Chapter 396 Wang Jinxue's Confession

morning.

The bright sunshine shone on this piece of land, dispelling the haze of yesterday.

The rain stopped.

Yesterday's heavy rain dispelled the summer heat and brought a pleasant cool breeze.

After waking up, Wang Jinxue opened the window, then silently looked at the sunlight in the distance, recalling the scenes of yesterday in her mind.

During the day yesterday, Wang Jinxue called Shen Fangfang several times, but Shen Fangfang never answered.

Wang Jinxue thought that what Lu Yuan said made Shen Fangfang angry...

Of course, she didn't find it strange.

Lu Yuan is such a person who makes people feel angry but can't get angry. It's funny, but you can't laugh.

At night, when Wang Jinxue was going to sleep, Shen Fangfang called Wang Jinxue.

Wang Jinxue, who was originally in a calm mood, suddenly became a little messy after answering Shen Fangfang's call.

Shen Fangfang only said that Lu Yuan is fine, in fact, he is mentally healthy, and other things are fine with the opposite sex, but he just learned something that he shouldn't learn, and he is thinking about it...

Although Shen Fangfang said what should be said and didn't say a single word that shouldn't be said, Wang Jinxue could hear a strange smell from Shen Fangfang's tone...

Wang Jinxue didn't ask further.

She is not a stupid person. After being friends with Shen Fangfang for so many years, she suddenly understood a little bit.

Coupled with Lu Yuan's mysterious smile yesterday morning and his tone of "I understand", Wang Jinxue suddenly realized.

Lu Yuan thought he understood.

But in fact……

I got it wrong.

Not only is it biased, but it is very serious.

Thinking of this, Wang Jinxue felt a little dumbfounded...

this person...

I can't understand other things that should be understood, but I can't understand what I shouldn't understand.

What do you ask Wang Jinxue to say?

Wang Jinxue shook her head helplessly.

She checked the time.

Around six o'clock in the morning.

Lu Yuan will leave in about two hours.

The shooting date of "A Chinese Journey to the West" is about three months...

In three months, I went to such a far place again...

What has this man prepared?

Wang Jinxue was silent for a while, then shook her head and left the room.

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In a daze, Lu Yuan woke up from his sleep.

After waking up, I suddenly felt a sense of loss...

He sat on the bed for a long time and couldn't recall it.

Lu Yuan, who hadn't smoked for a long time, touched the drawer, and finally took out a "red orchid" and started to smoke.

After taking two puffs, Lu Yuan immediately threw it away.

The smoke was moldy, and the smell was so bad that it even made me feel like vomiting.

He had a dream yesterday.

Not a dream, of course, but a nightmare.

After Lu Yuan came to this world, he had a lot of dreams, but most of them were happy dreams. Even the nightmares came along with the sweet dreams, only this time it was a real nightmare.

This nightmare frightened Lu Yuan very much.

Immediately began to reflect on his own life.

He dreamed that he went bankrupt and lost all 300 million yuan in bank cards. starter

At the same time, he was in debt and became penniless.

He wanted to continue copying things from the original world, but he found that this world was suddenly different from the original world.

Things that were popular in the world before, will not be popular in this world at all.

What's more frightening is that he found that his memory was getting worse and worse. In the dream, he could remember some songs at first, but later on, Lu Yuan found that he couldn't remember all of them.

Can't remember how to copy?

Copy it with your mouth?

Immediately afterwards, he felt that he could cook. He originally thought that he could rely on his extraordinary cooking skills to become a chef in a restaurant to support his family without any problem.

But……

The things made after the first day of work sent customers to the hospital. The media from all sides broke the news of Lu Yuan's dark cooking, and even the restaurant was closed down.

Cooking is broken.

Be an actor?

Lu Yuan found that no director was willing to pick him up...

Be a singer?

No one is willing to write songs for me, and the songs I write are a mess...

In short, Lu Yuan in the nightmare can do whatever he can, eat whatever he wants.

He is a total loser.

How can you not be afraid of Lu Yuan?

However, the only thing that makes Lu Yuan feel that he is not desperate is that he still has a wife who will never leave him?

Although……

When Lu Yuan wanted to find out who the wife was, Lu Yuan suddenly woke up.

and many more!

In reality, I am a single dog, where did I get my wife?

Is it so nonsense?

Lu Yuan scratched his head.

After he felt lost for a long time, Lu Yuan subconsciously looked at the deposit on the bank card.

He let out a long sigh of relief.

He felt that the egg pain was much less, and he found that the reality was far happier than the dream.

It was just a nightmare after all.

However, Lu Yuan didn't completely disregard this nightmare, but carefully analyzed the reasons for the birth of the nightmare.

Nightmares are sometimes a harbinger, a harbinger of an unknown sense of powerlessness deep within.

Some people choose to escape, anyway, it is a dream, anyway, many things are impossible to happen, so what should they do...

But Lu Yuan, who has learned a little bit of superficial psychology, felt that he could not escape, but had to look directly at this nightmare.

He began to examine his own heart.

Why do I have such a dream?

correct!

It's fear!

He felt that deep down in his heart, he was not as strong as he thought.

At the same time, I am very scared.

What is the source of fear? One is the unknown, and the other possibility is that you feel that you are not strong enough.

Lu Yuan felt that he had both reasons in this dream.

In reality, Lu Yuan felt more and more that he was indeed a half bucket of water.

My culinary talent is mediocre, and I can't cook well according to the steps in the book. I often need to experiment repeatedly to make a dish perfect.

He began to thoroughly reflect on himself.

There is some talent in singing, but if you stay away from copying, what are you still doing?

In terms of acting, I do have a little bit of talent, and I have a strong ability to imitate, but if I really go bankrupt, will I still have a chance?

What about other aspects?

Guitar?

half glass.

piano?

Not even half a bucket of water...

novel?

half glass……

Screenwriting ability?

Barely half a bucket of water.

After Lu Yuan's self-reflection and self-torture, he suddenly realized that his hard power was really insufficient.

Suddenly, I felt a sense of crisis, and even gave birth to the persecution paranoia that I don't know how insecure.

He shook his head.

What am I afraid of?

Then he got out of bed, opened the curtains and looked at the sunshine in the sky.

Sunshine seems beautiful.

Shining on this piece of land from a distance makes this piece of land begin to look vigorous.

After the heavy rain, everything seemed to be born again.

He suddenly laughed when he saw the sunlight.

The haze in my heart disappeared instantly.

The weak are not ashamed.

The shame is that I don't admit that I am weak.

In the same way, it is actually a good thing to see yourself clearly and know how much you are.

After filming "A Chinese Journey to the West", regardless of the final film score, going to Yanying to learn all kinds of professional knowledge has to be put on the agenda.

People cannot rely on copying for a lifetime.

Get the combination of Chinese and Western medicine to treat stomach problems... first release

cough cough...

Anyway, I have to keep up with my professional knowledge while copying. Even if I really don’t have much memory in the future, I can still live well in this world.

After self-reflection, Lu Yuan looked at the time.

Seeing that it was almost seven o'clock, he quickly took a suitcase from under the bed, and then flipped through the wardrobe...

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Half an hour passed.

After Lu Yuan had breakfast and walked to the first floor with his suitcase, Lu Yuan saw Wang Jinxue standing at the door.

After seeing Wang Jinxue, for some reason, Lu Yuan felt a strange sense of familiarity.

But after thinking about it, he felt it was nonsense.

I see Wang Jinxue every day, is this unfamiliar?

When Lu Yuan saw two large suitcases under Wang Jinxue's feet, Lu Yuan was instantly at a loss.

"Are you going out?

"What should I do with the company when I go out? Should the company be temporarily closed?"

"Then you are..."

"What's in your suitcase?"

"Change your clothes, toothbrush and toothpaste..."

"what about others?"

"That's all, what else do you need?"

"Do you know where Ningxia is?"

"With a plane, I won't get lost, and Li Qi and the others are already there... Someone will pick you up as soon as you get off the bus, don't worry."

"That's not what I asked..."

"what is that?"

"These two boxes are for you."

"Give it to me? What's in it?"

"Look..."

"Oh."

"Wait...sunscreen? Skin care? Wait...and what is this... pajamas?"

After seeing these messy things, Lu Yuan was stunned.

"These are all necessities for going out, I'm sure you didn't bring them?"

"I can understand these things, but what do these masks and perfumes mean?"

Lu Yuan shuddered.

These things give him a kind of sissy feeling...

he……

I shivered at the thought of putting on the mask myself.

Nima...

Really uncomfortable!

"It's very sunny over there, you're right to bring these." Wang Jinxue shook her head.

"..."

Lu Yuan looked again, and suddenly saw a lot of messy things that he couldn't tell...

He was a little messy.

"Take it with you, just in case you need it. Shopping over there is not as convenient as here. If you can't buy something, but you need it urgently, it will be troublesome."

"Oh."

Lu Yuan's expression was very tangled, but he nodded when he saw Wang Jinxue's serious appearance.

Look at the things in these two big boxes, and compare your own small box of luggage.

Lu Yuan always felt that there was such a sense of disobedience...

But my heart is warm.

"I'll take you to the airport..."

"Well, thanks."

Lu Yuan looked at Wang Jinxue.

Wang Jinxue's expression is still so faint.

Lu Yuan felt an indescribable feeling in the air.

He felt that Wang Jinxue seemed to have something to say to him.

But, what to say...

Lu Yuan couldn't guess for a while.

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The car is driving on the road.

It takes about two hours to go to Hangzhou Airport.

Along the way, Wang Jinxue seemed to be concentrating on driving, and Lu Yuan felt that the strange feeling in the air was getting more and more wrong.

There is also a sense of depression.

Wu Tingting was already waiting for the landing at Hangzhou Airport.

Wu Tingting left early in the morning.

Under normal circumstances, it is impossible for Wu Tingting to abandon herself.

He was still a little suspicious before, but now...

Lu Yuan understood.

It seems that Wu Tingting is giving herself and Wang Jinxue a space alone.

Just at this time……

Just, what are you going to say?

Lu Yuan narrowed his eyes.

He looked at Wang Jinxue.

Wang Jinxue seemed to be driving the car very seriously, without saying a word, even more silent than before.

seem……

What are you thinking about?

Two hours later, the car stopped at the reception gate of the airport.

Along the way, Wang Jinxue and Lu Yuan remained silent...

A rare silence.

Am I overthinking it?

Lu Yuan got out of the car and prepared to pick up his luggage.

Wang Jinxue looked at Lu Yuan silently.

Then……

She took a deep breath, and her face suddenly turned red...

"Lu Yuan..."

"What?"

"Bon Voyage."

"Oh...be careful when you go back."

"Um."

Seeing Lu Yuan take down the luggage, Wang Jinxue gritted her teeth slightly.

"Lu Yuan..."

"What?" Lu Yuan looked at Wang Jinxue.

He noticed Wang Jinxue's expression and demeanor.

Knowing Wang Jinxue until now, he has never seen Wang Jinxue's expression so strange.

"Didn't you ask me if I liked you before?"

"Yes." Lu Yuan was a little embarrassed.

What kind of chicken operation did I do before...

It's just...

Speechless.

"I... I... I... Actually..."

The sun shines on Wang Jinxue.

Lu Yuan looked at Wang Jinxue...

Her face suddenly turned red, and she didn't seem to know where to put her hands.

Then……

She let out a long breath of relief.

"It's okay, take your time... this..."

"I'm not... the lesbian you think..." Wang Jinxue gritted her teeth.

"Uh... I know this, I won't misunderstand, I apologize for my recklessness yesterday..." Lu Yuan nodded and laughed.

"No...no...that's not what I meant...I, I...I..."

Wang Jinxue was in a hurry.

Obviously not this sentence.

That's not what he meant.

but……

It's wrong again in the mouth.

She blushed even more.

In her life, she had never been in such a situation.

"Jinxue...you...what are you going to say? Don't you want to confess your love?" Lu Yuan felt that the atmosphere was too weird, and he wanted to make a joke to alleviate this weird feeling.

"right!"

"The answer is that I like you...I like you!~" Wang Jinxue clenched her fists.

The chest keeps rising and falling.

This sentence……

seems difficult...