Chapter 1049 I Regret It
Lan Ya was shocked again, her expression flustered.
Helian Weiwei asked calmly, "If she really came, why didn't you see her?"
Immediately, Shen Zhendong was speechless, because even he himself didn't know why he couldn't see her when he clearly felt the trace of her presence.
"Actually, why is Mr. Shen wasting time on Lan Ya?" Seeing him lost in thought, Helian Weiwei continued with a chuckle, "I've heard from Lan Ya and seen reports that you should already be ready to pursue someone else. Alright, since that's the case, wouldn't it be good for the two to break up peacefully?"
Shen Zhendong didn't speak any more.
In fact, Lan Ya knew exactly what he was thinking.
Probably still worried.
After all, she was only asking him if he wanted to separate because of that person.
He kicked her out of the house.
It was raining that day, and it was extremely cold when the water droplets hit my body.
She didn't cry.
The fever reached 39 degrees the next day, and I was alone in the hospital with a quilt wrapped up in drips.
Through the window, he and she could still be seen walking together in white coats.
Thinking about it carefully, it was at that time that she seriously considered breaking up.
Who knew that after he recovered from his illness and his mood stabilized, he wanted to have a good talk with him, but because he couldn't accept that scene, he got into a car accident.
He was probably worried that she would endanger his relationship with Xiao Ziqiu. After all, she used tricks to get him.
In his mind, she had long since become a person who would destroy other people's feelings for her own sake.
Actually he didn't understand.
Her pride may bow her head because of love.
But she won't destroy anyone's feelings.
She said from the very beginning that if he meets someone he likes, she will set him free.
He didn't give her such a little credibility.
It can be seen how miserable she has lived these three years.
Lan Ya didn't know why she was crying.
Probably the grievances accumulated over the years have reached a certain level.
She couldn't take it anymore.
For three years, she had thrown away her self-esteem in exchange for the time he stayed by her side.
Because she was too afraid of losing.
She thought she was going to get something, even a little gratitude.
However, in the end, all she got besides disgust was the love she was about to run out of.
No one knew how she felt when she curled up in the hospital that day, watching the bottle of penicillin flow into her blood vessels.
She was in pain, and her internal organs seemed to have been emptied.
She thought that if she was asked to choose again, she would not say that she liked him like that again, and when she realized her own thoughts, she would stay away from him.
It's just that there has never been a regret medicine in this world that allows people to make choices.
Lan Ya was somewhat fortunate that God let her have this car accident.
If it wasn't for this car accident, she might not have realized how insignificant she was to him.
He has never been a person who doesn't like to take pictures.
But there is a group photo of the campus in the book.
There are many people in the group photo, including Xiao Ziqiu, but the location is far away.
At that time, nothing happened to the Shen family.
Even after graduation, he would put his arms around his shoulders to show the intimacy of his buddies.
Should I say I'm stupid?
At that time, she didn't realize that maybe he already had someone he liked.
I am the most heinous person, if not for that contract, maybe they would have been together long ago.
She was indeed jealous of Xiao Ziqiu in the earliest days, that woman had everything she didn't have.
Such as being gentle, such as being considerate, or being coquettish.
And she is younger than Shen Zhendong.
The most important thing is that when Shen Zhendong faced Xiao Ziqiu, even his eyebrows and eyes were crooked.
That was a completely different kind of tenderness from when facing her.
Thinking about it carefully, even when he wanted her, he was extremely fierce.
She didn't even dare to make him angry, because the relationship was destined to be unequal from the beginning.
If it was Xiao Ziqiu, he would be very patient.
After seeing the photo, she figured this out.
She wants to pay it back, one way or another.
But at that time, she found that she couldn't get out of the room. At first, she wanted to call her eldest brother, but for some reason, she found that the phone in the room could only be answered but not made.
She had no choice but to get in touch with her family through the Internet, but it still didn't work.
It wasn't until she visited a Taobao shop and saw the shopkeeper himself that she realized that she had become a ray of soul.
The most ridiculous thing is that she turned into such a state, and because of her obsession, she couldn't leave.
"I regret."
Lan Ya, who was never willing to say these four words, smiled suddenly, and tears rolled down her cheeks.
Helian Weiwei glanced at Lan Ya behind her, turned her head, and looked at Shen Zhendong again: "Has Mr. Shen ever thought that one day Lan Ya will regret it?"
Shen Zhendong's eyes trembled: "Regret?"
"That's right." Helian Weiwei's eyes were clear: "I told me personally that she regretted being with you back then. If she had to choose again, she would still give you all her savings. But she will go abroad at that time, just do what a friend should do, and will not put all her mind on you, and just make friends with you, so that when you meet again, you have someone you like, and she also has someone she likes People, just like when you two were together when you were young, she said that she was older than you, and at the beginning, she just wanted to take care of you. When you were the youngest, you should be smaller than her. Every time you go In school, if the seniors want to bully you, she will stand in front of you. In fact, this feeling has not changed no matter when you grow up or when you were young, and you don't need to make her think so completely. , this time she has really retreated to the position she should have retreated to. If she has a chance to meet again in the future, she will treat you as the original younger brother. Believe it or not, it is no longer important to her."
Hearing this, Shen Zhendong's hand suddenly supported the wall on one side.
In the past three years, they have quarreled countless times.
When he was unhappy, when he saw her standing there, what surged out was unbearable.
Yeah, he's well aware that she wouldn't have tolerated herself that much if she hadn't grown up together.
That person, whom he knew best, would often confuse feelings.
To be honest, she didn't like his proximity at all.
If you really like it, how could you not like his closeness.
But it doesn't matter, anyway, he doesn't like girls like her.
Obviously we can be together for a long time, with the attitude of relatives.
He thought that she would stand by his side to comfort him when he was saddest.
The funny thing is, she did give him what he wanted most, but in that way.