Chapter 474 Salted Fish Is an Attitude (Fourth More!)

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What kind of experience is it to sit face to face with yourself?

It's not peace and quiet,

It's not about being silent,

It's not a thousand words at a glance,

Zhou Ze discovered that

When I look at myself in front of me,

It's really getting worse the more I look at it!

I really want to slap him.

I really want to beat him up.

even,

I really want to kill him!

Zhou Ze gave a jolt,

Are you crazy?

Why do you have this idea?

If it is said that I stabbed myself to death with surgical forceps in my previous life, the self in the white coat helped him to escape, and it also helped me to escape;

Killing Xu Le and using a whip to remove the mountain-moving ape was purely to vent his anger in a dream, to indulge,

Then why now I have the urge to kill the self in front of me again?

and,

This impulse is unexpected,

As soon as I think about it, this idea becomes more and more serious.

It seems that there are countless voices in my heart,

Instigate, bewitch oneself,

kill him,

kill yourself in front of you,

just kill him

You will get great freedom!

Anyway, it's a dream,

kill him

Just a dream, just a dream, just a dream!

kill him,

Give it a try.

Zhou Ze's mind was about to be overwhelmed by disturbing thoughts,

Zhou Ze held his head with both hands and lowered it,

Let your forehead keep hitting the coffee table in front of you.

"Bang! Bang! Bang!"

"What’s wrong with you?"

The self in front of him put down the newspaper, asked curiously, and at the same time looked at the old man with some blame, why did he include a mental illness?

"I'm fine."

Zhou Ze raised his head and subconsciously reached for the coffee in front of him.

"Snapped!"

Zhou Ze's hand caught his own on the other side,

without any ambiguity,

nor any other thought,

Not to mention the purple halo of nonsense,

Zhou Ze knew clearly,

It's the person on the other side who doesn't want to let me drink his coffee!

I know him so well!

"hehe."

Zhou Ze let go of his hand,

The person on the opposite side hurriedly picked up the coffee and drank it down without fear of it being hot.

"..." Zhou Ze.

It's so flat.

Why didn't I realize that I owed such a beating before?

call,

After the dream is over, find a chance to beat Lawyer An up.

This guy has probably held a grudge against me for a long time.

"What do you want to do?" asked the opposite self.

"I don't want to do anything."

Zhou Ze patted the coffee table,

But there was a "clang" sound,

look down,

Why did he suddenly hold a dagger in his hand?

"Bang!"

Zhou Ze threw away the dagger,

road:

"Sorry, misunderstanding, misunderstanding."

"Misunderstanding?" The opposite self looked to the right.

Zhou Ze also looked to his right,

I found a machete on the right foot next to my leg,

A very exaggerated machete,

It also has a patterned ring, and the workmanship is quite exquisite.

"Bang!"

Zhou Ze also kicked the knife away,

"This is also a misunderstanding, really a misunderstanding."

The machete fell to the ground, cracking a tile.

The self on the other side looked at the crack,

Slightly frowned.

"I paid for the tiles."

"Oh." The opposite self nodded, "Are you trying to kill me?"

"..." Zhou Ze.

I didn't find it before,

It turns out that I am so smart,

As expected of me.

"You kill, hurry up." The opposite self "Ge You lie down" again, picked up the newspaper again, and signaled Zhou Ze to hurry up.

Are you so desperate?

Zhou Ze stood up,

He is restraining his inner impulse,

This inexplicable impulse to try to kill himself,

road:

"I didn't intend to kill you."

Zhou Ze spread his hands and shrugged to show his sincerity,

Then I found that I was holding a rope with a "circle" in my hand.

"..." Zhou Ze.

"I won't resist." The opposite self said, "Really, because I know what I am."

Zhou Ze also put the rope on the coffee table,

This is my dream,

That's why it's so weird,

That's why it's so absurd,

This is a dream!

open your eyes

His eyes were instantly bloodshot,

I really can't control myself.

Why,

Why is the urge to kill the other side getting stronger and stronger?

The opposite self put down the newspaper,

get up,

left the couch,

walked to the door,

road:

"Go out for a walk together? Give you some time to plan to kill me."

Zhou Ze also got up and went out with him.

The original "opposite self" walked in front of him and became the "front self", Zhou Ze followed behind, and the distance between the two was only five steps.

Belong to as long as Zhou Ze thinks,

Any time you can kill him from the distance from behind.

South Street,

There is always a lot of traffic in the prime location,

Even in a dream.

Two people in front of each other,

walk through the crowd,

no communication,

Not even eye contact.

This made Zhou Ze a little angry,

Is the previous self so lazy that he doesn't even have the will to defend?

Don't even bother to struggle?

So lazy, so Buddhist,

Then you'd better die!

Brain heat up,

The nails on Zhou Ze's right hand grew out, and he rushed directly to the front and a very short distance behind him,

only,

When about to insert,

The self in front of him stopped.

Zhou Ze staggered, shook his head violently, and once again managed to restrain the urge to kill himself in front of him.

The previous self seems to be waiting,

As if silently asking Zhou Ze,

Why don't you do it yet?

"hehe."

The front self smiled,

Like mocking.

add fuel to the fire,

Desperate to die,

But Zhou Ze grabbed the wrist of his right hand with his left hand,

this nail,

Just can't poke it down!

The self in front of him waited for a long time, and seemed to be a little tired from waiting, so he simply sat down on the curb.

Facing the crowd,

Spring is warm and flowers are blooming.

Zhou Ze never thought that he would have such a side to sit and watch Yun Juan and Yun Shu in such a leisurely way.

Not afraid of death?

Is that still me?

The self in front really sat down like this, with a telegraph pole behind him, just leaning on it, and there were many fresh cowhide advertisements under his feet.

"Hey, there's still money here."

The self in front pointed to a hundred-yuan bill in the corner under the telegraph pole with some surprise.

He leaned over and picked it up,

As a result, I opened it up and saw,

It is a photo of a young model, and there is a contact number to provide door-to-door service.

But on the back, there is a picture of a hundred-dollar bill, which is very realistic.

"hehe."

The previous self threw out this smart and creative little card, and let it wait for the next destined person.

"Are you not afraid of me killing you at all?"

Zhou Ze asked.

do not know why,

Although it is a dream,

But Zhou Ze has a strange sense of reality,

It's as if I'm going down with the knife,

It is very likely that something will be lost forever.

The self in front didn't answer, just sat silently, smiling silently.

This kind of feeling made Zhou Ze a little strange. It didn't look like himself. He thought that if he changed his position, he wouldn't be able to sit there indifferently.

fight,

It's definitely up for grabs,

no matter who it is,

I will fight for myself and fight for my life!

he doesn't want to die,

But he also wanted to live a life without thinking ahead,

It seems that the two are contradictory,

But there is no contradiction at all.

If you ask yourself,

At least half of the people in this world actually live like this.

Want to be successful, but unwilling to work hard, like ease, but use this as an excuse to refuse to work hard.

Waking up suddenly in the middle of the night,

I feel that I shouldn't live like this, I have to work hard, I have to improve, I have to surpass,

but woke up the next day,

business as usual,

It seemed that last night's self-condemnation was just an occasional play to comfort myself.

"Afraid."

The previous self replied.

"Not afraid."

"Why?" Zhou Ze asked.

"Want to know the answer?"

the previous self asked.

Zhou Ze nodded.

The self in front stretched out his palm, and a long nail grew on the position of the index finger.

then,

He dug his nails into his chest.

"puff!"

Zhou Ze only felt a tingling pain,

looked down,

but

He found that his nails were being inserted into his chest.

It should be due to the experience of an excellent surgeon,

Knowing how to stab someone may seem exaggerated but not lethal.

"Why?"

Zhou Ze looked at the wound on his chest and asked,

at the same time,

He slowly pulled the nail out.

"The answer is right in front of our eyes."

Zhou Ze raised his head in a daze,

Front,

Still crowded,

but the answer,

where again?

Suddenly,

Zhou Ze found himself sitting on the curb,

And the other self,

He was standing where he was before and speaking.

"this…………"

The other self sat down beside Zhou Ze.

"This is the answer."

"Answer..."

"Yes, I'm afraid of death."

answer very honestly,

Because Zhou Ze himself was afraid of death.

"Because I'm afraid of death, I can't commit suicide at any time."

"suicide……"

"Yes, why would I kill myself?"

The other self looked at Zhou Ze,

Zhou Ze was also looking at his other self,

The two let out a long sigh of relief together.

Then we face the street together,

Looking at the endless stream of people ahead.

"Even if it's true that the whole world abandons me, at least I decide to be happy or sad."

The other said with emotion,

"This is the life I want.

I'm already tired, so I want to be lazy and don't want to do anything;

I also want to live with a shy face, but I don't want to die, so I can only eat and be lazy.

The comfort that I couldn't get in my previous life,

To cherish in this life,

Even if it ends in a day,

Nothing to regret either. "

"Live like a salted fish?" Zhou Ze laughed.

"Yeah, what's wrong with being a salted fish? I don't know how many people envy and want this kind of life but can't get it."

…………

behind the road,

Behind a mobile phone film booth, a man in a black sweater stood there, his fists clenched, full of disbelief.

Why didn't he kill him?

Why didn't he kill him?

Not only do not kill,

And the two of them actually squatted on the curb together,

Shaking my legs while smoking,

It's like the lazy people in Liangdashan Lazy Village who ate relief meals and didn't want to work, but sat on the dam and basked in the sun and took a nap.

What the hell is this,

Why! ! ! ! ! ! !

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