Chapter 521 Hate or Love

Allergy to eating shrimp, rashes, even threatening his own life, this is Ye Qian's weakness. Of course Ye Qian would not expose his weakness to others so openly, therefore, few people knew that he was allergic to shrimp. However, the middle-aged woman in front of him said Ye Qian's point straight away, which made Ye Qian have to believe that what she said was true, she was really his mother.

Turning his head and nodding slightly to Qingfeng, the latter was surprised, and then smiled slightly: "Congratulations, boss!" Ye Qian smiled wryly, not knowing how to deal with it. Although Ye Qian has always wanted to see his parents, but when he really saw them, his mood was unavoidably a little strange. The word "Mom" hardly existed in his mind, and it was indeed difficult for him to say such a word. At this moment, Ye Qian also thought of all the past, the days when he was begging on the street, and was trampled like a dog. It was a past that Ye Qian would never forget. His frail body was shivering in the cold wind, enduring strange eyes and ridicule from passers-by, and went to pick up the leftovers at the entrance of those restaurants. If my parents were by my side, would I still be like this?

When he didn't see his parents, Ye Qian thought day and night, but when he really saw them, Ye Qian didn't know what to do. If it is said that Ye Qian has no hatred, it is a lie. Especially at this moment, the saddest days of his life appeared in Ye Qian's mind, and the hatred in his heart became stronger.

Ye Qian's current mood is very contradictory, he wants to throw himself into his mother's embrace immediately, and feel her care, but he can't let go of the anger in his heart. Taking a deep breath, Ye Qian stood up, turned and walked out. His actions are already very obvious, and Ye Wen can also see it naturally, which shows that her mother is not mistaken, Ye Qian is really her brother.

Seeing Ye Qian walk out, Qingfeng stood there in a daze, at a loss. Shrugging slightly, he put down the gift, smiled at Ye Wen's mother and daughter, and followed quickly.

"Xiaoqian, Xiaoqian!" An Si was a little surprised by Ye Qian's actions, and hurriedly shouted. However, Ye Qian didn't even look back, which made An Si's heart ache suddenly, thinking that he was angry because he slapped him just now, and hurriedly said: "It's Mom's fault, Mom didn't do it just now!" I should beat you. Xiaoqian, don't go."

However, Ye Qian didn't seem to want to stay. The corners of An Si's eyes couldn't help turning red, and tears kept dripping down. "Mom, don't be like this, maybe my brother can't accept it for a while, it will be fine after a while, he will come back." Ye Wen said comfortingly, besides this, she didn't know what to say.

"Xiao Wen, go quickly, go quickly, and call your brother back." An Si said hurriedly, pushing Ye Wen away as she spoke.

"Okay, mom, don't get excited, I'll go after him right away, right away." Ye Wen stood up while talking, and chased outside.

When he got outside, Ye Qian took a deep breath, but the chaotic thoughts in his heart still didn't mean to calm down at all, they were still entangled and irritable. "Boss!" Qingfeng walked to Ye Qian's side, patted Ye Qian's shoulder lightly, and said, "I know how you feel, stop thinking about it."

Ye Qian smiled wryly, and said: "At the beginning, I always wanted to meet my parents, and I wanted to know who the vague impression in my mind was, and I even looked forward to it day and night. I also wanted to have my own parents." , I also want to be able to snuggle in their arms and feel the care from my parents. However, when I saw them, I couldn’t help but think of the life I lived before. If they were there, would I be like that? I I don’t know, I really don’t know, I’m so messed up.”

Qingfeng sighed secretly, he had never seen his boss so fragile. "Boss, you don't know what happened in the past. Maybe it's because they have something difficult to hide? There are no parents in the world who don't love themselves, so how can they be willing to abandon their children? In fact, boss, you are really You should feel lucky. At least, you still have a mother now. Unlike me, my parents have long since turned their heads and left me alone. Sometimes I just want to call you a mother. I don’t have a partner. I can understand your mood now, actually You still long to see your mother very much now, don’t you? If that’s the case, why bother with those things, the past has passed after all, but there is always only one mother. "

"Unexpectedly, you can also say these great truths." Ye Qian glanced at him with a wry smile, and said, "Of course I understand this truth, but it's really hard for me to accept it for a while. My memory has long been blurred The impression of my mother, now I have to call 'Mom' to someone I have never met, it is really hard to say."

"Take it easy, blood is thicker than water, how can a person like the boss who values ​​love and righteousness leave his mother behind." Qingfeng said.

Ye Qian smiled helplessly, and said, "Don't put a high hat on me, I will understand if you don't tell me."

"Brother!" While the two were talking, Ye Wen came out of the house, and when she saw Ye Qian, she was taken aback for a moment, but she finally called out. I haven't called the word "brother" for nearly twenty years, and Ye Wen also looks a little embarrassed.

"Why did you come out?" Ye Qian asked.

"Mom is worried about you, so let me come out and take a look. Brother, I hope you don't blame mom, she was just excited just now. Over the years, I can see mom hiding in the room alone and crying secretly with your photo almost every day .Her health is not good in the first place, coupled with this strong feeling of longing for her child, tormenting her day and night, the health is even worse." Ye Wen said.

"How did Dad die?" Perhaps Ye Qian's hatred for the dead would be much less, so he brought the topic up to his father.

Ye Wen looked at Ye Qian blankly and said, "Brother, you really don't remember anything?"

Ye Qian shook his head and said, "I don't remember, is it strange?"

"No, it's just that what mom said just now was not wrong. When you were young, you really have a photographic memory and a superhuman memory." Ye Wen said, "I was very young at that time, and I didn't know much about it. I also asked my mother over the years, But she just refused to tell me. I know she is worried about me, afraid that I will mess up."

It may be that I have experienced some major events when I was a child, and I have been wandering for so long, so I have completely forgotten the past. Taking a deep breath, Ye Qian then asked, "Where is Dad's tomb?"

Ye Wen was slightly taken aback, and said, "Are you going now?"

"Well, just tell me the address, and I'll go there by myself." Ye Qian said.

"Wait, I'll go tell Mom, I'll take you there." After Ye Wen finished speaking, she turned and ran back into the house. Not long after, he ran out again. The first thing Ye Qian did was to pay homage to his father, which made An Si feel a lot more comfortable, and also knew that Ye Qian was not angry with him.

If Ye Zhengran was still alive, Ye Qian probably wouldn't want to face him. When an orphan knows that his parents are still alive, no one can understand the feeling. They are eager to see their parents, but they are afraid to see them, because they don't know what kind of reaction they will have when they see their biological parents one day. Meaningful.

The reason why Ye Qian chose to pay homage to Ye Zhengran was also for this reason, and it happened to give him some time to calm down and let himself vent to him. In this way, when facing An Si again, there will not be so much hatred.

The car was driving on the way to the cemetery, Ye Qian's eyes kept looking out of the window, a little erratic, his brows tightened and loosened, obviously thinking about something. Qingfeng didn't bother him, at this time Qingfeng understood that Ye Qian should be given time to think for himself, no matter how much he said, it was useless.

Ye Wen's gaze never left Ye Qian, as if she wanted to take a closer look at her long-lost brother, and also as if she was linking the man in front of her with the image of the talented child in her memory. However, time has indeed passed too long, and they cannot be connected together anyway. Many images are only vague, and the appearance is only similar. People have changed too much over the years.

Not long after, the car stopped beside the cemetery. Under the leadership of Ye Wen, the three of them walked up the mountain. Before death, people were divided into three classes, some lived in mansions, some lived in slums; after death, it was the same. Hai, those who have no money can only live in the corner.

In this cemetery, a great hero is buried, a big man who was only in his early twenties and became an all-powerful figure, but died vigorously in his early thirties. He is Ye Qian's father, his biological father, Ye Zhengran.

Although Ye Zhengran's tomb was in a corner, it was very clean, presumably because Ye Wen often came to clean it. Ye Zhengran's birth and death dates were engraved on the tombstone. In the photo, his smile is so kind and open-minded. Looking at his photo, Ye Qian's heart suddenly felt very calm, the person on the photo and himself did have many similarities, especially those eyes, it was as if they were made from the same mold. And that expression is also very similar, except that Ye Qian has a scar on his face, so he looks a bit gangster.

"Brother, this is Dad's tomb!" Ye Wen looked at Ye Qian who was lost in thought, and said slowly.

Nodding his head slightly, Ye Qian said: "You guys go first, I want to be alone later."