Chapter 813 Crazy Love
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Second update.
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"How can that work?" Without thinking, Zuo Hai rejected Ye Meiru's proposal, "If I leave you alone now, will I still be a human being? Moreover, if I really have the intention you said, I won't I came all the way to save you.
You can give everything for the one you love, and I can give everything for the one I love. Why do I like you so much? Because we are basically the same kind of people.
Don't worry, no matter what happens in the future, I will not regret the choice I made today. I am willing to make you happy, even if it costs my life! "
"Zuo Hai..." For a moment, Ye Meiru didn't know what to say.
"You don't need to persuade me, and you don't need to feel sorry for me. If you are willing to let me help you, if you are willing to let me accompany you in the most difficult time, I will be very, very happy.
You know, I used to look down on other people when they were in love, and I felt that I would never do something so worthless.
Now I understand that a person cannot understand what love is until he meets the person he truly likes. Compared with many people who get married because of marriage, I think I am happy.
At the very least, I have met a woman I like in my life and helped her. This is enough. Meiru, what I said are my truest thoughts. Trust me and let me stay with you all the time, okay? "
"Hey..." Ye Meiru let out a long sigh and turned her gaze outside the car, "Actually, I am a selfish person. I care more about my own thoughts and what I want to get. I have always valued others' contributions. I accept it calmly, but this time, you made me feel particularly guilty.
I grew up being pampered by my parents, and my grandparents treated me well. Even if they banish me later, even if they send me away this time, my actions have indeed touched their bottom line.
So, no matter what. I have to admit that I am a child who was pampered and grew up. However, when facing you, I know that no one has ever been so kind to me, and no one has ever pampered me like this. My family There's no way I can compare with you.
Even if I have a heart of stone, I cannot ignore what you have done. If I had met you when I first returned to China, I would have given up my obsession and developed a good relationship with you.
It's a pity..." He sighed again,
Ye Meiru looked at Zuo Hai, "It's a pity that we met at the wrong time. So, listen to me and let me go when you get to the capital. If you don't want me to feel guilty for the rest of my life, just listen to me. Since you like me, just listen to me. Okay?" "
"No!"
"Can you stop being so stubborn?"
"cannot."
"Zuo Hai!"
"Um?"
Ye Meiru felt powerless for the first time. As she said herself, she was actually a selfish person who could not easily develop feelings for a person, could not easily feel guilty towards others, and could not think about others easily. But this time, she really wanted to think about this man.
She got close to him just to use him, even though they didn't get along for a long time. She saw everything he had done, and she sincerely hoped that he could have a better future.
She knew her grandfather's temper very well. Since she planned to send her to that place, she would never let her go easily. Now, she had escaped halfway. I believe her grandfather would know the news soon, and he would definitely send someone by then. Come and get her.
After that, her fate was still sent to that place.
So, Zuo Hai, who helped her, would not only be disliked by her grandfather, but also hated by the Zuo family. She was very aware of Zuo Jiang's status in the Zuo family. If something like this happened, he might not even be a member of the Zuo family. The servants are no better.
Also, because of her, her father, who was already determined to be the head of the family, lost the right to become the head of the family. She didn't want Zuo Hai's father to end up with the same result as her own father.
To be honest, even she herself is not used to thinking about someone so much, but that's really what she thinks now, or is this true heart-for-heart?
She even considered whether to take the opportunity to knock Zuo Hai unconscious, and then do what she wanted to do.
But then she rejected her idea. With Zuo Hai's temperament, even if he was knocked unconscious by her, he would definitely look for her. If he couldn't find her, he would definitely look for Lin Chuxia or Zhou Mikang.
This is her grudge, and she wants to resolve it herself.
Although when she thought deeply, she knew that she could not blame Lin Chuxia for being where she was today, but she could not accept Lin Chuxia's happiness calmly.
I have made countless assumptions and concluded that if it were not for Lin Chuxia, she would have at least half the chance of becoming Zhou Mikang's wife. It was Lin Chuxia who completely ruined her dream. So, she can't be blamed. Her inexcusability.
"I'm very happy to be with you." After a long silence, Zuo Hai emphasized.
Ye Meiru looked at him: "What do you like about me?"
"I just like you, for no reason..." Zuo Hai hesitated and said, "Actually, when you started to approach me, I was really proud, thinking that it was my own excellence that attracted you.
However, in the process of getting along with you, your hot and cold temper gradually made me doubt my own judgment. Then, when you asked Zuo Jiang to help get closer to Lin Chuxia, I guessed the reason why you were so good to me. .
Ordinarily, I should be angry, but I actually think this is a normal thing. Not only am I not angry with you, I also feel that I should do my best to help you.
To tell you the truth, my brother and I used to have a very good relationship. From childhood to adulthood, I would always protect him wherever I could, and he would never be stingy when he could help me.
We basically never had any conflicts between brothers, but this time because he didn't help and always tried to persuade me to separate from you, he and I were on the verge of breaking up.
I know very well that he actually went to college to give me a buffer time. Although he was admitted, he had no real intention to go to school and take the exam. It was just an answer sheet to submit to the elders.
In particular, the Zuo family is now in a delicate period. We are two brothers. He is a strong supporter of my father. This is for sure. My mistakes and his departure have made my father worse.
But even so, he did not change his decision. You know, this may mean that he cannot be the head of the Zuo family, and our family will be suppressed by other families in the future.
He has had a reluctance to admit defeat since he was a child. He should have fought, but he didn't. That means that he values the relationship between us brothers more than anything else.
Although I didn't listen to him and had a very tense argument with him, I knew what he was thinking and I was very grateful to him. But it was absolutely impossible for me to leave you.
I am telling you this because I hope you understand that I am willing to do anything for you. I am very happy and honored to have such a relationship. "
"For this reason, it doesn't matter if your father and your brother lose the opportunity to be the head of the family?"
"Yes."
Ye Meiru stopped talking again.
Looking at her in the rearview mirror, Zuo Hai said: "Actually, we are all selfish people. We all only care about our own preferences and ideas. However, although the truth is clear and clear, it is impossible to correct it.
Whether you accept it or not, I just like you so much. Regardless of whether you are using me or not, I still like you so much. If you find a way to throw me away, then what I do next may make you feel even more guilty. .
So, if you really want to be good for me, then let me accompany you to accomplish what you want to accomplish. As for the future, let's see how it goes, okay? "
"Okay." Ye Meiru finally nodded and looked at the other party with a wry smile, "It's rare that I want to be a good person, but you don't appreciate it. Hey, now I feel that there is nothing wrong with my persistence. Look at you, It is my mirror, but I feel that although my persistence was right, it was not worth it."
"Yes, if you have such an idea, it means you are mature..." Zuo Hai smiled at her, "Maybe one day we can become a couple of gods and gods."
Ye Meiru smiled and turned her eyes to the outside of the car. This love was so heavy that she couldn't bear it. She threw it away, but she couldn't bear it, so she just took it one step at a time.
Maybe Zuo Hai is right, having too many worries will only make everyone suffer, so it's better to just let nature take its course.
Thinking about her feelings for Zhou Mixang, in fact, she doesn't regret her actions too much until now. She was the one who sorry for him first, and it was indeed her who went too far. Therefore, no matter how he treats her now, he should treat her as he should. of.
Or, this is the so-called bad fate...
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Ever since Huang Suai reminded Zuo Jiang about Zuo Jiang, the elders of the Zhou family and Zhao Yulan and Lin Baohe had been particularly nervous in early summer. Every day when school was over, they would rush to the school gate to greet him.
Even though they knew that Zhou Mikang had made careful arrangements and that Chu Xia was safe, they still felt uneasy.
Chu Xia herself didn't care, she believed in Zhou Mikang's ability.
Moreover, she also hopes that this matter will be settled quickly, otherwise, it will be too annoying to be involved in this and that again and again, without saying anything.
Of course, she also told Zuo Jiang about this matter. After all, Zuo Jiang was Zuo Hai's younger brother. Since they had already talked about it thoroughly before, it was not necessary to talk more thoroughly.
Besides, according to Zuo Jiang, Zuo Hai is also a kind-hearted, stubborn and extremely talented child. He just fell into Ye Meiru’s scheme and was confused. If he can be pulled back in time, he may be able to do more for the country. Maybe I can add another pillar.
Who hasn’t made mistakes when they were young? You have to give them a chance to make corrections, right?