Chapter 9 The Epitaph of the Despicable - Excerpt 1
I was born in an inconspicuous place in the Hawaiian subcontinent - Heiyan City in the Andaman League. The Andaman League is an alliance of small cities. How small is this alliance? That is, the entire alliance is protected by city walls. It may not be as large as a first-class city in Taixia. Naturally, such an alliance cannot be found. a knight.
Before the start of the Holy Chalk War, the Andaman League had been annexed by the Norman Empire, and the Black Flame City where I was located also became a fourth-level city under the province of Brunswick under the Governor of the Northern Frontier of the Norman Empire. Even before the Andaman League was annexed, for many people who grew up in the prosperous cities of the Weiwei subcontinent, many people did not know where the Black Flame City of the Andaman League was in that subcontinent.
For many Taixia Chinese living in a prosperous and prosperous age, many people probably don't know where the Weiyi subcontinent is.
I was born in such an insignificant place, a grassroots knight who climbed up from an insignificant little person.
Why do I think I am a grassroots knight? The most important point is that before I was sixteen years old, I knew that my surname was Zhang, but I never knew that I had a copper coin relationship with Huaiyuantang, which shocked the Hawaiian subcontinent.
One copper plate was the price of half a bowl of rice brewing for me when I was an hour later. My mother subsidized the family by making rice brewing. My father worked in a steel factory in Heiyan City. At that time, my father's annual salary was about twelve With a salary of one gold coin, we are already very nervous to feed our family of four and maintain a basic decent life in Heiyan City. Our family’s life is calculated on the basis of copper coins.
Originally, our family was supposed to be a family of five, and I had an older brother. Unfortunately, before I was born, that guy died in the Andaman League as an ordinary soldier of the Andaman League In the midst of war with surrounding forces. Only after that guy came to our house for a soy sauce visit and left in an extremely irresponsible manner, did I have me at home.
Probably because I wanted to make my life tougher and stop coming home to make soy sauce again, so my family gave me my current name Zhang Tie.
Compared with Zhang Mushen, the knight's big name, I actually prefer the nickname my family gave me, Zhang Tie, which was originally a very grassroots name. Iron is worthless, but it is very hard. This name has also become a portrayal of my experience from birth until now. What my mother taught me since I was a child boils down to one sentence: I don’t need to be a great person, but I need to work hard to be a good person!
I have been working very hard to get closer to a good person since I was a child.
At that time, I was too young to even understand what it means to be a good person, but when I rode my family’s tricycle for the first time, I sent the leftover rice soup from rice brewing at home to Heiyan Chengrong Orphanage When I was in the orphanage, I saw the smiles of the children in the orphanage and the gratified smile on the mother's face. I had the earliest definition of a good person. people.
Mother Teresa of the orphanage also touched my head and said I was a good person.
At that time, I was very confident that I could be a good person for the rest of my life.
Unexpectedly, my desire to be a good person was shattered within half a year after coming to Taixia. Now I am a heinous bad person in Taixia.
It is difficult to be a good person, especially it is even more difficult to be a good person who can please everyone, and a good person may not be respected by others, nor will he be successful in a short time.
Sometimes, I also want to be the bad guy.
The first time I wanted to be a bad guy was also in Black Flame City,
Iron Thorn Battle Hall in Black Flame City.
I was Captain Colin, the military representative and dean of training at Heiyancheng No. There are promising careers in the tube.
I still remember clearly every word Captain Colin said to me that day.
"Let me introduce you to a social practice job in my spare time. This is a rare part-time job. Not only does it make money, the salary is high, I can exercise after work, and I can also meet many rich and famous people. , broaden your horizons, this job is done well, it will also greatly improve your strength, and there are a lot of beauties in the workplace. If the opportunity comes, you may have the opportunity to have close contact with some beautiful girls, many I didn't agree to people's begging, except for you, I don't think there is anyone more suitable than you!"
The first time I heard this, I thought Captain Colin was the cutest person in the world. I felt that the halo of a good person finally broke out on me once, and my bleak life finally showed the first turning point.
At that time, I was working as an apprentice in a grocery store in Heiyan City. The owner of the grocery store was an iron rooster. I worked for two years without a copper coin.
Life in Heiyancheng Boys' High School has turned all upright adolescent male students into beasts dominated by hormones.
In school, we are not called classmates, but call each other animals.
Therefore, I am very eager for this job that can make money, and can also see beautiful women and "have close contact with big people".
The location of this job is Mingguang Street, the busiest street in Heiyan City.
I feel like my life is going to take off.
One day after Captain Colin introduced the job to me, I came to Mingguang Street with an anxious and hopeful heart, and walked into the Iron Thorn Battle Hall guarded by armored warriors holding my breath. door.
A beautiful woman was standing behind the service desk in the hall of the war hall at that time. She had a nice ponytail and was in her twenties. She was wearing a tight black elastic vest and a white pair The first time I saw her, the kind smile on her face and the youthful breath on her face made me restless.
This woman was Mary, and it was the one who made me want to be the bad guy for the first time.
Knowing that I came to Zhanguan to apply for a job, she came out from behind the service desk and took me to the manager's room.
I walked behind her, looked at her writhing buttocks, the desire to be a man burned like wildfire in my heart, and then, boldly, I stammered something to her "You... hello, my... name is Zhang Tie, what's your name?"
I think my voice at that time should be trembling.
Mary stopped, looked at me and the clothes on me that showed all my identity and family background with cold and ironic eyes, and told me, "Actually, you don't need to know my name, although we are both I come here to make money, but you just need to know that there will be no intersection between my life and people like you in this life, don't be a toad who wants to eat swan meat",..."
This is a great shame.
After hearing this, I felt my face turned pale and stiff like iron, and my heart was stabbed with a knife. For a moment, I didn't know how to respond, maybe I should be gentle and calm To face it, but in the end, the anger and courage of being underestimated and underestimated mixed together, let me grab the woman by the shoulders, push her against the wall, and when she was scared and overwhelmed, use The men and women were doing piston movements, straightened their backs, hit her twice, and told her fiercely that I must let her crawl in front of me one day, begging me to fuck her.
This is obscenity, and it's not something a good person can do.
That's not something a good man can say to a beautiful twenty-year-old girl.
I felt like a bad person, and I was guilty as hell.
Luckily, Mary didn't yell. She was angry, even contemptuous, but took me to the manager's office anyway.
For the first time in my life, I wanted to be a bad person, a bad person who let this woman lower her self-esteem in front of me, put away her indifference and mocking face.
In the manager's room, I met the manager of the war hall, and I also learned about the career that I thought was promising--that salary is high, I can exercise, work in a high-end place, have close contact with big people, and expand myself What is the work of vision.
That's a sparring partner, that job is in the war hall, and there is another name, human flesh sandbag! The rich people who came to the war hall felt that punching sandbags was not enough for exercise, and they needed a moving sandbag for them to exercise. I was the moving sandbag.
The part-time job of this job is on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, from 6:00 to 11:00 every night. The hourly salary is a copper coin. If you are late, you will be free for a day. The salary is settled once a week. There are tips from guests.
On the day I went, the original human sandbag in the war hall resigned. Therefore, in order to keep me, the war hall manager added another copper plate of Filipino water to me every hour.
Being beaten up for a penny an hour, I'm done!
This is my first job.
I took it.
The first time, before I knew what was going on, I was knocked out in the battlefield, and I slowly woke up after being carried out of the training room.
It was very late when I got home that day, and my father asked me why I came home a little late today.
I told him that the teacher at the school introduced me to a part-time job. This job has a high salary, good income, good treatment, and I can meet many rich and powerful people. I can also exercise after work. There are many beautiful beauties at the place of work, and one of the beauties I met today praised me for my ambition——·Toad wants to eat swan meat!
Mom and Dad laughed.
Now it seems that this encounter with Mary in the battle hall may be a rehearsal of my encounter today. This rehearsal is God wanting me to understand one thing.
— At some point in my life, a woman will turn me from a good person to a bad person.
Mary was the first, but she won't be the last.
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