I Really Didn’t Want to Be Famous

Chapter 65 Lu Yuan's Version of the Clown

Lu Yuan didn't pay attention to the ups and downs in China, nor did he pay attention to what happened during this period of time.

At this moment, he just wants to play the role of the clown well...

Is this role easy to play?

No!

It's a difficult role to play, especially the irony of the absurd, crazy, and playful that goes deep into the hearts of the people.

Ordinary people can't act well at all.

So……

Does the Joker have any background in the comics?

Some people say that he is the brother of Batman, which symbolizes one black and one white, some people say that he is just a lucky mentally ill lunatic, some people say that he was born in a slum, and he was used to many dark things in his childhood. A crazy personality...

but……

In the comics, there is no background in which the Joker was actually born. When he appeared, he was Batman's opponent.

In the original world, there used to be an actor named Heath Ledger who played the clown, and for a long time after the performance, he was named Heath Ledger, and there was no more clown.

Later, until another actor appeared to break this statement...

And the clown that Lu Yuan is going to play at this moment is Heath Ledger's version of the clown.

wrong!

Not any version of the Joker, but his own version of the Joker.

yes!

Lu Yuan wanted to challenge this role.

…………………………………

Staying in the same room, Lu Yuan watched the sunset in the sky calmly.

As long as he closes his eyes, the Joker's laughter in the original "Batman 2" and that presumptuous, unpredictable expression will appear in his mind.

The expression seems to contain too many things.

If you laugh, then,

Please laugh until you are crazy.

When the sun set and the earth began to be gradually shrouded in darkness, Lu Yuan stood up and turned around to see a line of words written by himself on the desk.

He took a deep breath, and then went to the mirror that was one person tall next to him.

Then……

"hahahahahahahahahahaha……"

Without warning, he saw himself in the mirror and laughed, his voice sounded extremely harsh.

After laughing for a while, Lu Yuan's smile stopped instantly.

Then stare at yourself in the mirror.

His own eyes in the mirror turned red, and he stared at himself firmly.

His eyes gradually became fiercer.

The more you stare at it, the more vicious it becomes.

As if, at any moment, he would rush out of the mirror and tear himself apart.

Under the dim light, there is only one window in the room and the closed door, accompanied by the sound of running water in the bathroom.

Everything looks so weird and cold.

It's like a scene from a horror movie.

In the fierce eyes, it seems that there are thousands of voices roaring, roaring...

I was so depressed that I couldn't even breathe.

Then……

"hahahahahahahahahahaha."

Lu Yuan suddenly laughed again.

In the room alone, Lu Yuan in the mirror laughed like crazy, even without warning, even Lu Yuan himself didn't know why he was laughing.

Obviously, the last moment was when swords were on the verge of breaking out, why did this moment...

Laughed?

He has been in this room for more than a month, and what he does every day is look at the mirror and smile, and then stare at the sunset in the sky in a daze.

No one said a word to him, nor did he have any means of entertainment.

Everything is locked down.

Lu Yuan still remembered that not long after "Star Wars" was released that day, Thomson, who was supposed to be immersed in many glory, suddenly found him.

Said that he didn't want to live in his own shadow, he wanted to try to see if he could do it.

Immediately after a month later, the script of "Dawn" written by himself was born, and he asked Lu Yuan for 100 million US dollars, and the filming was in full swing at this time.

Although I don't know what the future box office will be, at least Thomson is trying to be himself and doesn't want to live in anyone's shadow.

In fact, the same is true for Lu Yuan.

In the past, what the world gave Lu Yuan seemed to be wealth. This kind of wealth allowed Lu Yuan to live well. For a long time, he maintained a mentality of making money, marrying a wife and having children.

But as the days passed and after experiencing one thing after another, Lu Yuan began to experience a little different change deep in his heart.

The things in the original world were like pressure, which made Lu Yuan very uncomfortable, and it was like a cage, Lu Yuan was trapped in this cage and couldn't get out.

He can live well, possess things that ordinary people can never imagine, and live in brilliance for a long time.

He wondered more than once when he was really exhausted and had nothing, what would he really be?

What is the meaning of my own life?

I always want to prove something, even if no one witnesses, but at least I can still witness myself, right?

Although, this seems a little overkill...

"Hahahahaha!"

When he laughed this time, the laughter and expression of the clown in the version of Heath Ledger in the original world appeared in his mind.

Echoing again and again in the room, Lu Yuan seemed to be integrated with that clown.

slowly……

Lu Yuan in the mirror closed his eyes, and he shook his head, as if there was an unwilling flame in his body, impacting everything in his mind.

He is himself!

He is not anyone, he is just himself!

He is Lu Yuan!

Always just Lu Yuan!

Countless voices echoed around him, and Lu Yuan in the mirror began to dance, as if there was some melody echoing along with this dance...

He was still smiling, his expression gradually distorted, and at the same time he felt the shackles of the breakthrough.

Countless monster-like, nightmare-like things echoed around him.

When he opened his eyes again, he looked around, and then he found that the whole world had turned gray and white.

He came to the bathroom to wash his face, then looked up and saw a strange self in the bathroom mirror.

He wasn't smiling, but he seemed to be smiling in the mirror.

Capricious, tyrannical, hippie smiling, crazy but full of calm...

He tried to open his mouth, and then made it into a smiley arc.

This is a very strange state...

call……

"Hair looks messy..."

"Ok."

"However, it's very comfortable!"

"Ok……"

"..."

He nodded to himself, then went back to bed and closed his eyes.

………………………………

"What's the name of our third child?"

"Just call, Lu Zhou!"

"why?"

"I don't know, I feel like our child will be a college bully in the future..."

"what?"

"..."

"..."

in sleep.

Faintly, Lu Yuan heard a voice.

When he opened his eyes again, he seemed to see another person exactly like himself teasing the child.

Lu Yuan looked around.

Then, he realized that he had dreamed such a dream of the original world again.

This is a hospital.

It should be a hospital in the county seat.

Then, Lu Yuan saw a woman lying on the bed stroking the newborn child.

Beside the bed are the parents of the original world...

They were smiling, watching the birth of this child happily and happily...

All eyes are on the kid.

Everything is so perfect.

This is a small life.

Lu Yuan looked at it and suddenly laughed.

really good.

Afterwards, Lu Yuan left the room and came to the hospital lobby. Leaving the lobby, he saw this once familiar world again.

Then……

"The mysterious screenwriters of "King Kong Man" and "Titan Behemoth" are actually in this hospital, this time we must make a headline!"

"right!"

"Their baby is born?"

"It seems to be born!"

"..."

Lu Yuan saw several sneaky reporters rushing through his body to the ward.

"I'm really not!"

"You've got the wrong person!"

"..."

Not long after, another Lu Yuan in the ward came out helplessly.

Although the other Lu Yuan denied it, the reporters were still extremely excited.

They didn't believe it, and instead asked all kinds of questions. The other Lu Yuan could only reluctantly nod his head to admit it, and then said that he would say something publicly next.

After finally dealing with these reporters and watching the reporters leave the hospital happily, another Lu Yuan took out a cigarette and came to the side to smoke.

"Hey……"

"I just want to live an ordinary life, and I never want to be a famous screenwriter... How nice it is to have a wife and children!"

"Hey……"

"I really don't want to be famous!"

Under the sunlight, Lu Yuan watched helplessly as the other Lu Yuan stroked his beard in embarrassment, and then took a deep look into the distance.

Then……

With a long sigh, he looked like he had seen through the world of mortals.

This appearance is pretentious to the extreme.

How could there be such a brazen person in this world?

For some reason, Lu Yuan really wanted to beat him up.

At this moment, the other Lu Yuan turned his head as if he sensed something.

He looked in Lu Yuan's direction.

"thanks!"

"No matter the time, no matter the place, no matter what moment..."

"May my loved ones be well..."

After finishing speaking, he stubbed out the butt of the cigarette, turned and walked towards the ward.

Lu Yuan looked at his back.

Then, the whole world went dark.

When Lu Yuan woke up again, it was already daytime.

"May you all be well too!"

Lu Yuan stood up and pushed open the door.

He suddenly felt the sunlight outside the door was very dazzling...

When he really got used to it, he saw Fatty Wei standing at the door.

The corner of his mouth curled up, and he smiled unconsciously.

"Director Wei, I kept you waiting for a long time."

"Ayuan...you...are you okay?" Fatty Wei asked timidly when he saw Lu Yuan coming out.

"fine."

"You... are you really Lu Yuan?"

"Is it me or who?"

"Forehead……"

"It's time to shoot!"

"what……"

Fatty Wei's heart trembled.

Fatty Wei looked at Lu Yuan who was smiling strangely in front of him, somehow he felt strange like never before.

At the same time, there is a sense of fear and depression from the bottom of my heart.

Although he just stood there so simply, he looked extremely calm.

but……

Fatty Wei has a feeling that Lu Yuan will attack at any time.

This is something that comes from the depths of the soul...

chill.

As if, is a calm lunatic.

What has happened to this person?

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