engaged to Qingge.
But……
After the text message passed.
A month and a half.
Gu Cheng didn't expect anything.
In his life, there was only that girl who suddenly appeared in his life, was very noisy and never stopped for a moment.
It made his head grow bigger unconsciously.
After such a long time, Xiaoman naturally asked Gu Cheng: "Are we not going to get engaged? I saw you didn't react at all."
"How do you think I will react? Didn't you say at that time that your father and I were working together and it would be best for us to get engaged? Do you still want me to be very happy and accept this engagement happily? "?" Gu Cheng said this indifferently.
He saw the girl with a smile that was as bright as a star. The color on her face gradually disappeared, and finally nothing was left.
He watched helplessly as Xiaoman opened her mouth slightly, wanting to say something, but in the end nothing came out.
He saw Xiaoman sitting next to him very depressed, with his head lowered, looking like he wanted to cry...
Even though Xiaoman looks very cute and lovable.
After seeing her like this, Gu Cheng still felt a little irritated.
He was thinking: If it were Qingge who reacted like this...
That's not right. Just a slight frown from Qingge can make his whole heart very uneasy.
"Think about it carefully. The engagement between the two of us is just a business event. Don't have too many thoughts."
Falling in love with him is ultimately fruitless.
After his heart was lost in Qing Ge, there was no result, no result at all.
He couldn't take it back at all.
Even though the feelings now are not as strong as before.
Gu Cheng didn't have any strength, nor the people, or the courage to take back such feelings.
…
What Gu Cheng didn't say when he walked out of the office was that he had already prepared the invitation.
It's just that the names printed on the invitation are not Gu Cheng and Xiaoman's names at all, but Gu Cheng and Qingge's.
For Xiaoman, Gu Cheng was just a use from beginning to end, just a use.
He didn't like Xiaoman, who clearly knew that this scene was just for use, and got too involved in the drama.
…
There are still seven days left before the date they agreed on.
Gu Chengcai told Xiaoman that she could send out the invitations.
After Xiaoman, who had been warned by him, heard the news, she couldn't believe it when she thought of what Gu Cheng had said before, and then confirmed: "Gu Cheng, are you sure you are not joking at all? Really? You want me to send out the invitation?”
Gu Cheng glanced at her lightly: "If you don't want to, I can find someone else. I believe there will be someone who is willing."
"Gu Cheng, you must know clearly that after the invitations are sent out, we must get engaged. It will hurt the face of our family... If you do it..."
Before Xiaoman could finish all her worries, Gu Cheng waved his hands a little irritably and said, "I know, you go back and make preparations and send out the invitations."
Xiaoman, who was stung, covered her painful heart and couldn't recover for a long time.
She clearly knew that she proposed this engagement herself, and that they were just a commercial engagement, but her heart still hurt uncontrollably, and she still couldn't control her emotions.
Xiaoman likes Gu Cheng very much, and she wants to use her own efforts to get Gu Cheng to look back.
But it's much better now than before, isn't it?
She couldn't get close to Gu Cheng before.
Now she can stand by Gu Cheng's side, and she can also say many things to Gu Cheng, let him hear her voice, and they will live together in the future.
Xiaoman told herself that she should be very happy, but for some reason, her heart became more painful.
This pain lasted until the engagement party.
She saw Qing Ge appear.
Only then did I realize that I had failed miserably.
She discovered that since the girl appeared at the banquet venue.
Gu Cheng's gaze remained on her without ever shifting.
There was a pain in that girl that she couldn't overcome.
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…
Gu Cheng searched for a long time on the street.
He also knew clearly that he ran out in such a daze.
It hurt someone.
He also knew clearly that the person he wanted to wait for finally appeared.
Gu Cheng wondered why Qing Ge appeared now.
Why couldn't she have shown up earlier?
If only she could have done it earlier.
It would have been nice to have appeared in front of him earlier.
…
Looking at the streets with people coming and going.
Gu Cheng tugged on his tie a little irritably.
"Song!"
"Song!"
"Song!"
"Qingge, where are you!"
Gu Cheng shouted at the top of his lungs.
He wanted to see her.
But he searched for a long time and couldn't find Qing Ge among the crowd.
Why isn't she among the crowd?
Gu Cheng closed his eyes in pain.
Why is it no longer there?
After searching for two hours with no results, Gu Cheng returned to the banquet.
The guests had already dispersed.
Xiaoman was the only one sitting at the banquet like a pitiful creature.
She heard the sound, raised her head and saw Gu Cheng appearing.
He forced out a smile that was even uglier than crying, and said in a hoarse voice: "Gu Cheng, you finally showed up?"