Shut up, Tell Everyone What's on Your Mind

Tomorrow, March 1st, it will be blocked and tweeted, and it is also emotional to say it.

March is my thirteenth idea to write a book on the Internet. Unknowingly, I have persisted in such a line for more than ten years. I think before that, I am afraid that only going to school can keep me going for so many years.

I am very grateful to everyone for your support, which has allowed me to walk on this road for thirteen years, and it seems that I will continue to walk.

When can we reach the end?

I don't know, I hope it never ends, unless I die. But that's unlikely, hahaha!

The goal I set for myself is to hope that I can write for another seventeen years.

Why seventeen years?

Because it happens to add up to the previous thirteen years—thirty years.

I have been writing on the Internet for 30 years without a break, and I think it's really cool when I think about it!

At that time, when I write my 30-year testimonials, I don’t know what will happen?

If a player's career can reach 30 years, it is also a remarkable evergreen tree. Roman Prince Totti's current career is only 24 years, and there are still 6 years left, but he has persisted for a long time.

With a career spanning 30 years, looking at it now, I am afraid that there is only Japanese player Zhiliang Miura. Counting from the signing of the first professional contract in 1986 to 2016, for thirty years, he is still running on the football field and can still score goals.

At the age of forty-eight, he is still enjoying football.

Seventeen years later, I will also be fifty years old. I hope that when I am fifty years old, I still have something in my mind, and I can still enjoy the joy of writing.

I hope that is the case, and I will try to go in that direction.

Of course, in addition to having goods in the mind, physical health is also very important.

In fact, since I was thirty years old, I have gradually felt that my body is not capable of doing what I want.

In the past, I could sit in front of the computer for more than ten hours and write continuously. I could write up to 25,000 to 6,000 words a day. And can persist for ten days in a row.

But now, after only writing for half an hour in front of the computer. It is difficult for me to concentrate on the computer any longer.

If I have been sitting in front of the computer and typing all day.

At night I would feel some pain in my neck, shoulders and elbows. This is a situation that has never happened before.

In addition, if I sleep less now, I will feel a throbbing headache in the afternoon, as if I have a fever. After a good night's sleep, I woke up again.

I think these are some signals my body is reminding me of. It's like a car's fault light. When the fault light is on, it is necessary to drive the car to the 4S shop for maintenance.

The same goes for the body. I know a lot of author friends. Most of them are old, and they are now paying great attention to maintaining their bodies.

Let's fight as hard as we did when we were young, but we can't fight anymore. Squeeze your body dry in five years, and then get sick and quit the business... I don't do that kind of thing.

Actually. In my thirteen years of working experience, I have also seen some authors who were forced to leave the industry because of their health, and some of them are talented. But in the end, I had to choose to give up, which is really embarrassing.

Let me tell you an example that impresses me. At the beginning of the year, I had a book that I loved to read very much. It's called "Material is King", the author is "Frozen Man", and I was fascinated by it back then. As a result, one day I saw the author said that he had eye disease, and it was getting worse, and I had a bad premonition in my heart. Sure enough, it didn't take long for that book to become an eunuch, and it never grew out again.

It's such a pity that it makes me thump my chest!

I don't want to be the next author who is forced to leave the keyboard due to physical reasons, so I slowed down from this book, on the one hand because I don't want to make myself too tired, and on the other hand because the body is really hard to support I exploded like "The Winner Is King". It is a miracle that I can occasionally write 12,000 words a day. I have to grit my teeth and write 9,000 words a day when I am in a good state. The two chapters are not as easy as before. If one chapter is not in good condition, it will take ten hours a day.

I think this is the change that the years have brought to me.

Just like I always write about the twilight of those heroes in my books, I feel that one day, the stories I write will happen to me.

Because I am not a robot with a body made of metal and chips, as long as I am a human being, I cannot change the laws of nature.

As professional players age, their muscle strength decreases, their cardiorespiratory capacity decreases, their bone density decreases, they become more prone to fatigue and injuries, and frequent injuries can also make them lose their ability to continue. Fun to play.

Although the author does not need to experience heavy physical labor, it also needs to consume brainpower constantly. After getting older, he can no longer concentrate for a long time, lose energy, have headaches easily, and the lumbar and cervical spine cannot maintain a posture for a long time... …these are the questions I have to face.

I broke my wrist while playing football last December, and it has already sounded a wake-up call for me before my wrist can fully exert its strength.

Having said so much, I just want to show you my real situation, the current situation of a person who is almost thirty-four years old.

Not complaining, I will continue to write, as long as conditions permit and the state is good, I will try to write as much as possible to save more manuscripts, so that I can return to the state of two updates a day as soon as possible. better.

I just hope that everyone can understand the one update per day that I have to implement now.

If I can write fast and with good quality, if I have a lot of manuscripts, why don't I explode? Of course I also want to, if you break out, you can still grab the monthly pass, show your face in the top ten, and you can also pull up the subscription score, so that this book will soon have a high subscription of more than 10,000, and the income and popularity will be high. You guys enjoy reading it, I count The money counts well, why not do it?

It's not that I don't want to, it's that I can't do it.

This is a law of nature. If your body tells you that you can’t do it, then you can’t do it. If you force it, maybe in a few years, everyone will see the news that I was forced to quit. The author suddenly died before the computer, and the document was still open" such reports.

This is not scaremongering, if you don't take care of your body, no matter what kind of job you are doing, you will end up badly.

Moreover, as people move towards middle age, there are old people, young children, and wives. Things will become more and more responsibilities need to be shouldered. Life is no longer a matter of one person. Parents are getting old and their health is not as good. In the past, he needed to be taken care of by his son. Children are still young, whether it is physical development or educational issues, they also have to worry about it. My wife is the closest person to accompany me, and I need to take good care of her. I went out to play for ten days after the Spring Festival this year. In fact, it was because my wife kept saying that I wanted to bask in the sun, so I drove her and the parents of the children to Xichang and Lugu Lake for ten days, which made my coding efficiency lower.

But it is impossible for me to say to my wife: "I want code words, so many readers are waiting for me to update, I will not accompany you, go by yourself!"

We are all human, what do you think if you hear this?

In fact, on New Year’s Day this year, I released my wife and asked her to go out with her children and parents for a few days, while I was typing at home alone, saving manuscripts for the next annual meeting, otherwise the annual meeting might Just cut off the sunroof...

So I hope everyone can understand that it is not easy for an only child born in the 1980s to be a sandwich biscuit.

After all, I still have to strive to write for another seventeen years, to write for everyone until the age of fifty!

Finally, to be able to persist in writing on the Internet for thirteen years, I must also thank the starting point, the bosses of China Literature Group, Bao Jianfeng Baoye, and Yizhe Yige, who put a lot of effort into this book. Without him, this book might not exist.

I am very grateful for the cooperation with the bosses for so many years, and also for the support of the bosses for me and the niche subject of sports competition for so many years. Without their support, I might have switched careers and stopped writing online novels or football. novel.

After all, to be able to persist for so many years, it is impossible to rely on feelings and hobbies alone, and it also needs real money support.

In this regard, the support given by the bosses is in place.

Once again, I would like to thank my former editor-in-chief Jing Ji, the team leader, An Yi, and the current editor-in-chief Chang Tian, ​​and thank all the editors who have helped me and supported me.

It is your silent dedication that allows me to code with peace of mind and concentrate on dedicating stories to readers.

thank you all! (To be continued.) Enable new URL