Part 7 Chapter 610 Guilty Heart
"Don't underestimate the experience of the world of mortals..."
Chu Yang murmured to himself: "As long as you still have regrets and guilt in your heart, you will not be able to reach the peak of the avenue..."
Suddenly there was a wry smile: "Mr. Ning, I understand. A strong heart is the real strength. If there is no flaw in the heart, one is undefeated. However, I have both regret and guilt in my heart! What should I do?"
Ning Tianya looked at him in surprise and frowned slowly: "Don't think I'm joking with you. This sounds so plain that anyone can understand it. It is indeed the gate of the great road! Only you When you reach a certain point, you will truly understand... The most reasonable thing in the world has actually been with you since you were a child. Growing up and becoming stronger... is just a matter of turning the words you heard when you were a child into your own experience, that's all! But it’s still the same thing, you know?”
"I didn't think you were joking! I also believe that what you are talking about is the gate of the great road, the way of heaven!" Chu Yang said seriously: "This is the true way of being. I understand!"
Of course Chu Yang understood. He had discussed the path of sentience with Sword Spirit more than once, but no matter which time it was, it was not as thorough as Ning Tianya's explanation now!
The simplest truth is often the truth!
This sentence is verified again here!
However, the simplest truth is also the hardest to do! This sentence is still confirmed. Anyone can concentrate on martial arts, but taking into account all of these... is difficult for anyone to do.
It is as difficult as climbing to heaven to maintain a stable heart over the long years. Because this is not ten or eight years. Not one or two hundred years, but thousands, tens of thousands of years...
"Everyone in the world says that seeking immortality and reaching the top is violating the abilities that God has given to the human body and forcibly surpassing them. It is an act against heaven!" Chu Yang took a breath and said, "I have done this before. I thought about it, clamoring to go against the will of heaven, shouting to turn things around. But now I feel ashamed that I ever thought and did this!"
"There is no such thing as good or bad in the world. It doesn't matter whether you are good or bad. Heaven is there and has never changed!"
"changed,
It’s just the human heart! When your mind is at peace, you are following nature. If your heart is impetuous, you are acting against nature! Chu Yang said slowly: "That's all!" "
Before that, Ning Tianya was talking and Chu Yang was listening.
But when Chu Yang said these words, Ning Tianya straightened his back involuntarily. Listen quietly.
“What changes is only people’s hearts!”
This sentence. Ning Tianya was very touched and couldn't help but said: "Yes, if your heart is right, you are going with the way of heaven. If your heart is against it, you are going against heaven. In fact, it doesn't matter whether you are going with it or against it. This day... I don't care. Pass?"
"Yes!" Chu Yang said: "Heaven is heaven! It is always there and never changes!"
Ning Tianya remained silent.
"So. As soon as Mr. Ning said it, I understood everything." Chu Yang couldn't stand up on the eight-story pagoda mountain, so he just sat there and bowed to Ning Tianya: "Thank you!"
Ning Tianya solemnly accepted his bow, then bowed in the same way and said seriously: "No thanks! God is God, why has he ever cared about me? For these words, thank you very much!"
The two looked at each other and smiled.
The cultivation level of the two people is very different, the age of the two people is very different, and the identities of the two people are very different.
But during this lesson, there was an inexplicable feeling of 'sympathy' in my heart. This feeling was like the two of them were... long-time friends on the same level.
Ning Tianya said: "However, I still don't understand what you said before. Have you ever felt regret and guilt?"
He frowned and said: "You know, I have seen so many heroes, but in tens of thousands of years, I have only found you. You can be in a perfect mood, be a good person, and ascend to the ninth level of heaven! Let's go! Take the high road!”
"Although you have been living abroad since you were a child, after you recognized your ancestors and returned to the clan, this important knot of your heart has been opened. You are filial to your parents, loving and caring to your family, and caring to your brothers. You have achieved the ultimate goal that a man can do. , how can you still have regrets and guilt?”
Ning Tianya said: "This shouldn't be the case."
Chu Yang smiled bitterly: "But what about women? What about beauties?"
Ning Tianya was stunned: "You mean?"
Chu Yang took a long breath: "Mr. Ning, you are the only one here today, so I can open my heart and talk to you."
Ning Tianya said solemnly: "Please tell me."
Chu Yang frowned, thought for a long time, and said: "Mr. Ning, there is a kind of marriage called past life marriage. Do you believe it? In other words, when you see a woman again, you will inexplicably conclude that this woman is Your wife in the previous life. That kind of feeling...I don’t know if you understand..."
He couldn't tell the secret of his rebirth, or maybe this was the only way to explain it... Chu Yang sighed in his heart.
Ning Tianya smiled: "What's so incomprehensible about this? Although ordinary people don't agree with the theory of the soul, at our level, we can be sure of it. Since we have this feeling, it means it's good."
Chu Yang nodded slowly and said: "Yes. Since Mr. Ning understands, it will be easier for me to say more. At that time, I was in charge of Butian Pavilion for the next three days and faced off against the Golden Horse Knight Hall... That year, I was seventeen and a half years old !”
"Then on that day, I met Mo Qingwu for the first time! At that time, Mo Qingwu was only less than eleven years old."
"Then I had a vague feeling that Xiao Wu was the woman I dreamed of!" This was the first time Chu Yang revealed the secret of rebirth in front of another person without any reservations. Open your heart.
Ning Tianya pondered, didn't say anything, just nodded.
"At that time, I thought, when she grows up, I will marry her as my wife." Chu Yang said straightforwardly: "I only like her in this life. I will never be tempted by other women! In fact, I I did it, I never accepted any woman. Until the end of the war."
"But things didn't turn out the way I imagined. I thought that and did that. But, there are always accidents."
Chu Yang smiled bitterly and told the story about Wu Qianqian and Tie Butian.
"Mr. Ning, you don't know how unhappy I feel." Chu Yang took a breath: "I also know that it is normal to have three wives and four concubines in this world. But the problem is that I want to give Qing Wu Complete, but unable to give.”
"I can't let go of Butian. I can't let go of Qianqian now either."
Chu Yang said: "Now, when I face Mo Qingwu, I feel sorry for her and the other two. When I face the other two, I feel the same way."
"It's guilt and regret."
Chu Yang whispered: "I once thought about what I would do if I had to start all over again. After thinking about it, I found that I would still be in a dilemma!"
"And this guilt will continue forever... I don't even know how to resolve it."
"Is this your regret and guilt?" Ning Tianya opened his eyes in disbelief.
"Yes!" Chu Yang nodded dejectedly: "I clearly remember my original intention, which was to do Qingwu. But now, no matter which one I am asked to give up, I can't bear it."
"So there was a contradiction."
Chu Yang smiled bitterly: "Mr. Ning, tell me, am I a bitch? Very...some people become bitches and want to erect a memorial arch, but they can't erect it no matter what, but they still want to erect it... Um, that smell?"
Ning Tianya looked at him in astonishment, and finally couldn't help laughing: "Hahahaha... It's such a thing... It's really strange... I just don't understand... Why are you here?" Are you so entangled in this aspect?"
Ning Tianya smiled happily.
Chu Yang was slightly angry: "Is it funny?"
"It's really funny!" Ning Tianya held his belly in his hands and had a tendency to burst into tears.
After a long time, he wiped the corners of his eyes and said: "Let me tell you this... Judging from the general trend of the world... I remember that a few years ago, Dharma Master once counted the population of Jiuchongtian. Now, the total population of Jiuchongtian is about 350 Billions! Among them, more than 27 billion are women."
Chu Yang was stunned: "Huh?"
"Bodies dumped in the wilderness, vendettas, and large-scale wars are all dominated by men! On average, in the blink of an eye, tens of thousands of men will die in this ninth heaven! Die under the sword!"
"In this case, the middle three days are still worse than the first three days, and the next three days are the worst!"
"I would like to ask Mr. Chu, if each of these 8 billion men only wants one wife and thinks like you...then what will happen to the remaining 15 billion women? Are they all going to be single?"
Chu Yang said distressedly: "These are two different things!"
"Well, not from the perspective of the general trend of the world, but from the perspective of men's psychology, men are like this! This is a common problem among men. It is really normal to like several people at the same time."
Ning Tianya said: "However, if you are talking about it yourself, that is another story. Let's leave it aside."
He smiled and said: "A man's heart cannot be divided. But he can do it. When he is with one person, he treats her wholeheartedly... When he is with the other, he treats her wholeheartedly..."
"No, no, no... I can't do it!" Chu Yang shook his head.
He really can't do it.
Chu Yang had tried his best to not think about Mo Qingwu when he was with Tie Butian, but there would always be time when he would suddenly think of her, and his heart would hurt like a needle pricking him.
"Hahaha..." Ning Tianya really laughed out his tears this time, with tears flying.
"Okay, I won't tease you anymore...I'll tell you the truth..." Ning Tianya held his belly and said with great pains.
Chu Yang looked at him with some sadness and anger, and suppressed the itching feeling in his fists - he really wanted to punch this old guy in the face where he was laughing wildly.
"Thank you for bringing up a past life marriage..." Ning Tianya still smiled hard: "Master Xue came down a few days ago and first came to see me, and then he said he would intercept you."
Chu Yang was stunned for a moment and looked at him blankly, completely stunned.
Master Snow? Snow tears cold?