Chapter 1233 Trust
In fact, the more Shu Yin hated Shu Chengshan, the happier Jing Rui should be, because in this way, the fact that he forced Shu Chengshan to commit suicide would not cause too much trouble in Shu Yin's heart.
It's just that he didn't want Shu Yin to feel that his father didn't like him because of his selfishness.
Jing Rui didn't know about other times, but at least before Shu Chengshan died, he was thinking about his daughter.
He regretted pushing his daughter into the fire pit very much.
Shu Yin unfolded the letter paper, and began to read Shu Chengshan's last words with a calm expression.
The last words were very long, densely packed with small characters on a piece of A4 paper.
The handwriting is the lower case that Shu Yin is familiar with. When she was a child, Shu Chengshan taught her to write. Even after ten years, she still remembers his handwriting.
In Shu Chengshan's last words, he did not send Shu Yin to the research institute for him, nor did he apologize to his daughter. What he focused on was the confrontation between him and Jing Rui, and the reason for his death.
He clearly stated in the letter that he voluntarily chose to commit suicide.
Winner and loser, as a killer, he failed in his mission, and it is normal for him to be killed by the target, but he doesn't need Jing Rui to do it, suicide can better preserve his dignity.
He also said the content of the agreement between himself and Jing Rui, he helped Jing Zhi recover her memory, and Jing Rui protected her for the rest of her life.
All his property was also handed over to Jing Rui, and he handed it over on his behalf.
If it was someone else, he would not be at ease, but Jing Rui's reputation is very good, he believes in Jing Rui's character, so he directly handed over the huge amount of assets to him.
If possible, he hoped that Shu Yin could be more competitive, charm Jing Rui, marry him, be the young wife of the Jing family, and live the best life.
After reading the last words, Shu Yin remained calm.
He was neither moved by Shu Chengshan, nor angry because of his death.
She even seemed to be reading the last words of an insignificant person, and she couldn't make any waves in her heart.
Dear love, Shu Yin would have died a long time ago!
If Shu Chengshan was alive now, Shu Yin would never recognize him.
She handed the letter to Jing Rui, and said calmly, "Put it away, it might be useful in the future, if Jiang Manshu bothers you again, give her this letter, and she should be able to shut up!"
Shu Yin was expressionless, and Jing Rui couldn't guess what was going on in her heart, so he could only accept the letter first, and took her downstairs to eat.
Shu Yin, who usually has a good appetite, only ate a little this time. She even ate only one of her favorite chicken wings.
"Don't eat, I'll go back to my room and lie down for a while."
After saying that, Shu Yin got up and went upstairs.
Jing Rui didn't force her, watching her go upstairs calmly, but felt pain in her heart.
Her parents were both wearing masks, and even he hadn't told her the truth. Shu Yin's strength and calmness at the moment were all pretending.
Jing Rui put down his chopsticks, took a shower, and entered the bedroom.
The room was pitch black, and the lights were not turned on. Jing Rui turned on the floor lamp, walked gently to the bed and lay down, then hugged Shu Yin into his arms.
"Yinyin, I didn't hide it from you on purpose. I'm afraid that if I tell you about it, you will leave me."
Shu Yin lay quietly in his arms, neither speaking nor moving, like a puppet that lost its soul, numb and stiff.
"Don't get me wrong. When I first asked you to trade with you, I didn't know Shu Chengshan. Later, the research institute fell and I protected you because of my promise to him, but now I'm with you, not because of him. "
"In my heart, you have nothing to do with each other. I will not change my feelings for you because of Shu Chengshan's death. I couldn't find you two days ago. I am going crazy. I am afraid that something will happen to you, and I will hate you if you know the truth. I, just leave."
"I've settled the matter of the Lou family. I heard the recording on your mobile phone. Don't believe other people's nonsense. Just trust me. Our affairs are up to us. The Lou family has no right to intervene."
Jing Rui babbled a lot. He usually seldom talks, and it is rare for him to be so long-winded like now.
Because he didn't know which sentence Shu Yin would want to hear, and which sentence would reassure her, he simply told all the things Shu Yin might have misunderstood.
After a long time, Shu Yin asked him softly: "Can I still trust you?"
She was a little scared, sometimes the more she trusted a person, the more she would be hurt.
She had too much insecurity in her heart, and she never trusted anyone before, but after working as Jing Rui's subordinate for two years, she became familiar with his work style and personality, and then she dared to trust him slowly.
However, she was completely unaware of such an important matter as Shu Chengshan's death in his hands.
She couldn't imagine that there were many other things that she was deceived.
Her trust in Jing Rui had almost reached the point where he said black was black, and white was white!
The reason why Shu Yin fell in love with Jing Rui was initially because of her admiration for his charisma. She surrendered to such a man from the bottom of her heart. She believed in all his decisions and obeyed all his arrangements.
Whenever she has her own independent ideas, if she goes to the left with Jing Rui's opinion, she will always be proved wrong in the end.
During the two years of cooperation, Shu Yin has seen the true charm of a man, and let her know that she is really just a frog in a well.
So, after leaving the research institute, she actually wanted to follow Jing Rui.
It wasn't until she realized that Jingrui wanted to arrange her life and even control everything about her that she felt the desire to resist.
Later, when Jingrui pursued her, she didn't make things difficult for Jingrui at all, and she agreed.
It's not that she wants to agree so quickly, but that she trusts him in her heart, worships him, and loves him. No one else in the world can match him.
He said that he would make her happy in the future, and she firmly believed it.
If her trust in Jingrui completely collapsed, her whole being would also collapse.
Shu Yin couldn't bear this kind of result.
For Shu Yin, it doesn't matter how Shu Chengshan died or whether Jiang Manshu is alive or dead. Ten years of hatred cannot be dissipated overnight.
What she cares most about is what she has now, Jing Rui.
Her affection for her parents had been exhausted in repeated tortures, but her affection for Jingrui had accumulated more and more with each passing day.
In the past, when Jing Rui hugged her, she would feel happy and warm, why now she only feels cold in his arms?
"Yinyin, trust me, of course you have to trust me, and you must trust me!"
Jing Rui lifted Shu Yin's chin, making her look at him.
"I only concealed this matter from you. Other matters, all my secrets, have never been deliberately concealed from you. You must know that it is easy for me to lie to you about Shucheng Mountain!"
"I can even push this matter to Lucas. After all, you already believe that he killed the man. Lucas, I have a way to make him admit that he killed the man."
"But I didn't. After you had doubts, I still chose to confess to you! I concealed this matter, but I didn't cheat."