Chapter 1480 I Just Ask You One Question

Shen Shanghua sighed deeply, "Is there something you are here today?"

Shen Fanxing bit his lips, remained silent for a while, and then slowly asked:

"Can you tell me why you want to live here?"

Shen Shanghua was silent for a long time, and finally let out a sigh.

"Because I want to atone for my sins. Use what is left of my life."

Shen Fanxing looked indifferently, "Is the redemption clear?"

Everyone is guilty, including herself.

But she never thought of redeeming, because she never regrets everything she has experienced, every choice, every decision.

Because even if the original thing happened again, she would still make the same choice.

She doesn't believe in gods and Buddhas like that. If you have to say sin, then everyone has it.

What happens is what happens, what goes wrong is what goes wrong.

You only have to pay for your own mistakes, and you will never recover anything through atonement and repentance.

Atonement?

I just want to make myself feel at ease.

Shen Shanghua shook his head, "The redemption is not clear. I just hope that I can get back some qualifications for praying, and I hope you can live a better life."

Shen Fanxing pulled his lips, "Pray for me?"

"Apart from these, I don't know what to do for you. Whether you accept it or not, I intend to do so, and it has nothing to do with anyone."

Shen Fanxing nodded, looked down at the Buddhist scriptures not far away, and was silent for a while.

"I just wanted to ask you a question today."

"Tell me." Shen Shanghua said calmly.

"How to indulge Jiang Rongrong so recklessly?"

Shen Shanghua's eyebrows moved slightly, "Why do you ask that?"

Shen Fanxing looked straight at him, with a cold voice, "Don't tell me, she is your wife and has been with you for the rest of your life. You should love her and pet her. It's only natural for you to pet her, and I have no right to interfere. , but... as I said, you are not pampering, but pampering."

As she spoke, she looked around the plain and simple courtyard for a week, and a sneer appeared on her lips.

"What you call atonement, are you atonement for yourself, or for her?"

Shen Shanghua's flat face finally changed slightly, and Shen Fanxing's words made him feel a little uncomfortable.

Shen Fanxing looked at him and narrowed his eyes slightly.

"For so many years, I at least know that you used to be a person who sticks to principles. The old people of your generation could not say a word of criticism to you, but their attitude towards Jiang Rongrong was strange to them. They It's said that you don't seem to be pampering her, but...you seem to be held by her, or...you feel guilty towards her..."

Shen Shanghua raised his eyes and looked at her suddenly.

"What guesses do you have?"

The tone is full of alert.

Shen Fanxing smiled, and sure enough...

"I have no way of knowing your past. So I don't know what you did back then, so that Jiang Rongrong can manipulate you to this point."

"Since I am asked to guess, otherwise I will guess..."

Shen Fanxing opened his mouth calmly, looking at the set of pink furry gloves in his hands, he slightly curled his lips into a cold smile.

"If this man still has a little conscience, then he should know that the thing a man feels most guilty about a woman is probably... cheating. And the thing a husband feels most guilty about his wife is cheating and betraying himself wife, who betrayed the family."

Shen Shanghua's face finally changed dramatically, and there was no calmness and calmness on his face.

Shen Fanxing sneered again in his heart, and Shen Shanghua was greatly disappointed in his heart based on the fundamental principles of life.

She has experienced too many betrayals.

Su Heng and Shen Qianrou secretly hooked up without telling her, in her opinion, it was disgusting and dirty.

Isn't being loyal to a relationship the principle and bottom line of everyone's life?

A man can't even do this, so why should he be respected by others?

The little image of Shen Shanghua left in Shen Fanxing's heart fell to the bottom again.

"Let me guess again." Shen Fanxing held two fluffy hands together, raised his eyes, and looked at Shen Shanghua coldly, "A husband's extramarital affairs are at the highest level, the family is harmonious and happy, and the golden house hides the beauty outside. With another illegitimate child, do you feel that life will be more complete?"

Shen Shanghua lowered his head, unable to see the expression on his face clearly, the arms propped on his legs were visibly trembling.

Both Xu Qingzhi and Sang Yu looked too shocked.

And as Xu Qingzhi, who has been running to Shen's house since childhood, the expression of disbelief seems to be even better.

"Grandpa Shen, you..."

She never imagined that the person who was always kind and loving to others when she was a child would actually do such a thing.

I really didn't see at all that he would be the one who betrayed his family.

For Shen Shanghua's extramarital affair, what is it like in Xu Qingzhi's eyes?

It was as unbelievable as the abbot of this monastery suddenly had a son.

It took a long time for her to regain her sanity.

"No...Fan Xing, Grandpa Shen probably can't...Your guess has no basis at all...Don't misunderstand Grandpa Shen..."

The smile on Shen Fanxing's face was always indifferent, she let go of her clasped hands, supported the table, and stood up slowly, never leaving Shen Shanghua's eyes.

"I don't really believe this is true. So many things happened before. I only have doubts in my heart, but I never think about it. At the beginning, this symptom was always in my heart trying to grow wildly, but I ignored it. .

Because I just don't want to believe it, and I dare not think about it, you will be such a person. Even if you didn't really help me at the beginning, when everyone was going to kill me, it was a kind of luck that you existed in my heart. I don't want to destroy the only beauty left in my heart.

Don't think about it, don't want to think about it. As long as you are always my grandfather, that's enough..."

Shen Shanghua looked up at Shen Fanxing, his lips trembled, he wanted to say something, but he couldn't speak.

Shen Fanxing looked at him condescendingly, cold and desolate.

"Just like today, if my guess is true, the grandfather in my heart will no longer exist..."

"Starry..."

Xu Qingzhi could hear the deep disappointment and sadness in Shen Fanxingheng's mouth, so she couldn't help calling her softly.

Shen Fanxing's eyes were slightly red. She turned a deaf ear to Xu Qingzhi's words, and continued to stare at Shen Shanghua and said loudly:

"It turns out that the only grandpa I respect is the culprit for everything I have experienced in so many years! Because of your guilt towards Jiang Rongrong, you use my life to compensate her? As long as she wants, she can do anything, pamper her Lawless, even if you pay me?"