Chapter 764 Sad

Second update.

Zhang Fengying asked why she didn't bring any luggage, and Li Xinli hesitated and didn't know how to answer. She didn't know if Chu Xia was willing to let her classmates know that she lived near the school, for fear that if she said something wrong, Chu Xia would be unhappy.

"She left her luggage at my house and will bring it over in the afternoon." Seeing Li Xinli's dilemma, Chu Xia answered for her. She lived next to the school and it was impossible to hide it, so she never thought about it. Who is hiding it? Of course, she won't take the initiative to tell others unless they ask.

Zhang Fengying nodded suddenly and looked at Li Xinli: "Then you see which bed you want. I'll put the things on it for you to occupy first." As he spoke, he picked up one of his bags and pointed to the side next to him. The lower bunk, "How about this one?"

"Then I'll trouble Sister Fengying." Li Xinli said quickly.

"What's the trouble? The one who comes first has the right to choose. That's how it should be." Zhang Fengying smiled heartily, "We will live together for more than four years. Being able to get along is better than anything else."

"Besides, if there are people who don't get along with each other when living in the dormitory..." Zhang Guiqin sighed, "I've really had enough of that feeling, and now I can be freed from it."

"Sister Guiqin and I used to live in the same dormitory. I took my mother's class, and Sister Guiqin took her mother's class. We both worked in the factory. We got along very well, and we were both willing to read, so we were always together. Together.

Others couldn't stand the way we looked, so they stopped interacting with us. It was okay at first, as long as we didn't interact with each other. But then we got older and older, and neither of us found a suitable partner. We could hear it wherever we went. The discussion between the two of us was nothing interesting anyway.

It's okay outside, you can hide and not listen, but in the dormitory you can't hide at all. Those people openly asked us how we felt when we saw other people in pairs, and whether we were stupid because of studying.

But speaking of it..." Zhang Fengying breathed a sigh of relief and laughed, "Speaking of which, we should thank those who say bad things about us. Otherwise, we can't devote all our energy to studying, and we can't be so lucky this time. Going to college. "

"I am thirty this year." Zhang Guiqin took the initiative to report her age.

"I'm twenty-seven." Zhang Fengying said.

The two of them are about the same age and appearance. In this day and age, if a girl of her age has no partner, she will be criticized by many people.

Given their age, Chu Xia and Li Xinli seemed inappropriate to comfort each other, and it was also inappropriate not to comfort each other. The two looked at each other, both at a loss.

Zhang Fengying stepped forward and hugged the two of them.

He smiled and said: "You two, please don't look like that. Sister Guiqin and I don't care anymore. Anyway, we have agreed that we will marry the right one if we find one. If we don't find one, we would rather stay single. We don't want to just find someone." It is a disservice to oneself to marry."

"Yes, yes, that's the truth." Li Xinli said quickly, "Finding someone who suits you is more important than anything else. I was talking about this to Chu Xia at that time. My parents have been quarreling all their lives. Look. I really feel that the life they lived was torture."

"Xinli, you chat with the two sisters first. You can also get to know the other roommates when they arrive. I'll go to the dormitory next to see Xiaoran." Chu Xia smiled and nodded at Zhang Guiqin and Zhang Fengying, then retreated. It was really inconvenient for her to stay in when she went out.

When we met for the first time, everyone was not familiar with each other, so we couldn't say much. Furthermore, as she was eighteen years old and married, it was really inconvenient for her to discuss the topic of finding a partner with everyone.

But don't speak. It's not appropriate. Just speak. When one day people know who she married, they will still say that her back hurts when she stands and talks. Then she should simply hide.

As for whether people like her or not, that is not a question she considers at all. She has never wanted everyone to like her, and she has never thought that friendship can only be achieved through tolerance.

If they get along, they will get along, if they don't get along, they will break up. The principles of friendship and love are the same.

Lin Xiaoran was sitting on the bed in a daze. When she saw Chu Xia coming in, she smiled at her: "Where's that?"

"Still in 205." Chu Xia sat next to her and looked her up and down, "What happened during this time? Judging from your behavior, I feel that you are not the Lin Xiaoran I know at all. You just acted in front of Li Xinli I'm too embarrassed to ask anything in person, so if it's convenient, just chat with me and don't keep it to yourself."

"Xiaojing..." Lin Xiaoran bit her lip hard, "Xiaojing is gone."

Chu Xia said smoothly: "Where have you gone?"

"Heaven."

"Ah?" Chu Xia jumped up in shock, "You... you..."

"What I said is true." Lin Xiaoran's voice choked up, "I won't make fun of Xiaojing."

"How... left?" Chu Xia almost squeezed these words out from between her teeth. She never imagined that such a healthy and vivid life would disappear like this.

"Save people..." Lin Xiaoran sniffed, "Didn't she go home during the Chinese New Year? The children in the village secretly went skating in the river without telling the adults. Some of them fell into the ice cave. She happened to pass by. The child They all rescued her, and she... left on her own."

Chu Xia patted Lin Xiaoran on the shoulder and remained silent. There was no comfort in this kind of thing, and there was no way to comfort her. Moreover, she felt quite sad.

To her, Qu Xiaojing was actually like a transparent person, following Lin Xiaoran all the time, turning a blind eye to her and the other team members.

But even so, how could she not be sad after we had lived together for such a long time, at the same age, and left in such a way?

"I was sorting through her belongings and found her diary..." Lin Mengran bit her lip for a long time before continuing, "I always thought she was a quiet girl. Only after reading her diary did I realize that I was wrong. .

She envies your laughter and laughter together, her unbridled joking, her shoulder-to-shoulder friendship, her eating together, going out together, being punished and being disciplined together...

Every line of her words was filled with longing for friendship and longing for excitement. I suddenly understood that since I was a child, I had only seen her following me quietly, but I ignored her indifference when she looked at the excitement... …”

"I understand." Chu Xia hugged her and patted her hard, "I have admired your character before. If you are willing, we will be good friends in the future."

"It's necessary." Lin Mengran smiled at her, but tears rolled down her eyes, "If I had understood earlier, she would not have regrets. I always thought that I was very individual like that, but I didn't expect that it was deprivation. Gave her too much fun..."

Chu Xia interrupted her: "Don't blame yourself, she will feel sorry for you."

"You are so smart, you all know that she will love me..." Lin Mengran sniffed, "Yes, in this world, the person who loves me the most is actually her, even more than my parents."

"Hey!" Chu Xia sighed again, "Even if you want to live for yourself and her, don't force yourself to laugh. When you are unhappy, you are unhappy. When you are happy, you are happy. I think this is who she is. What I would rather see.”

Taking a long breath, Lin Mengran nodded: "Okay, I listen to you. In fact, growing up, I really don't have a single friend. Ever since I was a child, I have been quite competitive.

And..." After a pause, she continued, "Our Lin family is different from other families. Other families pass it down from male to female. Our family passes it down from female to male. Of course, now it is passed down from male to female. However, the head of the family You have to choose among the girls.

My eldest sister is less talented than me, but she is more popular than me. To put it bluntly, she is better at pretending than me. What I hate the most is that she does one thing in front of me and does another behind her back, but unfortunately, everyone does her thing.

Therefore, I don't bother to talk to anyone who has a good relationship with her. As a result, until now, except for my grandfather, everyone else, including my parents, likes my sister more than me.

I know you are all curious about why I studied medicine. In fact, I just wanted to hide away and have some leisure time. At first, my family didn’t approve of it. Later, it was my grandpa who saw that I was unhappy at home, so he gave me the green light. , specially approved Xiaojing to accompany me.

After Xiaojing's accident, neither my father nor my mother agreed that I should continue to study medicine. It was me who insisted on coming out. If I stayed at home, I would really go crazy.

Xiaojing was still with me before, but now, the number of people in the entire Lin family who like me can be counted with one slap. If I live under my sister's hypocrisy every day, my life will really be short-lived. "

This is really something that every family has a hard time reciting. Chu Xia has always been a little curious about Lin Mengran. Now it seems that this guy is not having an easy life. Hey, life, how many people can really get what they want? Already?

"Do you want to be the head of the Lin family?" Chu Xia asked.

"I don't want to." Lin Mengran shook her head, "My personality is not suitable, I know this very well, but..." She looked confused, "My sister is not suitable either, she is too small-minded.

But my aunt, second aunt, and uncle all gave birth to boys, and the rules cannot be changed, so basically..." She tore her hair again, "I don't know what to do. "

"Who is the current head of your family?" Chu Xia asked.

"My grandma."

"In other words, the next one is passed on to your mother, right?"

"Yes." Lin Xiaoran nodded and immediately understood what Chu Xia meant, "You want to say that my mother will be the head of the family for many years anyway, so I don't need to worry about it, right?"

Chu Xia said matter-of-factly: "Yes, it will take at least twenty years, right? What do you have to worry about?"

Lin Mengran smiled bitterly: "If this is the case, I really have nothing to worry about. Unfortunately, the Lin family has rules. When the new head of the family takes office, the next head of the family must be elected.

My mother will take office in September next year, which means that by September next year at the latest, my sister and I must decide who will be the next head of the family.

The head of the family is responsible for the development of the entire family. To be honest, this is not what I like, but I don't want to destroy the Lin family under my sister's hands. "rs()