Chapter 3123: One Year, One Year of Longing (2)

Fang Chixia made Tong Yan very depressed at this moment. She held her head with her hands, which was aching, and her body fell crookedly on her. Tong Yan wanted to let herself sleep for a while, but as soon as she closed her eyes, Shi Jinyang's face automatically appeared in her mind again.

Fang Chixia beside her held her tightly, like a drowning person clinging to a life-saving straw, and she was still calling Shi Jinyang's name after falling asleep.

She seemed to want to sneak into the dream to remind Shi Jinyang about Xiaoyi. She was very nervous after falling asleep.

She made Tong Yan feel distressed. She put her arms around her, patted her back gently, and comforted her softly, "It's okay, Xiaoyi is at home! It's okay at the Luo family, Uncle Xichen and Aunt Zhixing are taking care of it, it's okay!"

Her voice was very gentle, and she probably had never been so gentle to anyone since she was a child.

Fang Chixia seemed to hear her voice, and her tense nerves slowly relaxed.

She seemed to fall asleep again, and her breathing was clear and shallow.

Tong Yan wanted to force herself to sleep, but she failed after trying several times.

Her eyes suddenly opened, and she stared blankly at the dark night above her head for a long time, and she was a little absent-minded.

Once, she thought that time could make her forget everything.

However, after five years, she realized that all her thoughts were too naive.

She didn't think that she loved Shi Jinyang so much that she couldn't help herself and couldn't live without him.

However, she never expected that after so many years, every time she thought of him, her heart still hurt like someone stabbed her.

Sometimes, she felt stupid.

She suffered for so many years, what did he do?

What was there for her to miss so much about a man who never said he liked her and even had other women in his heart after so many years?

After six years in Paris, she has read a lot of books, but Tong Yan feels that her IQ is getting lower and lower...

She also wants to live a carefree life like she appears to be, and live in disdain for him.

However, every night when someone mentions his name in her ear, she still feels heartbroken.

It's ironic to think about it, from the age of nineteen to twenty-five, all the youth of a girl!

Such precious years, she spent all of them on a one-sided love...

Tong Yan looked up and stared at the twinkling starry sky above her head for a long time, her eyes slightly sore.

Her head hurt so much that she couldn't sleep.

Sitting on the terrace with Fang Chixia, she stared at the sky with her eyes open all night, and left the room very early the next day.

After a sleepless night, her eye bags were very dark, but she was full of energy.

She was a little surprised by Qing Yafeng.

"Dad, good morning. Let's go cycling together later? The weather is great today, it's a good time to go out for a walk!" Tong Yan greeted him and went to the garden to push the bicycle before him.

Qing Yafeng's eyes followed her figure, and he was a little doubtful whether he saw it wrongly.

It's only six o'clock!

So energetic?

Did you take stimulants last night?

Tong Yan had already gone out on a bicycle before him.

She rode very slowly, and leisurely admired the scenery while walking.

In Qing Yafeng's eyes, she looked like a flash of surprise.