Volume 48 Chapter 37

Zhang Tie's words made Yan Feiqing hug him even tighter, and the tears couldn't help streaming down. Yan Feiqing, who looked like a strong knight in the sky in front of others, was just an infatuated woman at this time, "You don't have to do this , who do you want to kill, what do you want to do, you tell me, I am your woman, your business is my business, I can do what you can do, I will go..."

"I'm a man. There are some things that I have to solve by myself. This matter needs to be solved by myself..." Zhang Tie smiled, and kissed Yan Feiqing's lips again, wiping away the tears on Yan Feiqing's face. Wipe away, "Don't think about it, just take a good rest!"

After saying this, Zhang Tie stood up, left the training room, and asked Yan Feiqing to recover by himself in the room.

As soon as Zhang Tie walked out of the secret room, he saw a steward walking over in a hurry with cold sweat on his face. The steward's only sentence changed Zhang Tie's face, "Zong... Sovereign... Ma... Something happened to Miss Ma..."

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Ma Aiyun's room was in a courtyard of the Sovereign Pavilion. When Zhang Tie rushed to that courtyard, several maids who were in charge of taking care of Ma Aiyun knelt in the courtyard of the other courtyard, their faces pale, trembling.

At this time, it was just dawn. Ma Aiyun got up at this time for the past two days. Today, Ma Aiyun has not gotten up at this time. One of the maids asked a few times outside the room, but there was no sound in the room. The maid listened. , There was no movement in the room at all. It was only after the maid boldly entered the room that something happened to Ma Aiyun.

"Wow..." With Zhang Tie's strength, the door of Ma Aiyun's room was almost opened by Zhang Tie. Zhang Tie rushed into the room with a gust of wind, and saw Ma Aiyun.

Ma Aiyun lay neatly on the bed, her hands were placed on her lower abdomen, and a piece of letter paper and a lock of cut hair were pressed on her hands.

Senior Sister Ma, who was once alive, is now completely cold, unable to breathe, and her eyes are tightly closed.

On the letterhead in her hand, there were only four words——Passed by Zhang Tie.

Seeing Ma Aiyun like this, Zhang Tie took the letter that Ma Aiyun was pressing on his hand with trembling hands, and unfolded it.

Inside the letter paper is Ma Aiyun's graceful handwriting.

——Until this time, I didn’t know how to call you. I didn’t know whether to call you Junior Brother, Zhang Tie, or Elder. These titles were not what I wanted. I am very happy to hear the news of you relaying the classics, but at the same time, it is also very contradictory. I know that the distance between us will become farther and farther. At that time, I have actually lost the qualification to call you junior brother and Zhang Tie. According to the rules of Huaiyuan Hall, if I call you that, it is disrespectful.

But I also don't want to call you elder, because that goes against my heart. I actually imagined that one day I could stand in front of you and give you a more intimate name, but I know that in your heart, I may just be your sky Among the passers-by who are as fleeting as a meteor, after so many years after leaving Tianhan City, I'm not even sure if you still remember me.

But I will always remember you, because you are the first and last man I really fell in love with in my life.

I have never regretted falling in love with you.

When you read this letter, I have already left this world, please forgive me, I am a selfish and cowardly woman, I cannot bear all this now.

Gu Caidie and Yuan Ziyi were killed by me. They were my best sisters. It was me who made them die in front of me. I couldn’t face them, their families and our mutual friends. I can't face myself either.

You said that at that time I was controlled by someone's mind, and many things I did were against my heart. I know this is your comfort to me, but I can't forgive myself, because I remember every detail of that time, I Knowing that wine is poisonous, I know that day was a trap, the wine I poured for them, the trap I pulled them into,

Became a burial in the trap.

I hate everything I've done, I'm just an ordinary little woman, all of this is beyond my tolerance.

I don't want to fight, I don't want to practice, I don't want to be a master. I just want to have a family, live a peaceful and happy life with a man I love, give birth to a few children for that man, wash and cook for that man. Once, I Thought that man would be you.

As your former woman, I led you into a trap. As a good sister of Caidie and Ziyi, I killed them. As a mother, I couldn't even protect my own children.

I don't know what is the meaning of life for a person like me. Maybe only by leaving this world forever can I get real peace, and let Caidie and Ziyi truly forgive me, and let myself forgive myself. Now I I just want to say sorry to Caidie and Ziyi when I see them.

After our child was born, just a hundred days later, they took him away from me. In the next ten years, I only saw him three times, and the latest time was six years ago. , I can't even remember what he looked like now.

Please promise me that we must find our child, and don't let him toss around in the world alone, without the love and care of his parents, and be weather-beaten.

That lock of hair is the only companionship I left for him as a mother. If you can find him, give him the hair I left and tell him that I love him for me. I am not a competent mother. , I hope he doesn't hate me.

The bones of Caidie and Ziyi are gone now, if there is no trouble, please help them build two tombs in the future, and bury me next to Caidie and Ziyi.

Ai Yun never wrote.

A drop of wet printing spread on the letter paper, and then another drop fell, which wet the letter paper. Zhang Tie held the letter paper without making a sound, but hot tears fell drop by drop.

"Why are you so stupid, why are you so stupid..." Zhang Tie sat down beside Ma Aiyun's bed, gently stroking Ma Aiyun's already cold face, muttering to himself, tears streaming down his face.

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For a level nine warrior, as long as his freedom is unrestricted, if he wants to commit suicide, breaking his heart is the fastest way, and it is also the way that catches others by surprise.

Zhang Tie was condensing the runes of the avatar technique in the secret room last night.

Just last night, after Ma Aiyun wrote this suicide note, he lay peacefully on the bed, broke his heart, and left calmly and resolutely, leaving Zhang Tie with endless grief and regret.

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(To be continued.)

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