I Really Didn’t Want to Be Famous

Testimonials on Shelves: 10 Years!

ten years.

I don't know how many times I have written a testimonial on the shelves.

But it has never been as complicated as it is today.

It has been exactly ten years since I stepped into this line in 2009.

Yes, that's right, ten years.

At the beginning of April 2009, I stumbled to the starting point and uploaded my first book, and then watched the click eagerly.

When I saw the number of hits rise to ten, I was ecstatic, and felt that someone could finally read my book.

I wrote eight chapters and then...

There's no after that.

Because I was still a high school student that year, my family was heavily in debt, and I didn’t have any extra money to support me to go to Internet cafes.

That year, my biggest dream was to own a computer, let me write some stories...

Of course, I dare not tell anyone that I am very sensitive, for fear that they will laugh at me, hit me, and think that I am whimsical.

In 10 years, during the winter vacation, I took a summer job as a waiter in a hotel.

Others rest four days a month, but I don’t rest for the whole month. Not only do I not rest, but I also do it during the day, and I also do it as a substitute at night. One hundred dollars bought the first computer in my life...

I know, that year, I was very happy, as excited as a fool.

Our family does not have a house, my mother works in the factory and lives in the factory, so my computer was moved into the factory, because I can’t afford the 80 yuan a month’s Internet fee, so I can only beg my mother’s boss in the factory to send it to the factory. Just connect his home network to mine, and it will be fine in half an hour a day...

This is a life of being dependent on others, and it depends on people's faces all the time.

So I have been living carefully, never say a word.

At the end of the 10-year summer vacation, I signed the first urban book at the starting point. After the summer vacation, I went to university, and the university stipulated that I could not bring a computer, so I couldn’t bring a computer...

If it is someone else, I have given up, but I still haven't given up.

Because I'm listed.

My university is in Shaoxing, and there is an Internet cafe about three kilometers away from the university town. Although I have forgotten the name of that Internet cafe, I vaguely remember that after I let it go every afternoon, I ran to the Internet cafe out of breath without eating dinner. Code word online...

One hour.

I only have one hour to write hard, so I must write at least 5,000 words in one hour, and I will earn 500 yuan for full attendance.

After persisting for a month, I got the first draft fee in my life, 638 yuan...

I remember crying at the time.

I would like to thank the editor of the 4th group, "Nonsense", um, now the editor-in-chief of the city, "Nonsense"

Thank you, although you don't know me, but you discovered my book, signed it, and gave me a little bit of hope for the lost poor creature.

It was you who saved me the first time.

I persisted in that book for two months, and finally couldn't persist.

Because I am so tired.

Running back and forth on a hungry stomach every day, my body really can't bear it.

So, after writing about 500,000 yuan, I finished the book...

In a blink of an eye, I am in the second semester again, and I can bring my computer in the second semester...

I remember when everyone came to school with their laptops, I was the only one who dragged a desktop computer and a lot of luggage to school stupidly...

I changed my vest and started to write the second book. I was still writing the second book at the starting point, but unfortunately the results were not satisfactory...

As I recall, my second editor was "The Smurfs".

In any case, in my heart, I am always grateful. I remember that book was recommended on the home page of Qidian for the first time.

Although the grades are still unsatisfactory, and I have been in full attendance for three or four months, I am very satisfied.

After all, full attendance is also a good manuscript fee for me, a child from a poor family. I can ask for less money from my family, or even save a little, and I can deal with it in half a month.

At that time, my dream was the first notebook...

I remember that I was so envious of those classmates with notebooks.

However, a notebook costs more than 3,000. I am a poor student who writes novels and spends money on the street. Where can I get the money to buy a notebook?

I couldn't ask my family for money, because my family was still in debt at that time...

I can't be so unfilial, so I can only rely on myself.

That year, I left the starting point and went to Conghuang, where I wrote the first buyout novel in my life, which cost 12 yuan per thousand words.

I remember it was early 11th.

That year, I was ecstatic, and continued to carry my desktop computer, and continued to crackle while reading and writing novels.

My friends in the same dormitory went all night, and I went too, but I found a place where there was no one in the Internet cafe to code. (At that time, the lights had to be turned off, and computers were not allowed.) Others went to pick up girls and play billiards when they had no classes during the day. I hid in the dormitory and coded alone, and others went to travel and open rooms. I was still struggling for my notebook.

Why?

Because I know that I am poor, and my natural conditions are worse than others. It is impossible for me to enjoy the college life that others can enjoy.

I can only work hard!

Only by working hard can I be on the same starting line as others, and I can be equal to others.

Otherwise, I could never be equal.

That year, I settled my college living expenses by myself, and I still had some money left over.

At the beginning of 2012, I bought the first notebook in my life with more than 3,000 manuscript fees accumulated...

That year, I remember holding my laptop and crying secretly.

It's not easy!

It's really not easy for me, how much effort I have put in, how much loneliness I have endured, how many weird eyes I have tasted...

But it's all worth it.

I love this job and I cherish him.

After graduating from university, other students basically had negative equity in their hands, only I saved some money...

They were all complaining about the darkness and unfairness of the society, but I shook my head.

Society is inherently unfair, especially for children from poor families like us.

You've had good ones since you were little, but we don't even have decent toys.

You can play here and there since you were young, but if we want pocket money since we were young, we can only go to the garbage dump to pick up Coke bottles and sell them to buy what we want.

You have had toys since childhood, what about us? We can only envy.

Has this society been fair to us?

Have we ever complained?

Are you complaining now?

But what's the use of complaining?

Complaining can be eaten as a meal?

I have never been confused after graduating from university, because I know that I have both hands and a loving heart.

In the second half of 2012, I was still writing buyout on the outstation. I remember that when I came back, it was 2013...

In 2013, I wrote the only high-quality book at Qidian. I remember that there were 300,000 manuscripts deposited at that time...

The only time the first monthly manuscript fee exceeded 4000...

Then……

The anti-pornography came, all my 300,000 saved manuscripts were gone, the books were harmonized, and I was also warned.

That book is indeed a small yellow essay, but when I looked at the 300,000 manuscripts, I was stunned.

I couldn't sleep for three full nights, and I looked like a stupid idiot.

I remember that the average value at that time was 3150!

A number that I will never forget in my life!

14 years after a few months of depression, I opened the vest of Wumaxing, which is the vest I am using now, and uploaded my first urban book.

The grades are not good, but it is the only book that I have collected more than 3,000 titles and more than 100 orders at the starting point. This is an improvement in my opinion.

After I was hungry for 700,000 yuan, I finished the book and continued to open the second book.

The grades of the second book were very poor, and the average was only single digits. I wrote 300,000 in a trance, because I really didn't get any attention, and finally ended it hastily.

After that, I still opened several vests at the starting point, and wrote books with more than two million words.

Then I stumbled into 16 years, I went to Genesis, and wrote a fantasy book with more than 30 orders, and the results were rubbish in the eyes of everyone...

However, I gritted my teeth and continued to write more than one million, and finally finished this book.

I remember that the manuscript fee was 1,000 a month when it was the most, and 700 when it was less...

That year was the first time I had self-doubt about my writing career.

I want to quit the circle.

As my mother said, find a wife, do an ordinary job, and forget about it for the rest of your life.

I'm really not this material.

After all, it's been so many years, even if it's rubbish, it will be enlightened, right?

However, I am not reconciled.

The feeling of falling from a height is really bad!

After all, I have written fine works!

In 17 years, I returned to the starting point, and I didn't find any editors I was familiar with. I planned to try it for the last time.

I didn't go to fantasy, nor fantasy, fairy tales, martial arts, I didn't go...

I wrote about the city that was once harmonious and caused me a psychological shadow.

If it doesn't work this time, I might really give up in despair.

Fortunately, about 30,000 words, my dear editor Coke is here.

Successfully signed the contract.

Then after a series of recommendations, I also got the second Sanjiang recommendation in my life.

And then put it on again...

This book saved me!

Let the center of gravity regain confidence.

I also successfully got the boutique...

Afterwards my life improved and gave me the dignity I wanted.

Let me speak loudly to my relatives and friends with my chest out, I am an author, an author who writes novels!

All efforts are rewarded!

Here, I would like to thank my editor Coke!

It was you who saved me the second time and made me regain my confidence and let me write again. Of course, there is also the nonsense of the current editor-in-chief.

There are also my author friends "Fire in Object" and "Pei Tu Dog".

These two Sand Sculpture Earth Brothers have been comforting me before, chatting with me, talking about some writing cares, and I have made great progress.

Of course, there are also Qi Ran, Dream Catcher, The Job Is Right, Mysterious Big Watermelon, How to Smile and Forget River, Heaven and Earth Are Lacking, Cutting Water 2, Where is No Dust, and the third Sydney, dipped in sugar ... Waiting for the sand sculpture author friend.

Thank you for being there along the way!

And of course, my fellow readers...

After returning to the city again, I saw many familiar faces, and I also saw you voting and giving rewards...

I remember them all in my heart.

grateful!

thank you all!

I love you.

Really love you guys, really, really, really! ! ! ! ! ! !

I am ten years old!

From teenager to middle age.

Excuse me for ten years, how many ten years are there in life?

In the future, no matter how good the performance of this book is, I will still be here, and I will not change my vest again!

It will be on the shelves at noon tomorrow, and the shelves will be guaranteed three times.

Talk about adding more rules.

Now the collection is close to 50,000. If it is ten to one, the first order will exceed 5,000.

The lord adds one update, and after the first order exceeds 5,000, every thousand will add a chapter. Well, I will repay the next debt three times a day...

That's it, good night everyone!

Oh, by the way, ask for a subscription, ask for a monthly pass...

Please please please!

I need it very much, I need to make a living... I really need it, please support the genuine version, please, please...

woo woo woo woo...

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