Chapter 127 Keep Him in Your Heart!
Lin Huayin's unusual attitude caught Xiao Zheng off guard, and even normal logic began to become lacking. He didn't understand why Lin Huayin could accept himself who was full of sins. Apart from the initial shock and panic, Lin Huayin didn't take her past seriously at all. This was too incredible for Xiao Zheng. He had to re-evaluate Lin Huayin.
What kind of woman is she?
"Is there any more beer?" Lin Huayin put down the empty glass and asked with her eyes raised.
"Yes." Xiao Zheng got up to get the beer, but when he came back, he found that Lin Huayin was adjusting her breathing in a very cute way. It seems that her mind is not as calm as it seems.
"The wine is here." Xiao Zheng greeted in advance.
Lin Huayin returned to her original appearance, nodded indifferently, and took the beer.
After Xiao Zheng sat down, a meaningful smile jumped out of his eyes, pursed his lips and asked: "Are you afraid?"
"What are you afraid of?" Lin Huayin took a sip of beer, quite a bit of alcohol to numb herself.
"Afraid of me." Xiao Zheng smiled.
For a murderer like himself, except for a female devil like Tina, even Bai Yujiao can't be completely fearless, right?
Hearing this, Lin Huayin did not answer directly, but continued to drink a few sips of beer, then slowly put down the glass, stared at Xiao Zheng, and asked: "If I hurt you, will you kill me?"
Xiao Zheng was slightly startled, and his eyes slid across Lin Huayin's belly involuntarily: "Even if you want to kill me, I won't resist."
"Then why should I be afraid of you?" Lin Huayin said lightly. "You have killed people, but you did it for your brothers and Lin Xiaozhu, not for yourself. What do you think is worth my fear?"
Xiao Zheng's eyes flashed with subtle throbbing, and the corners of his lips trembled.
This is the first time that Xiao Zheng feels that he has integrated into the world of ordinary people since returning to China. Even if it is very limited and cannot be expanded infinitely. But for him, it is already a great encouragement.
"Although I am not afraid of you, I hope you will not do this kind of thing again in the future." Lin Huayin tried to calm herself down and said word by word. "This is not the life Xiaozhu and I yearn for, nor is it the life we would like."
Xiao Zheng nodded: "I understand."
"Really understand?" Lin Huayin stared at Xiao Zheng meticulously. "You killed people, not chickens and ducks, not cats and dogs, but living people."
Even if the person you killed was extremely evil and the law cannot tolerate it, you should not do it!
"I really understand." Xiao Zheng smiled and nodded. "I yearn for a peaceful life more than anyone else."
This is the truth, and it is also what Xiao Zheng said from the bottom of his heart. Otherwise, he would not abandon his brothers and sisters overseas and return to Mingzhu alone to live a life without three meals a day, without dignity and personality. For, just to find a quiet and peaceful life.
"Yeah." Lin Huayin nodded gently and stood up. "I'm full."
After that, without waiting for Xiao Zheng's response, he went straight to the second floor.
Click.
When Lin Huayin returned to the room and closed the door, her body seemed to be hollowed out and she leaned softly against the door.
Yes.
She was terrified!
The man who just had hot pot and chatted with her was a man with blood on his hands!
He had ruthlessly deprived others of their lives. Even if there were thousands of reasons, it was not understood in Lin Huayin's sound three views!
But she understood!
She was afraid of his past,
but she accepted his present!
She would try to forget Xiao Zheng's terrible past, accept him now, and welcome him in the future.
Why did she do this? Why didn't she even want to show the most basic fear and uneasiness in front of Xiao Zheng?
She asked herself, is such a man someone she can live with?
The minute Xiao Zheng went to get beer, she figured it out and agreed with him.
Yes. She was selfish, and for herself, she threw away years of morality and concepts. Because of Xiao Zheng's appearance, he filled the gap in her father's heart and gave her an unhealthy psychological dependence. Once upon a time, she believed that her father could do anything for her, including killing and arson. But her father destroyed the family with his own hands for a woman. It also destroyed all her admiration for her father.
She became strong and independent, but deep in her heart, she lacked a kind of dependence. A dependence that she enjoyed in her childhood.
Now, Xiao Zheng gave her this dependence. Even if it was dangerous, even in the eyes of the rational Lin Huayin, it was purely walking on a tightrope, but she didn't want to let go, nor did she intend to let Xiao Zheng go.
In this world, how many people can kill and set fire for themselves, become the target of public criticism, and become the sinner of all living beings? Xiao Zheng can, and he did it.
If a man can kill for you, even if he is condemned by the whole world, you must be willing to accept him and understand him. Even if this process is scary and dangerous - there is nothing to fear.
This is Lin Huayin's current state of mind, and it is also the reason why she tries not to let her reaction hurt Xiao Zheng. She minds Xiao Zheng killing people, and even rejects it. But she doesn't hate everything Xiao Zheng has done for her at all.
Selfish?
No one has ever thought that Lin Huayin should be generous enough to care about the world. Who is not selfish? Which woman can distinguish between public and private?
She just enjoys this dependence, and she is willing to bear it even if she is afraid.
She just didn't want to let Xiao Zheng go. Even if she was uneasy, she was not afraid of the challenge.
Who stipulated that the man around me, Lin Huayin, must be talented, have a good family background, and be a modest gentleman?
I want to find a criminal man who has been in the underworld and has blood on his hands! Who can offend the Han family for me? Who dares to kill for my sister?
He has done much more than you! Lin Chaotian!
The family changes in her childhood have made Lin Huayin look healthy, but in fact she is extreme and withdrawn. In the past, she had the three views influenced by society like all normal women. But at certain moments, her rebellious nature will turn her into a woman who wants to do what others dare not do. Perhaps it is this kind of character that has made Lin Huayin the most admired and worshipped iceberg goddess in Xinao.
Lin Huayin, who was confused, didn't know that ordinary getting along did not make any impression on Xiao Zheng. Even if she was very likely pregnant with Xiao Zheng's child, she couldn't change her strong character. Instead, after learning about Xiao Zheng's past and knowing that she killed for Lin Xiaozhu. Her surging emotions surged out, and she had a rebellious mentality of being afraid of Xiao Zheng and unwilling to let him go.
But how could she know that love and hate are just a matter of thought. No matter love or hate, the first thing to do is to keep the other person in your heart.
Tonight, Lin Huayin finally opened her heart and quietly put the man who obviously had no possibility with her into her heart.
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