Chapter 3070: Inferiority

Dong Siyue also advised: "Qingqing is right, you are only in your early thirties, you have a decent job, a graduate degree, and you are not bad in appearance. You can definitely find a good man, better than that bastard Yu Shaoning."

Lu Ziqun shook his head and said unconfidently: "How can I be that good? I'm not good-looking, I'm not a native of Pingjiang, and I don't have a house. No good man would want me. It would be even more tiring to marry a bad one."

She might as well live with Yu Shaoning. At worst, she could just be a partner. Yu Shaoning would protect her dignity, and she would just live a single life, not spending Yu Shaoning's money and not caring about his affairs.

Ye Qingqing frowned. Lu Ziqun had much lower self-esteem than when she was in school. In the past, Lu Ziqun was confident and enthusiastic, but now she has low self-esteem to the core. I don't know what she has experienced in these years.

"Ziqun, you used to be a confident and sunny squad leader. You were not afraid of anything no matter how difficult it was. Why are you timid now?"

"Yeah, you've changed too much. You couldn't get rid of the dirt in your eyes before, but now you can still tolerate your husband's cheating." Dong Siyue said it more seriously. She really didn't understand Lu Ziqun's thoughts.

Lu Ziqun smiled self-deprecatingly, "I didn't know myself before. After entering the society, I realized how stupid I was. Even though I am a graduate student or a university teacher, in the eyes of many people, I am nothing but a little kid." The girl from the county town is not good-looking, has no money, no house, and no help. The local man looks down on me, and I can’t help him if he is disliked by other people. Hehe... I have been afraid of each other in blind dates over the years, and I am really tired. "

When she was a graduate student, she only focused on studying and ignored the outside world. When she stayed in school to work after graduation, she was not young anymore and began to think about life-long events. Colleagues and friends were eager to introduce her to her, both local and out of town. She went on a blind date, but reality gave her a hard whip.

Men with better conditions in the local area, even if they have lower education than her, look down on her ordinary appearance. They think she is too old-fashioned and can't act coquettishly. Even on a blind date, she can feel their dislike.

The local men who fell in love with her were in poor conditions, their house was a pigeonhole, their education was only a college degree, and their jobs were unsatisfactory. They didn't dislike her, but Lu Ziqun disliked them.

After suffering many blows, Lu Ziqun stopped going on blind dates with local men. She relaxed her requirements and looked for outsiders, highly educated men who worked in Pingjiang like her.

But she thought very well, but the reality still gave her a heavy whip, and those men also looked down on her.

Because she is not a local in Pingjiang, has no house, and is alone in Pingjiang without any help. Those outsiders just want to find a local girl in Pingjiang, even if she has a lower education level, so that they can save thirty years of struggle.

Lu Ziqun sighed, "You don't know, after I graduated from graduate school, I had sex more than thirty times, sometimes ten times a month, and each time was unsatisfactory. The good ones looked down on me, and the bad ones didn't like me. I don't like it. Although there are some people who pursue me, they are all outsiders who are like me and are weak and weak. Their appearance is really unsatisfactory. I'm not afraid of your jokes. I just want to find someone good-looking. , having children in the future can change your genes, don’t be ordinary like me.”

Therefore, as soon as Yu Shaoning appeared, she married without hesitation.

She has never been pursued by such a good-looking man. Even if he was married for the second time and was not enthusiastic about her and didn't even have love in his eyes, she still married because he was good-looking and because Yu Shaoning could help her with her career.