Chapter 2038 Wait Together
Shen Fanxing frowned.
Li Ting's deep gaze fell on her face, and he pulled his lips.
"You should understand very well that I will not hurt him."
She should understand very well...
She should understand very well that as the father of the child, he will not hurt him.
Shen Fanxing raised his eyes, with obvious precautions, "Did you ever think about hurting Ye Qingqiu?"
Li Ting's deep chest suddenly trembled.
Shen Fanxing didn't want to gossip about other people's past, nor did he want to meddle in other people's private affairs.
But Linlin dragged her to not stand by and watch him.
She just inquired about how exciting things were, and too many people mentioned it, so it was easy to find out.
In addition, Bao Jingchuan beside him was one of the parties involved back then!
Her eyes are bright, and her wanton aura can easily make people feel oppressed.
"In order to go out and spend the Mid-Autumn Festival with Ye Qingqiu, I have endured the fever until now, and kept silent, for fear that something would happen to me because of my illness. Do you know who caused all this?"
Li Tingshen's hands in his pockets were tightly clenched, and his thin lips were tightly pressed together. Shen Fanxing could see his tense face and body.
But she had to make it clear that Linlin was still a child.
"You think you won't hurt, but the hurt has already happened. How can people trust you, Li Tingshen?"
Li Tingshen's whole body was like a tight bowstring, which might break at any moment.
"The deepest hurt in this world is often caused by the person you love the most. If there is a deeper hurt, it is when people who love each other fight with love."
"And that child was born on the battlefield where you fought each other. The injury has long been there. For him, you are not worthy of forgiveness. Don't hurt them with your self-righteous love. If you can't do it, leave them Stay away!"
Shen Fanxing's voice was calm and cold, with serious responsibility and heaviness.
After a long time, the man like a sculpture rolled his Adam's apple a few times, and spoke two words that were extremely hoarse.
"Won't……"
won't what?
Won't hurt them again?
If there are less than ten words in a sentence, he can only spit out two words.
Shen Fanxing looked at the thick emotions in his eyes that were about to overflow, and forced himself to look away indifferently.
"Better."
Bao Jingchuan held her tightly in his arms, and glanced at him lightly.
"Your sister-in-law is right."
Li Tingshen: "..."
It was not until Bao Jingchuan took Shen Fanxing away for a long time that Li Tingshen moved his stiff body, walked slowly to the door of the ward, raised his hand and slowly put on the doorknob, and then there was another long silence.
He never thought that there would be a child between her and him, now or in the future.
If she has been unwilling, he will not force her.
As long as she's by his side, it's fine.
child……
Ye Qingqiu actually gave birth to a child for him.
The doorknob creaked as he gripped it tightly.
After a long time, there was a "click", and the door of the ward was slowly opened.
From a gap gradually expanded to the width of a person.
There was a nurse guarding the hospital bed, and when he saw him, he was puzzled and guarded.
"Sir, you are..."
Li Ting's deep gaze was firmly placed in the middle of the wide and soft mattress, where the small body was lying there quietly.
For the first time in his life, Li Tingshen didn't know how to answer the question just now.
who is he……
He didn't have the qualifications and courage to say those two words.
Approaching the hospital bed, the moment his eyes touched the child's sleeping face, his heart paused for half a second, followed by a beating as heavy as a drum.
No wonder Ye Qingqiu tried his best to hide him.
No wonder Shen Fanxing was so calm just now.
It is impossible for him to remain unaware of the existence of this child for the rest of his life.
Whenever we meet, the answer is self-evident.
"Are you the child's father?" The nurse at the side laughed softly:
"Baby and you are just printed out of the same mold."
Li Tingshen didn't speak.
in this way.
He stood by the bed and watched Lin Lin for a long time.
The eyebrows and the nose are all his appearance.
Stretching out his hand slowly towards Lin Lin's forehead.
His forehead was still hot, and his red face was covered with a layer of sweat.
The big hand with well-defined bones almost wanted to wrap the small face in the palm.
son.
The fingertips lightly touched Linlin's slightly frowning brows, perhaps the coolness of the fingertips relieved the discomfort that had been burning, and the frowning brows gradually eased.
The palm finally landed on the top of the child's hair, looking at his gradually peaceful sleeping face, Li Ting's deep eyes were filled with a layer of gentleness that he hadn't noticed.
Li Tingshen has been maintaining a posture, standing in front of the bed for a long time.
The nurse behind him waited for a long time, and finally couldn't help but walked up to him, looked at the sleeping child, and breathed a sigh of relief.
"Sir, the baby's fever is coming down, I have to help him change his sweaty clothes, look..."
Li Tingshen curled his fingers slightly, his eyes locked on the face of the child in front of him, his voice was low and hoarse.
"I come."
The nurse froze for a moment, then nodded quickly.
She found the clothes and instructed Li Tingshen to undress the child.
At the beginning, the movements were very unfamiliar, because they were too cautious because they were afraid of disturbing the children, but they became proficient immediately.
Seeing that it was almost the same, she called another basin of hot water, washed the towel and planned to wipe the child's body. Li Tingshen stood aside and watched for a while, then brought the towel over, and bent over to wipe the child's body.
The slightly older nurse watched from the side with a smile, "I haven't seen a few fathers who do everything like you. These things are either grandma or mother's business."
Especially for such a dignified and handsome man, he really can't be judged by his appearance.
Li Ting was expressionless. After wiping his body, he picked up the clean clothes and carefully put them on the child. During the process, he needed to hug Lin Lin, flatten the clothes on his back, and turn them over several times. Lin Lin lay in a daze There was a whimper on his shoulder.
Li Tingshen froze suddenly, and felt a small hand reaching out to grab the collar of his chest.
"Mother……"
The immature voice of a child rang in his ears, and that babbled and instinctive babble made Li Tingshen feel unexplainable palpitations in his heart.
After tidying up the clothes, Li Tingshen put Linlin back on the bed, and the child seemed to have fallen asleep again.
It's just that those hands have been holding onto his collar without letting go.
Li Tingshen didn't move, and kept this awkward and uncomfortable posture.
Without saying anything, he couldn't even see the child's expression, but he could feel the helplessness and lack of security that came from the child's heart.
Gently pressing his forehead against Lin Lin's, Li Ting's throat was slightly choked.
Shen Fanxing was right, the damage had already happened.
*
When Bao Jingchuan came back with Shen Fanxing, Li Tingshen was waiting at the door.
Seeing them, Li Tingshen only said a few words.
"What's his name?"
Shen Fanxing looked indifferent, but his heart felt sad because of the question that came out of his mouth.
"Prompt."
Li Ting's dark eyes moved down slightly, and fell on the gap between the tiles in front of him, calm and deep.
"Thanks."
"Li Tingshen."
The moment he lifted his foot to pass them, Shen Fanxing suddenly stopped him.
Li Tingshen stopped, turned his back to her, and before she spoke, said lightly:
"I'm not going to use my kids as a bargaining chip."
Shen Fanxing did not speak any more.
*
Ye Qingqiu's mobile phone has run out of battery.
It was nearly ten o'clock when I borrowed the charger from Xiao Chu.
It has been more than two hours since Li Tingshen was kicked out by her.
She didn't believe that he would run home alone to rest.
Xiao Chu looked at his nose, nose and heart, and could see that Ye Qingqiu, who was frequently looking out the window, was waiting for someone, and his mind moved.
"Miss Ye, do you want me to help you find President Li?"
Ye Qingqiu frowned slightly, with an indifferent expression, "What does it matter to me whether you find him or not?"
Xiao Chu choked, and there was indeed some real worry on his face.
"...President Li didn't tell me where he was going, and I don't know where he is staying in the hospital now."
Ye Qingqiu pursed his lips, his expression condensed.
"Xiao Tezhu, everyone knows that you are sincere to him. You don't have to tell me everything in front of me every chance you have, which makes him miserable. Do you think he is the kind of person who wants others to sympathize with him?"
Xiao Chu, whose intention was exposed, did not speak for a while.
"Get out, I'm going to sleep."
He just came in to prepare hot milk for Ye Qingqiu, it was already ten o'clock, Xiao Chu naturally didn't dare to stay any longer.
And Li Tingshen at this moment is exactly as Xiao Chu said.
Sitting on a wooden bench in the hospital park, his coat was unbuttoned, and the hem of his suit was draped on the chair. An opened cigarette box and a lighter were randomly thrown beside him.
A half-burned cigarette was held between his slender fingers, and there were stubbed cigarette butts scattered under his feet.
His expression looked extraordinarily calm, his brows and eyes were indifferent, without the slightest expression, and his whole person was completely calm and breezy.
But if you look carefully, the cigarettes held between your fingers have been deformed, and every cigarette on the ground is without exception.
Cigarettes one after another, he waited until the box was completely empty before he leaned back on the chair, crushed the box little by little, threw it away, and then there was a long silence.
Late at night at the end of October, cold and bone-numbing.
In the dark night, there is a dark dead silence.
When he returned to Ye Qingqiu's ward, he was already lying on the bed quietly.
He walked to the bed, lowered his eyes and looked calmly at that delicate and gentle face.
Falling asleep and waking up are like two people.
All the pride and arrogance, irony and coldness, carelessness, heartlessness, thorough hatred, wanton love...
All in those slightly closed eyes.
Ye Qingqiu's eyebrows slowly frowned, Li Ting's deep eyes moved, and his footsteps moved half a step back, but Ye Qingqiu still opened his eyes.
She looked at him, full of indifference and rejection.
"You smell bad of tobacco."
The clear and cold voice did not sound like being awakened from a deep sleep.
"Feel sorry."
Li Ting apologized in a low voice, then quickly walked into the bathroom.
Ye Qingqiu narrowed his eyes, quietly wondering what he was thinking.
Li Tingshen came out of the shower, Ye Qingqiu was still in the same posture just now.
He lifted the quilt and went to bed, his movements were very light, and he didn't pull her into his arms domineeringly like before when he got on the bed.
Ye Qingqiu waited tensely for him to pull her into his arms or lean over to hug her.
But five minutes, ten minutes passed, and he didn't make any movement.
In the end, I didn't know when I fell asleep, and it was already the next day when I opened my eyes again, and I was awakened by the sound of Li Tingshen putting on his clothes.
Because she was worried about today's surgery, she didn't sleep well.
After she washed and dressed, Xiao Chu had already arranged breakfast.
Her face was a little pale, she was preoccupied with Grandpa's operation, and she was absent-minded.
Li Tingshen called her for breakfast indifferently, but she didn't refuse.
After eating, he turned on his phone, which had been charged overnight, and there were four or five missed calls from Shen Fanxing.
She panicked, and the first thing she thought of was Lin Lin.
She wanted to call back, but when she saw Li Tingshen in front of her, she put the phone away again.
Li Tingshen didn't look at her more from the beginning to the end, and ate breakfast expressionlessly.
After a series of examinations and waiting for the results, the operation was scheduled for the afternoon.
Ye Qingqiu stayed by the old man's side all morning, not daring to speak out, looking at the old man's haggard face from a close distance, the emotions from yesterday began to fill his heart again.
She silently accompanied the old man all the way into the operating room, her slender body and the infinitely worried expression on her face made her look even sicker and weaker.
Li Tingshen put his arms around her shoulders, "It's okay, the doctor is very experienced."
Ye Qingqiu was so nervous that his whole body was weak, and his whole body was chilling.
The heartless pretending last night all collapsed before today's final kick.
She only has her grandfather left, and she hasn't fulfilled half of her filial piety in the past three years. If there is an accident in this operation...
Ye Qingqiu, your crime is unforgivable.
Surrounded by several bodyguards, Liang Xu'er walked over holding her arms.
She was wearing a sterile gown, and her face was calm and pale.
Seeing Ye Qingqiu in Li Ting's arms at the door of the operating room, he stopped and pursed his lips again.
Ye Qingqiu paused, straightened his body from Li Tingshen's arms, "If you don't want to, I'll come."
The sarcasm on Liang Xu'er's face was even more obvious, "Then you come."
Before Ye Qingqiu could move, the hand clasped on her shoulder pressed down with some strength.
"Ye Qingqiu, I said, no."
The man's deep and domineering voice did not allow anyone to refute.
Liang Xu'er turned her eyes to look at him coldly, and finally laughed suddenly, her face was pale and her eyes were red.
"How come I'm still cooperating now. I've been lying for three years. For the last time, you don't even bother to pretend?"
Li Tingshen didn't look at him, but his eyes fell on two tall men wearing sterile suits at the door of the operating room.
"Bring it in."
Seeing these two people, Liang Xu'er's eyes trembled.
These two people were something she hadn't met in the previous two times.
obviously...
Li Tingshen was so worried about her that he deliberately arranged for these two people to watch her during the operation.
Ah.
really...
Think of her viciousness to the extreme and comprehensive.
Desperation and endless sarcasm swept through her body, the more he guarded against her like this, the more clearly she realized one thing.
How unbearable she was in his heart.
She should have known it three years ago, but she has been deceiving herself so much that she easily believed his deception.
The surgery is long.
Fresh blood must be injected at the same time as the blood is drained, and all kinds of fine data cannot tolerate any mistakes.
Ye Qingqiu's hands and feet were always cold, even though Li Tingshen held her tightly, the palms of his hands were sweating coldly.
She refused to sit down all the time, so she guarded the door of the operating room, standing there with the last of her strength, her heart suddenly stopped for half a second several times, and then beat fast in panic.
Restless, messy, helpless, tense...
The operation took more than four hours.
When the door of the operating room opened, Ye Qingqiu's body softened suddenly when he heard the doctor's words "the operation was successful".
Li Tingshen's tense body instantly relaxed a little, and immediately supported Ye Qingqiu, hugged her and patted her head, with a low and gentle voice.
"never mind."
Ye Qingqiu nodded with tears in his eyes and kept nodding.
God knows what she was worried about just now.
Worried that Grandpa won't make it through, and worried that Liang Xu'er will suddenly get into trouble midway.
fortunately……
Liang Xu'er was the first to be pushed out. The blood transfusion was not anesthetized, and the excessive blood output made the person unconscious. His face was pale and transparent, and even his lips lost their color.
Ye Qingqiu glanced at her and was taken aside by Li Tingshen.
The old man was also pushed out.
*
After midnight, the fever subsided, and he was discharged from the hospital the next day.
When Bao Jingchuan got the news immediately that Mr. Ye had a successful operation, everyone in the family heaved a sigh of relief.
The old lady Bo clutched her chest in relief.
"Finally made it through again."
Lin Linan sat quietly on the sofa, leaning against Shen Fanxing, holding a moon cake in his hand, and stared blankly straight ahead with a pair of dark eyes.
He had a high fever last night, slept all morning today, got up to eat at noon, played with Wan Wan for a while, and went to bed at Wan Wan. He has been refusing to sleep again.
Since noon, he had always felt that the atmosphere at home was not right. Aunt Shen said very little, and occasionally said a word, but she was not in a high mood, as if she had something on her mind.
The uncle also coaxed, but it didn't seem to have much effect, and the old lady sighed and sighed many times.
The atmosphere suddenly changed at this moment, although he didn't know what happened, he also laughed happily.
"Auntie, is there... one thing that makes... everyone very happy?"
Shen Fanxing reached out and touched Linlin's little head, with a deep smile in his voice.
"Yes, very happy."
Linlin's eyebrows suddenly lit up, "Can you tell Linlin? When mom comes back, Linlin will also tell mom to make mom happy."
Shen Fanxing's throat was caught off guard by a soreness, and without giving her a chance to restrain her face, her eyes burned red.
A two-year-old child, the age that shouldn't be sensible, is so sensible that it makes people feel distressed.
The old lady Bo didn't hold back either, "This kid... really knows how to poke people's hearts..."
"Old madam..." Lai Rong had no choice but to pass the handkerchief to the old madam.
The old lady wiped the corners of her eyes, looked at the moon cake in Lin Lin's hand, and changed the subject.
"Linlin, hurry up and eat mooncakes, don't you like it?"
Linlin shook his head, "I like it... wait for mom to come back... let's eat together."
The old lady paused, and quickly picked up the handkerchief and covered her eyes directly.
Shen Fanxing hugged Linlin into his arms, "There's still a lot, you can eat first."
Lin Lin stubbornly shook her head.
[Linlin has always had the shadow of Li Tingshen in his personality, he is sensitive to words and demeanor, and has the strength of forbearance. I think there is not much left, and the pits have been filled, right? 】