Chapter 1001 Extra: Yan Shengyi, Choosing You Is My Instinct 1

Yan Shengyi!

When many people hear this name, most of their reactions are that this is not just a very good boy, who can play the cello very well, and has a handsome and likable appearance.

From childhood to adulthood, as the owner of this name, I have always been in the eyes of many people. No matter what I do, I am much better than many people.

Because of the title of "other people's children", I have no friends since I was a child. The one who stayed with me for a long time was Gu Yansheng.

At first, we were very good friends. No matter what we did, we thought about each other and would stand from each other's perspective...

Since when did the relationship between the two of us change?

It was in the third year of junior high school...

At that time, the classmates around me all highly praised the so-called love and the so-called love. If I didn't fall in love, it seemed that I shouldn't be a junior high school student.

At that time, someone asked Gu Yansheng, who is the girl he likes?

Gu Yansheng subconsciously glanced at me, and his eyes stayed for a little longer, to an incredible extent.

Because of such a look, I knew that Gu Yansheng liked me.

Even though I knew that I had such a crush on him, I still didn't expose it to Gu Yansheng, nor did I tell him that I knew he liked me.

What exactly was the reason that prompted me not to tell him about this?

It's been a long time, and now I think about it, it's getting more and more vague.

The only reason I can remember is that I lack friends around me. I never know what friendship is like for many years!

I never said anything about him being gay, and I never exposed it.

When I was in the first year of high school, my parents died because of an accident. At that time, I was in grief, and at that time, there was also a man next to Gu Yansheng whose identity I couldn't determine at all...

Because I lost my parents, I didn't want to lose the last friendship.

I took advantage of Gu Yansheng's feelings for me in a somewhat despicable way and asked him to help me deal with some things...

So much so that I later became famous because of an accidental relationship, and I also borrowed that somewhat obscure relationship to let Gu Yansheng help me do things.

Perhaps it was because of my inner self-blame that I became more and more unwilling to get along with Gu Yansheng in the same room...

Every time the two of us met, Song Yao would always appear beside us.

Eat, chat, or go out for a trip...

Speaking of Song Yao...

At the beginning... I knew that Gu Yansheng and Song Yao were together, but it was just a deal, but I still didn't tell them the truth.

Now that I think about it, my decision at the beginning was very sorry to Song Yao.

At that time, I was extremely insecure, so I naturally didn't want to lose anyone.

I could only use such a clumsy method to "imprison" Gu Yansheng by my side, so that he would never be able to escape from me.

I am so selfish, I am so...

Many people are right.

"Yan Shengyi loves himself the most, not others at all."

How can I like others when I have never learned to love?

Besides, in such a prosperous world, not just any woman or man can catch my eye.

The woman I want must be someone I can't forget the first time I remember her!