Chapter 438: Everyone Has Friends

One more.

Hearing that Chu Xia was fine, Ye Meiru's expression suddenly faded. She still has a lot of problems, so how could she care about Rao Ying's life? He lazily leaned back in his chair and sighed: "Do you think I can still help you now?"

Rao Ying was taken aback, and quickly slid down from the chair, half squatting in front of Ye Meiru, holding her hand tightly, looking up at her: "Meiru, if you don't help me, who else can help me?" ?”

Ye Meiru sighed heavily: "Xiaoying, just before you came, Zhou Mikang just came to see my grandfather, and he told me himself that he never loved me.

The relationship between me and him is not even better than that of a stranger. If I don't intercede for you, or if he can let you go, if I really open my mouth, your ending will be even worse.

Of course, if you insist that I go to him to intercede, I will do as you say, but, will the consequences really be what you want? "

"You... What you said is true?" Rao Ying looked at her incredulously, "You have encountered so many things now, and he still said that? I remember, didn't he ask you not to marry him back then? Now what? Will it become like this?"

"Back then?" Ye Meiru chuckled, "Back then we were all young and didn't understand what love was, so the words back then were unhearable, and these are what he said."

"Meiru..." Rao Ying held Ye Meiru's hand with a sad expression on her face, "I always thought that Zhou Mikang married Lin Chuxia on purpose because he didn't forgive you for betraying him back then, but now it seems that the man They are all fucking visual animals. What love? Bullshit! All they want is younger and more beautiful. All explanations are just to cover up their shameless behavior!"

"I'm not as beautiful as Lin Chuxia?" Ye Meiru touched her cheek with her fingers. "Xiaoying, am I really not as beautiful as Lin Chuxia?"

"In my eyes, of course you are prettier than her, but in the eyes of men, it's not necessarily the case. Don't men like the look of a vixen? I don't care about your connotation!"

"Yes, I admit that." Ye Meiru patted Rao Ying's hand, "We are both miserable, Qiao Gang treated you like that, and Zhou Mikang treated me like this. It's really difficult for sisters and sisters."

Rao Ying snorted coldly: "I admit that my life is hard. After all, our family's conditions are there. The main reason why Qiao Gang and I are together is profit, but you and Zhou Mikang grew up together, and they are childhood sweethearts. Lover, how can he be so ruthless?"

"It's all the same." Ye Meiru smiled bitterly, "Zhou Mikang said that I should reflect on myself, whether I am worthy of Huang Xinlong, I want to ask him. If Huang Xinlong is not disfigured,

Will you really treat me so desperately?

Everyone said that Huang Xinlong's death was caused by me, shit! He just couldn't find the goal and direction of life, and he didn't have the courage to live. And I happened to be an excuse for him to destroy himself.

He did that on purpose. He just wanted to establish a loyal image for himself, and let me live in humiliation for the rest of my life. He is simply taking revenge on me! "

Speaking of the latter, Ye Meiru was a little hysterical.

These days. She kept thinking back and forth about the time when she and Huang Xinlong were together, and in the end, she concluded that Huang Xinlong's death was simply using her to perfect himself.

Thinking so, she didn't have the courage to tell anyone, including her mother. Now in front of Rao Ying, she finally couldn't control herself and said what was in her heart.

After being stunned for a long time, Rao Ying looked at her with some disapproval in her eyes: "Mei Ru, just say this in front of me, don't say that in front of others.

As a bystander, I can clearly see Huang Xinlong's obsession with you, otherwise, it would be impossible for him to do so much for you knowing that he is not valued in Huang's family.

You should know, if it's just to find a beautiful woman as a wife, the Huang family has plenty of ways, but why has he been single for so many years?

Meiru, I know that you don't feel what he does because you don't have him in your heart, but you really can't deny his infatuation for you. "

Rao Ying's words made Ye Meiru angry at first, but after she listened patiently, she had to admit that what Rao Ying said was reasonable, but if so, why did he commit suicide?

It's not that he doesn't understand that his suicide will put her in a situation beyond redemption. The good men in the circle will never marry her again and leave her alone from now on. She can't stand it, both psychologically and physically. No, but she can't bear to marry a man from an ordinary family.

Then, the only way is to stay away from the place of right and wrong, out of sight, out of mind, out of ear, out of ear, out of mind.

Grandpa once proposed to send her to live in a city that no one knew, but she refused. She has seen the rich and colorful life abroad, and she has no interest in going to a strange place and living a miserable life. This is why she insisted on going. Exotic root cause.

Since it is impossible for her to live a regular life, why can't she live the colorful life she wants? In the past, she wanted to come back because she still thought about Zhou Mikang and wanted to get him again, but now she has understood that no matter how hard she tried, he would never be with her again.

However, no matter what, Rao Ying's willingness to tell her these things at least means that she sincerely regards her as a friend. At this age, she can still tell the difference, and she unconsciously feels strange about her previous attitude towards Rao Ying. Feeling a little guilty, she sat up straight: "Xiaoying, thank you, I know you are doing it for my own good, thank you."

A wry smile appeared on Rao Ying's lips: "We are best friends, the so-called loyal words are harsh, if I don't say it, who else will tell you?"

"Yes, but what I don't understand now is, if he is really obsessed with me, why did he do that? He just ruined his face, not his brain. It's impossible for him not to know that his actions will push me into the abyss of."

After thinking for a while, Rao Ying said: "He loves you so deeply, but in the end he finds that no matter what he does, you won't appreciate it at all. If you go to extremes all of a sudden, you won't think so much."

"I think he loves his sister even more." Ye Meiru smiled ironically, "If it wasn't for his sister's involvement, he probably wouldn't have come to that point."

"You mean Huang Su'ai?" Rao Ying's expression turned serious, "Mei Ru, you can't offend Huang Su'ai if you offend anyone. Before you can ensure that you can leave the country, don't have any more conflicts with her."

"I understand, it's clear who can mess with me and who can't mess with me." Ye Meiru's lips curled up into a smile, "You reminded me that it's good to bring trouble to the east."

"You're thinking?"

"Yes, since no matter how hard I try, it's in vain, so let him deal with his own headaches. Didn't he say he loves his wife? Just in time, let me verify for him how much he loves his wife."

"Huang Su'ai is not so easy to be fooled."

"Whether or not I will be fooled is one thing, but whether I will do it or not is another matter, Xiaoying, thank you, I am in a much better mood now, really." Ye Meiru patted Rao Ying on the shoulder, "This is also a disguised form." Help you."

Rao Ying looked at her apologetically: "It's because I didn't think carefully. If I had known that the relationship between you and Zhou Mikang had become what it is now, I wouldn't have made it difficult for you. But Meiru, what you do is the most important thing. , let yourself live better in the future, don't let yourself fall into a more passive position."

"I know..." Ye Meiru suddenly covered her mouth and frowned.

"What's wrong?" Rao Ying looked at her worriedly.

"It's a bit disgusting..." Ye Meiru said, her face suddenly became serious, "Xiaoying, I'm probably pregnant."

"Hua...pregnant?" Rao Ying jumped up in shock, "Huang...Huang Xinlong's?"

"Who else could it be except his?" Ye Meiru frowned tightly, "It's really not the right time to come."

"Do you want to be born or?"

"I don't know." Ye Meiru shook her head, "I broke up with Luis because I haven't been able to get pregnant with him for two years. The doctor said that my chances of getting pregnant are very low. Huang Xinlong and I only had three times, and we were all asking for something. He won the bid in the end, do you mean irony or not?"

Rao Ying said: "Let's check it, maybe it's not."

"My period has been delayed for ten days. I have never had a history of nausea for no reason. Do you think there is any other possibility?"

Rao Ying remained silent, she didn't know what to say.

"If it was easy for me to get pregnant, I wouldn't even think about this child, but now..." Ye Meiru turned her gaze out of the window, "I'm very conflicted, I'm afraid that if I don't want him, I may never have the chance to be a mother again gone."

"If it were you, what would you do?"

"Me?" Rao Ying shook her head, "This kind of assumption cannot be made, because I am not you, and our personalities are different, so my answer may not satisfy you."

"tell me the story."

"If it were me, I would." Rao Ying looked at her seriously, "It is legal to give birth to him, and no one will laugh at you. If you don't give birth to him, if you can't be a mother again, it will be irreparable for the rest of your life. sorry.

A man is replaceable, but a child is your only one. He is the flesh that fell from your body, and your blood flows through his body. He will always have only one biological mother. "

"If he was born, he would have to face a lot of criticism with me." Ye Meiru smiled wryly, "You don't know my reputation. As my child, you have to bear it with me. This is what he would like to bear." Is it?"

After hesitating for a while, Rao Ying said: "You should listen to the opinions of the elders. If you really want to give birth, you can't do it without their help. As for other things, I suggest you make another plan."

"Okay, I'll tell my grandparents and parents in a while, and see what they want to do." Ye Meiru sighed, "Maybe in the eyes of others, we are all bad women, but we are just fighting for what belongs to us , is there something wrong?"