Chapter 2312 Yan Cenxuan

Chapter 733 Yan Cenxuan

I was born in the royal family, the thirteenth son of Emperor Baorong of the Kingdom of God.

Most of the royal father's heirs are weak. Before me, several royal brothers died prematurely. When I was born, the eight-year-old eldest prince died prematurely. The father was distraught, and he became more and more sympathetic to me. expect.

It's a pity that I was born prematurely, and my body has always been weak.

My father is very important to my offspring, and because the elder brother passed away early, the fifth brother is in bad luck, so he loves me very much.

I seldom go out of the room since I was a child. My mother and concubine said that I was not in good health and could not stand the wind, but when I was young, I also wanted to go out to study, practice calligraphy, ride horses and shoot arrows like the royal brothers and sisters, but in the end I could only set up indoors. At a small table, I can read and write alone.

When I was six years old, perhaps because I was raised in the palace all the year round and never went out, my health began to recover, and I was brought by my father to attend the palace banquet.

I sat in my father's arms, I didn't dare to speak, I didn't dare to move, I just carefully looked at everyone at the palace banquet.

I saw the empress dowager approaching, and the concubine, like everyone else, knelt down in front of the empress.

When I was young, I sat in my father's arms without moving. The queen mother glanced at me. She didn't seem to like me very much, but she still praised me in front of my father, saying that my birth was very similar to that of my father when he was young.

I also saw the thirteen-year-old Erhuang brother.

The thirteen-year-old Erhuang brother was very good-looking, and he smiled at everyone, including me, but I was a little afraid of him and didn't dare to get close to him.

In the middle of the palace banquet, the fourth brother suddenly fell ill and spit out black blood from his mouth. The concubine mother said that it was poisoned.

In the past few days, I was once again ordered not to go out by the concubine mother. Later, the concubine mother told me that the fourth brother died, and the lady in the palace also disappeared.

My body, which had just recovered, started to get sick again, and even a few times I almost couldn't save it. My father still loves me so much, but in my eyes, the initial expectation is gone, just pure love.

I am very fortunate that only I get complete fatherly love.

When I was sixteen, it was my father's birthday, and my body had stabilized, so I participated in the palace banquet.

Perhaps few people would believe the word "love at first sight", but I did see that girl at first sight.

That year, when Prime Minister Liu was an official to the Minister of the Ministry of Officials, his legitimate daughter was twenty-eight years old, and she followed his wife with her head bowed and a gentle smile.

That's when I first fell in love with a woman.

As a prince, you can't go out of the palace often, and the female relatives outside the palace are not allowed to enter the palace except for special banquets. After that, I haven't seen her for a long time.

Later, the empress wanted to propose a marriage for the second prince, so she invited many ministers and female relatives, and asked them to bring their young and outstanding daughters into the palace together, including Liu Qianqian, Liu Shangshu's first daughter.

I can't tell what kind of hairpin she is wearing on her head, and what kind of material her clothes are made of, but looking back now, that goose yellow dress is very delicate and pretty.

The queen picked her around and finally chose her. Just after a few praises, she wanted to stand up and thank her. I saw her tripped and fell in front of everyone, losing all face.

My heart twitched, and I finally forced myself to hold back.

Also secretly rejoicing that the disgrace in front of the palace could no longer catch the eyes of the queen. In the end, she was not selected, the queen lost her interest, and no one was selected.

After the banquet, I deliberately played the piano in the imperial garden to lure her to go, and I had a good time with her, she smiled shyly and gently with low eyebrows, and I smiled gently, my heart almost jumped out of my chest.

After that, I often went out of the palace on the pretext of going to a folk miracle doctor in an extremely ridiculous way, and met her secretly.

I never said that I liked her, and she never expressed her heart to me. We just played the piano and discussed poetry occasionally.

She just thinks it sounds good, but she can't play it. I wanted to teach her, but she lowered her head to avoid my approach, her earlobes were red, and accidentally bumped into a girl when she went out, and she also lowered her head when she was insulted by that girl. No words.

I couldn't help showing up for her, and after that we spread a little bit about our affairs, and I almost caused her to ruin her reputation.

In the second year, her father was promoted to the prime minister, and she became the prime minister's daughter.

But at this moment, it was reported that she was the prime minister's fake daughter.

It was rumored that the real Liu Qianqian had already recognized her ancestors, and she could only rely on her mother's occasional care to become a nominal concubine in the mansion.

Later, the news of her killing her mother came out again. It was heard that she had been disfigured and would be executed soon.

I was so anxious that I could not afford to get sick if I had time to save her in the future.

After I woke up from a coma for a few days, she had already sat in the carriage to marry Yuzhou, and from then on, she was the concubine of the fifth brother and also my concubine.

I am both sad and glad that she is still alive no matter what.

But my heart has died at this moment.

When my father wanted to send my second brother to Yuzhou, I couldn't help but begged so hard to go, and my mother and concubine's eyes were red from crying, but I didn't waver.

The trip to Yuzhou lasted two months, but I didn't get sick, so I was finally able to see her again.

I keep imagining in my heart how miserable she is now, and how terrible the wound on her face is. Hearing that Brother Wuhuang is an extremely ridiculous person, he wouldn't treat her well even if he thought about it.

But when I actually saw her, there were no terrible scars on her face, nor was there any trace of sadness, but the birthmark on Brother Wuhuang's face was quite scary.

She is living a very good life, wearing a royal concubine uniform, luxurious and elegant, she seems to be a little more beautiful than before, but the eyes that look at me become indifferent and call me emperor brother.

I restrained my slightly trembling hands, swallowed my heart full of bitterness, and softly called the emperor's wife, and she responded without changing her face.

I fell ill again in Prince Yu's Mansion, and I heard her every move in the mansion every day, and I also knew that she was almost assassinated, but my body was weak and useless, and I had no position to speak out, so I could only linger on the sick bed all day long.

When I arrived in Yuzhou, I couldn't adapt to it. I slept very lightly every day. At night, she quietly took my pulse. I was surprised and puzzled.

Seeing me waking up, she didn't feel flustered or surprised, she just told me calmly that the former her was already dead, and she was no longer the former Liu Qianqian.

I didn't understand what she meant at the beginning, but later I saw her indifference, her coldness and determination, and her transcendent medical skills during the days and nights in Prince Yu's Mansion. A very bold idea gradually took shape in my heart.

My previous description may be wrong, until now, my heart is completely dead.

I know that she is not the former Liu Qianqian, but I know that her body is still right, and I know that she will live a good life for her, so I still leave the things I will prepare for her to her today.

In fact, when I was in Yuzhou, my health was not perfect, but I still pretended to be healthy and set out on the road as soon as possible.

The so-called real "Liu Qianqian" who was welcomed back by the Prime Minister's Mansion is as gentle and gentle as her, but I don't like her from the bottom of my heart, and I have never said a word to her.

The doctor said I was too worried, so I was sick all the way back and never got better.

The Second Emperor took great care of me, he is indeed a good brother, I also took the tonics he gave me one by one, and finally, I returned to the imperial city with this broken and incomplete body.

I was ill again for half a year, my father, mother and concubine cared for me very much, but no one came to visit me except the second brother.

Liu Xiang's "Pearl of Returning King" "Liu Qianqian" has been heard to be famous in the banquets in the palace, and her talent has spread far and wide, but there is no news of Yuzhou coming back, and I have never inquired about it.

After I got better, it coincided with the birthday of the imperial grandmother, and she was finally recalled to the imperial city.

I know it's not her, I know her name is Moshanghua now, but I still can't calm down in my heart.

I dream every day, and in my dreams I often dream of the past. She calls me in her dream and asks me why I am not playing the piano anymore. I answer, the string is broken.

When I saw her at the palace banquet, she still looked cold and indifferent, but that face was almost the same as the woman in my dream, but it was not as shy and gentle as in the dream. My heart ached again, and I didn't take another look at her.

When I was old enough, my father offered me a marriage with all the royal brothers. I was full of reluctance, but I couldn't resist the order openly, so I privately sought out Hua Qianliu who I met on the street that day.

After I went back, I stood in the cold wind for half the night, and took a cold shower on purpose. That was the first time I threatened and ordered the palace servants in my palace not to talk too much.

I fell ill as scheduled, but I deliberately procrastinated from seeing the imperial doctor. I waited until I couldn't stay, so I called the imperial doctor.

I was very ill, the imperial doctor was kneeling all over the ground, half asleep and half awake, I saw her stretching out her hand towards me, but was pulled back suddenly, and what I saw when I opened my eyes was her cold face.

With bitterness in my mouth, I begged my father to take back the imperial edict amidst the concern of my father.

I thought in my heart that if I can't live with that girl, I will be ridiculed because of my divorce in the future.

I thanked Moshanghua, she told me a long speech from the bottom of her heart, and found the reason for my long-term illness.

I felt in my heart that I moved out of the palace after I recovered from my illness. She wanted to heal me again, I only thought it would hurt the reputation of the emperor's sister-in-law, but I didn't expect that she ordered Liu Zheng to come to treat me the next day.

My knot in my heart gradually unraveled, and I also forced myself to regard Moshanghua as the real imperial concubine. I always call her imperial concubine no matter in public or privately.

The emperor's sister-in-law once found out for me that the medicine I had been taking for many years was poisoned with chronic poison. In fact, after I matured, I gradually became aware of it. It's just that I saw such a bloody royal battle when I was a child, and I also knew that the second emperor brother It's just a kind face, and I know that my poison was poisoned by the second emperor, but I don't want to fight.

My body is getting better day by day, my eyes are bright, and I don't have much dreams.

Liu Qianqian of the prime minister's mansion was found out by the emperor's wife, and she was not the real Liu Qianqian. Everything at the beginning was framed.

My already calm heart boiled again.

I almost never drink alcohol, but that night I got very drunk, my face was covered with cold tears, my eyes were swollen and sore, the majestic man was so weak, she probably didn't want to see me.

I finally entered the court and took over the case.

I tried my best to investigate the person behind the scene, but the person behind the scene was very powerful, and most of the people in the criminal department were not convinced by me, so it took a lot of time and energy to investigate the case. When I finally found out some clues and asked Mrs. Huang to identify them, what she said made me feel as if I had fallen into an ice cellar.

That's something I've been reluctant to admit.

With my strength back then, I couldn't compete with the people behind the scenes, and I couldn't seek justice from the real murderer, that is, the second brother.

Hatred grew in my heart, I promised my sister-in-law that if I wanted to help Brother Fifth sit on the Dragon Throne, there was only one request, that is to trip Brother Two together, as for the throne, I had no interest at all.

The case was quickly understood. Fortunately, the person who took her identity was punished. It's a pity that I couldn't see it in person.

The world is unpredictable, before I have time to adapt to everything in the court, my father fell ill, and next, the second brother's sudden rebellion.

I have been weak since I was a child, and I haven't practiced martial arts, so I can't help you. The fifth brother and the emperor's wife have risked their lives to protect me. I have no way to repay me. Do the throne.

I just don't know how to practice martial arts, and in dealing with political affairs, I have the help of the old ministers left by my father.

Brother Wuhuang was persecuted by the prime minister and his ministers, and sister-in-law was imprisoned in the palace by his father. I was so anxious that I told Liu Zheng that I must recover quickly at any cost.

Sure enough, Liu Zheng still has a solution, I finally took the pill he gave me, and my body recovered quickly.

The price is that the original life span of ten years is halved, so only five years of life are left.

Just as the prime minister was enthroned, he asked to resign and return to his hometown. I agreed, and he was not held accountable for his crimes. Let him go back to retire.

During my reign, I ordered all my brothers to go to the feudal domain and exchange the fief of the fifth emperor's brother and sister-in-law to Huaiyang, which is rich and prosperous. The courtiers wrote to object, and my mother and concubine also advised me not to be stubborn. After half a month of quarreling, I finally won, and I changed the fiefdom of the emperor to Huaiyang.

In the past three years, I actually kept the Sixth Brother in the imperial city quietly. He is weak-tempered, and I spent a lot of effort to train him into a man who can be made, barely enough to be an emperor.

After all, I am a selfish person. I have been in power for three years, and my health is getting worse. Liu Zheng told me that my time is numbered.

I simply feigned death and abdicated. Before I left, I quietly left a letter to my concubine, telling him that I was still alive, and I was just looking for my girl, and asked her to take care of Huaiyang.

Leaving the imperial palace where I lived for twenty years, the deep fatigue in my heart disappeared a lot. I went all the way south to Huaiyang, and met the fifth brother and the emperor's wife. I never saw it and left soon.

It's not that I don't want to, but I'm just afraid that the emperor's wife will see my abnormality.

Now, mine is on the horse going to Jiangnan.

I really want to go to the south of the Yangtze River. Maybe it's because of my obsession, or maybe it's because I want to spend less than a year of my life to see more of the rivers and rivers of the Kingdom of God.

The mountain fruits in the south of the Yangtze River are as beautiful and magnificent as the rumors, but it is a pity that they are always appreciated alone, hoping that no one can accompany them.

At this moment, light rain was pattering outside the window, so I took out my piano again, lowered my eyes and flicked it lightly.

A broken string can always be reconnected, but a dead person cannot come back, but in the future, I want to save more time for myself.

Go to yourself...to remember the past.

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Throughout his life, he didn't know that she was actually just one of Moshanghua's three souls and seven souls.