I Will Update 4 Today, I Am Not in Good condition...I Need to Make some Adjustments.

I got sick two days ago, and my mental state was not good. When a person is sick, all kinds of problems come. I cough, sore throat, and now my lumbar spine and wrist hurt. I feel like I have developed occupational diseases, but I still wrote five chapters yesterday, nearly 20,000 words.

I want to write five chapters today, but I just sat in front of the computer and deleted and revised, but I was still not satisfied with what I wrote, and my mind was like a paste.

If you can't write, don't force it, and don't push yourself too hard.

The book writing industry is tiring, but not tiring. This book has been updated for more than a year, and it is close to 10,000 words a day, which is still quite stressful for people.

But sometimes, when I think that there are readers who are looking forward to my writing the next day, I will still write excitedly, sitting in front of the computer all day.

Full-time authors are under great pressure, really, because once they stop updating or write poorly, it will affect their living expenses and their confidence in full-time work.

I chose full-time work despite the opposition of my family. Because I am passionate about this industry, I resolutely stepped into this industry.

Just like when I was passionate at the beginning, I would still write even if it failed.

At that time, there was no pressure, but now, after working full-time, life pressure, writing pressure and other pressures have come.

I lose sleep when I get stuck. I have to think about how to sort out the plot and think about those exciting plots.

Perhaps the plots that seem boring to everyone are actually what I think of in the middle of the night. I have to get up and turn on the computer to record them as soon as I have a good idea.

Everything I do is to be able to write better articles, so that more readers can see what I write, and what I write can be recognized by more people.

As long as everyone still supports me, everything is worth it.

I will have the motivation to keep writing.

I really like this industry and want to keep writing.

But sometimes I feel a little confused. People who write books have a sensitive heart. If I lose my collection today, I have fewer monthly tickets, fewer recommendation tickets, etc., it will affect my mood.

I will wonder if I am suitable for this industry. Sometimes I feel sentimental.

2017 is about to pass.

This year, I have gained a lot and paid a lot. I have felt hard work and joy.

In fact, I like the feeling of everyone giving me rewards and voting for me when I update a lot.

That feeling makes me feel that there are still people supporting me, and I will unconsciously be full of motivation.

I won’t say too much. I am a little tired today. My waist hurts a lot and I can’t sit still. I can’t write the fifth update. I may not like it if I force it.

So I will do the fourth update today.

In addition, these few days are the period of double monthly tickets. I hope that everyone who supports me can vote for me. This year, we have received more than 99,000 monthly tickets so far. I hope we can reach 100,000~ This is also a small wish of mine~

The new year is coming soon. I hope I can still walk with you~

After the card, I will chat with you. I hope tomorrow will be another day full of motivation!

Finally, I ask for monthly tickets, monthly tickets, monthly tickets, important things are said three times~~