1756th Death for the Third Time
----"die".
This is not so unfamiliar to Sinon.
It's not that Sinon has experienced death, but that death is always by her side.
At first it was the father.
Sinon had never seen her father's face.
When Shino was two years old, her father died in a traffic accident.
On that day, my father and mother took Sinon, and the family of three went to my mother's hometown to celebrate the New Year, and then drove in a certain county in the northeast, but the car was driving on the old single-lane road extending along the slope of the hill, driving from the opposite lane Coming, the large truck that didn't have time to turn directly ran into it.
At that time, the truck driver smashed through the windshield and fell to the road, dying instantly.
Sinon's small car, which was hit by a truck on the right side, jumped over the guardrail, fell down the hillside, and finally stopped falling when it was blocked by two trees.
At this time, although the father driving the car was seriously injured with unconsciousness, he did not die immediately. The mother in the passenger seat only had a simple fracture of her left thigh, and the young Sinon was nearly injured by the seat belt of the baby safety seat in the back seat. Unscathed, not hopeless.
Unfortunately on that less used road, especially late at night, so deserted, even the phone in the car was broken from the impact, until the next morning a car passing the old road noticed an accident Happened to be discovered.
But that was six hours later.
During these six hours, Shino's mother could only watch beside her father, whose body gradually became cold due to internal bleeding, and finally died because of it, and finally had a mental breakdown, and his mental age returned to the teenagers before he met his father.
At that time, Sinon experienced the first death closest to her in her life.
The second death closest to Shino happened five years ago.
At that time, my mother and Sinon had long since left Tokyo and returned to live with my mother's natal family, living a simple life in the countryside.
Fifteen years have passed since the accident, and the mentally disturbed mother may just regard Sinon as her younger sister, but fortunately she still loves Sinon deeply, reading picture books and singing lullabies to her every night. She listened, so Sinon's mother in her memory always looked like a fragile girl who was easily hurt, and Sinon told herself to be stronger since she was sensible.
You have to protect your mother.
For Sinon at that time, the outside world was full of various elements that disturbed her mother's peaceful life, making her always thinking that she must protect her mother.
However, this idea finally created the current Sinon.
Sinon will never forget that day.
On that day, Sinon went to the post office with her mother, but encountered a robber who broke into the post office.
At that time, the robber was holding a black star.
It was an imitation of the "Tokarev TT33" officially adopted by the Soviet Army in 1932. It used 30 caliber, that is, 7.62 mm steel core bullets. It had a lot of gunpowder, and the initial velocity of the bullets could exceed the speed of sound. It had a pistol The most powerful penetrating power among them, but because of the excessive recoil, it was replaced by the Soviet Union in the 1950s with the
The prisoner held such a gun and shot a post office employee who tried to call the police, and turned his anger around and pointed the gun at others.
Unfortunately, Sinon's mother was at the side, overwhelmed by fear, and finally screamed uncontrollably.
Hearing her mother's scream, Sinon rushed forward almost subconsciously, bit the prisoner's arm, snatched the opponent's pistol during the fight, and finally——"shot the prisoner".
Yes.
This is death created by Shino herself.
Even though at that time, Sinon was completely blank-headed and had a strong desire to protect her mother, which led to such an action, but Sinon did indeed face the prisoner when she rushed towards her angrily, The trigger was pulled again and again and again.
Afterwards, it was reported that the prisoner died because the gun exploded.
As for Shino, apart from two broken teeth, two sprained wrists, a contusion on the back, and a dislocated right shoulder, there were no other injuries.
These injuries were quickly healed.
However, there were wounds that could not be healed.
From then on, Sinon would vomit or faint whenever she saw a gun, even when she saw a pistol on TV, in comics, or even imitated by hand.
As soon as she saw the gun, Sinon seemed to be able to see the face of the man when she was killed by him, and saw the man with the bullet pierced through the brow, smiling at her with blood all over his body, and with his eyes wide open.
In other words, Sinon suffered from a mental illness.
PTSD.
This is Sinon's incurable injury.
Sinon didn't regret choosing to shoot at that time.
However, just as her body, heart and spirit are out of her control, the sight of guns and things related to them is unbearable.
This made Sinon feel that "no regrets" in her mouth was just a good-sounding and beautiful thing to say, but in fact, she has always regretted it, and she shouldn't have become like this in order to protect her mother.
And the psychiatrists only said things like "we understand you", but they couldn't make Sinon feel relieved.
That's why Sinon wanted to become stronger, and wanted to gain the courage to say "under such circumstances, it's only natural for me to do that".
Under such circumstances, Sinon met Kyouji by chance, and entered GGO under Kyouji's introduction, and was able to get in touch with guns again.
The amazing thing is that maybe the body in the imaginary world is virtual, or the feeling when touching a gun cannot be fully reproduced after all. There are several types of firearms.
From that time on, Shino felt that as long as she became the strongest player in this world, she would definitely become stronger in the real world.
"As long as I keep defeating enemies that are stronger than that bandit, get in touch with guns that are more powerful than that black star, get used to them, and surpass them, then my experience in this world will definitely become a strengthening agent for my heart and spirit , so that I in the real world can also surpass them and become stronger."
With this kind of thinking in mind, Sinon will pursue the strong enemy almost paranoidly, and use the anti-material sniper rifle to make her heart and spirit stronger, and one day, it will affect the real world of myself.
but now...
"Boom-boom-boom-boom-"
Shino's heartbeat seemed to speed up without limit, causing her shortness of breath, cold sweat, twitching all over her body, her head went blank, and she couldn't help herself at all.
This feeling is exactly the same as when you come into contact with a gun in the real world.
But, this time, Sinon didn't touch the gun, but because she felt the third death coming.
Do you have to face it again?
Could it be that after the previous two times, he still has to face death again after all?
But the first time, she was lucky enough to survive and let her father die. The second time, she tried her best to kill others so that she survived. Who will sacrifice this time?
alone?
Or, this boy who came to save himself?
If he could escape this death, wouldn't the young man in front of him have to die?
Killed by himself?
"No! Never!"
As a result, fear rose in her heart, causing Sinon to cry out.
"You... you go...! Go...!"
It's a pity that Luo Zhen turned a deaf ear to it. When the durability was only twelve points left, he raised the dagger in his hand high, bursting out with greater force than ever before, and resolutely slashed down.
"Snapped!"
With a crisp sound, the dagger cut through the chain.
"boom!"
The durability of the severed chain was completely reduced to zero, and it exploded into polygonal fragments and disappeared.
"drop!"
And at this time, the countdown is——"0:02".
Without any hesitation, Luo Zhen hugged Sinon directly.
Not long after...
"Boom——!"
In the Warehouse Street, the sound of explosions resounded, causing the fire waves to soar into the sky and last for a long time.