Chapter 936: Tough

Second update. \Ding\Point\Novel x).

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"Yeah." Luo Xiaoqiong nodded, "We met each other after your brother came back. It wasn't just me who was busy, he was busy too. Hey, when I had some free time, I wondered if I was responsible for making myself so tired. significance?

To be honest, I was quite envious when I saw Doudou getting married. If I stayed in the hospital, would I be able to consider getting married now? Anyway, the more I think about it, the more annoying it becomes. "

"Xiaoqiong, aren't you happy?" Chu Xia looked at her seriously, "You have to tell me the truth. We are the closest. If you can't even hide it from me, I will be really unhappy."

"It's not that I'm unhappy. Working with Director Xu, I learned a lot and became more and more comfortable in doing things. I really feel a sense of accomplishment.

But..." She bit her lip and looked at Chu Xia seriously, "But, I am often not sure whether my current life is what I want, and I often miss the days when I first met your brother.

At that time, as soon as I heard that you were going to my grandma's house, I would try every means to ask you to take me with you. I said I wanted to keep you company, but actually I just wanted to see your brother.

I have a very low self-esteem. I felt that he must look down on me, but he was still looking forward to it, so when you said you were willing to help me, I was really happy.

Every time I finished writing him a letter, I felt terribly anxious. When I picked at the window paper, I couldn't sleep all night long, because I was afraid that your brother would ignore me from now on.

It wasn't until he promised me that my heart really fell. Then, I looked forward to his letter, looking forward to seeing him and knowing that he would come to the army. I can be in one place, my mood..." Luo Xiaoqiong grabbed Chu Xia. "Can you imagine my mood? "

Chu Xia nodded: "Of course."

"But now..." Luo Xiaoqiong bit her lip, "But now we are really close. But we don't keep in touch as much as before. Let's write letters. It's not worth being so close. Let's meet in person. It's hard to catch up. When both of them have time.

When I had time, he was training, and when he had time, I went to the countryside with Director Xu. This kind of...this kind of endless busyness gave me a feeling of endless hope.

And I'm very afraid..." She bit her lip and paused for a long time before saying. "I'm very afraid that one day, our relationship will become weaker and weaker in this busyness.

I am very hesitant and conflicted now. I don’t know what to choose.

I wanted to write to you before, but I was afraid that I might worry you if I didn’t explain clearly in the letter.

When your brother and I were together, he said that I was different from before, but I feel like I haven't changed at all. Now I'm worried that your brother wants to use this excuse to break up with me. Chu Xia, you must help me. "

"How do you want me to help you?" Chu Xia looked at her seriously, "Xiaoqiong, I heard what you said. I think what you and my brother need is not my help, but your own thinking. What you want now What exactly do you want?

My brother's character is when he is unsure of his future. It is possible to break up with you for some reason, but. You have to believe that that is definitely not what he really thinks. "

"I know that's not what he really thinks. But..." Luo Xiaoqiong looked confused, "But, I wanted to say something intimate to him, but he didn't cooperate at all. Now I'm so busy, so I feel very confused. , Chu Xia, do you understand what I mean?"

"Understood." Chu Xia nodded, "You feel that my brother is alienated from you, so you feel particularly uncomfortable, and you are afraid that this will end your relationship.

And you understand in your heart why my brother did this, but you can't find an entry point into his heart and let him keep the same pace as you. Is this what you mean? "

"Yes, yes..." Luo Xiaoqiong nodded repeatedly, "Chu Xia, you are so smart. That's what I meant, but I couldn't explain it. I didn't expect you to sum it up all at once..."

"Okay, no need to put a high hat on me..." Chu Xia rolled her eyes at her, "Normally I shouldn't give you any advice, but after all, our relationship is more than just ordinary friends or relatives.

So, let me tell you my opinion. You were initially infatuated with my brother as a young girl, but later on, when the relationship became more established and the relationship became more frequent, the feeling would naturally not be the same as it was at the beginning.

Moreover, as your knowledge increases, the halo around my brother gradually fades away, and your initial infatuation with him naturally changes into a mutual appreciation between male and female friends.

This feeling is naturally lighter than infatuation, and more rational. At this time of my life, your development is getting better and better, even surpassing my brother.

Boys should have stronger self-esteem, and my brother should be no exception. Therefore, it is understandable that he hopes to make a successful career and develop well before marrying you home, right? "

"Yes, I can understand this, but..." Luo Xiaoqiong sighed, "I envy Doudou's decisiveness at critical moments. I also want to cut through the mess as quickly as she does, but I don't have her courage and determination.

In early summer, I even reflected on myself, whether my feelings for Zhao Qiliang were not deep enough, so I couldn't make such a decision. However, whenever I think about losing him, my heart aches terribly.

Hey, so now I am confused. I used to think that I was a happy and cheerful person, but I didn’t expect that I have become so mother-in-law now. I even hate myself. "

"What exactly do you want to do?" Chu Xia looked at her seriously, "How do you want me to help you? Tell me clearly. As long as I can do it, I will do my best."

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"Zhao Qiliang! Someone is looking for you in the small conference room!"

"Who is it?" Zhao Qiliang, who was sweating profusely as he ran, looked back at the little soldier who called him, "Have you seen it?"

The little soldier shook his head: "I don't know. It was the battalion commander who asked me to call you. Go quickly and don't let others wait."

"Okay, thank you." After sighing, Zhao Qiliang ran to the small conference room. As soon as he entered the door, he saw the person sitting there smiling and looking at him. He was stunned for a moment, and his eyes were filled with joy, "Chu Xia, when did you come back? ?Are my sister-in-law and brother-in-law back too?"

"We just came back today, and my parents and grandparents are also back..." Chu Xia looked at his naked hair and quickly took out a small towel and handed it over, "Brother, wipe off your sweat and don't catch a cold."

"It's okay, we train like this every day..." Zhao Qiliang smiled and pushed her hand back, "Your brother and I are thick-skinned and not so easy to get sick."

"Brother, what do you think about the matter between you and Xiaoqiong?" Chu Xia went straight to the core of the question. After asking, she kept staring into Zhao Qiliang's eyes.

"Have you gone to see her?"

"certainly."

"What did she say?"

"Brother, do you still care about what Xiaoqiong said?" Chu Xia sighed helplessly, "Your attitude makes her very painful, so I bothered me to come and talk to you. I hope to know your exact thoughts."

"What I told her is what I really think. For the time being, I will be busy with work and wait until conditions permit before getting married. If..." After a pause, Zhao Qiliang looked at his sister seriously, "If she meets the right person, I will Don’t stop me either.”

"Did you also tell Xiaoqiong this?" Chu Xia stared at her brother with wide eyes, "No wonder she is so confused. Brother, it's not like you don't know what Xiaoqiong is thinking about you. How could you say such words to hurt her?" Her heart?

It's a pity that I'm still complaining that she doesn't know what she wants. It's not her fault at all. It's all your problem, okay? If you say that, she thinks you dislike her. "

Zhao Qiliang smiled bitterly: "Now I am the only one who is not worthy of her, how could I dislike her? Xia, you should understand what I am thinking. Given the current situation, if I marry her, I will be irresponsible to her.

Also, I can feel that her feelings for him are no longer as strong as before, so I can't be so selfish. If he does something, it will really ruin her life. "

"No..." Chu Xia looked at her cousin speechlessly, "According to your statement, if Director Zhou marries Doudou, wouldn't it mean that he is irresponsible to Doudou and ruins Doudou's life?"

"It's different..." Zhao Qiliang looked at Chu Xia seriously, "Jun Doudou loves Zhou Hanliang with admiration. For her, if she doesn't get married, it will be the greatest harm."

"It is indeed like this, Zhao Qiliang, you have gone too far. When I asked you, you still didn't admit it. It must be that this is not the reason..."

Looking at Luo Xiaoqiong who came up from under the table, Zhao Qiliang's face turned red, and then he looked at Chu Xia with some resentment, "Brother, don't blame me, your problems must be solved, I think it's better to speak openly and honestly.

Otherwise, Xiaoqiong is making random guesses, and you will feel uncomfortable. You are not the kind of meandering, so why do you have to be meandering when doing things? After all, the two of us can live a better life, right? "

"Zhao Qiliang, I have always said that if you mind that I develop better than you, I can give up, but if you insist on saying otherwise, you..."

"I don't mind..." Zhao Qiliang interrupted her, "I just feel that you can live better without me, so..."

"Shut up and listen to me!" Luo Xiaoqiong rushed to him in a few steps, "If I hadn't forced Chu Xia to help me, I would have been deceived by you. Forget it, I won't care about the past. I've argued with you, now I ask you, are you willing for us and Doudou to get married together?"

"Ah?" Zhao Qiliang looked at her blankly, his mind went blank. After a while, he turned his eyes to Chu Xia, and saw that his cousin also had a look of shock...

Indeed, Chu Xia did not expect Luo Xiaoqiong to do such a brave thing. The other party just said that she should help figure out Zhao Qiliang's true thoughts, and then decide what to do next, but she did not expect that she would One step...it's actually such a big step...(To be continued...) ()