Chapter 1844 Understanding His Past

Chapter 1943 Understanding his past

After dinner, it was still early, only half past seven in the evening. Zhan Sijin was very full. She pointed to Ling Sibai who came out after washing his hands and said, "How about we go for a walk downstairs?"

Ling Sibai also wanted to accompany her for a walk. He nodded, "Okay!" Zhan Sijin and Ling Sibai walked into the elevator together. When the elevator reached the twelfth floor, an aunt walked in. The aunt looked at He looked at the girl next to Ling Sibai and immediately asked out of curiosity, "Handsome guy, is this your girlfriend? It's great. Find someone to accompany you.

Better than living alone. "

Ling Sibai often met this aunt. Last time, she asked him if he was single. There was a girl around her who wanted to introduce him. Ling Sibai had no choice but to keep rejecting when he met such a warm-hearted aunt. .

"Yes, he is my girlfriend." Ling Sibai replied immediately.

The aunt looked Zhan Sijin up and down and couldn't help but praise, "Your girlfriend is so beautiful! She is a perfect match for a handsome guy like you."

After listening to this, Zhan Sijin smiled.

Arriving at the first floor of the elevator, the aunt walked away. Zhan Sijin was led by Ling Sibai to a grassy stone path in the community with few people. Zhan Sijin asked with a smile, "It seems that you are quite popular." "

"This aunt once enthusiastically wanted to introduce me to a girlfriend, but I refused." Ling Sibai told the truth.

Zhan Sijin couldn't help but smile and asked, "Why don't you want it! What if she introduces a beautiful lady?"

"Appearance is not the primary factor that attracts me. What attracts me is a person's inner charm." Ling Sibai answered, gazing at her sideways. Zhan Sijin felt a little sweet. She just felt that she was quite ordinary. Although her family was very big and her cousin was still your Excellency, she had never shown off her family. She had always been low-key, like everyone else. of ordinary family background

One member.

"Did I do something to attract you?" Zhan Sijin asked curiously, leaning on his arm.

"The first thing that attracted me was your eyes."

Zhan Sijin blinked. He inherited his eyes from his mother, and her mother had very moving eyes.

Zhan Sijin thought about it. She kept pestering him to ask about herself, but she seemed to still not understand many things about him.

"Can you tell me something about you?" Zhan Sijin said with a cautious tone.

Because the death of his parents has become his eternal pain, she was afraid of accidentally touching it.

Ling Sibai heard the caution in her tone, and his heartstrings tugged inexplicably. He put his arms around her shoulders and said in a low voice, "You can ask me any questions, and I will tell you anything."

Zhan Sijin was startled for a moment, then she curved her lips and smiled, "Okay! Then tell me something about yourself!"

Ling Sibai led her to an unmanned seat next to her, and the two of them sat down. Zhan Sijin looked at him seriously, ready to listen to what he had to say.

Ling Sibai did not tell anyone about his past, because his past was different from that of normal people.

"When I was a child, I lived in an orphanage for several years because I didn't want to leave the place where my parents lived, and my uncle's career was abroad, so I voluntarily lived in the orphanage!"

Zhan Sijin looked at him distressedly, "What then? Did you grow up there and go to school?" "I once suffered from autism for a period of time. My uncle introduced me to many psychiatrists, but they all had no effect. "The first time I went to school was when I was eight years old." When Ling Sibai talked about his childhood, his eyes were already very dull.

For him, these things have long been buried deep and are not easily mentioned.

After Zhan Sijin heard this, her eyes suddenly felt hot and her nose felt sore. She reached out and hugged him.

She didn't know how to comfort him, but she just wanted to hold him.

Ling Sibai reached out and hugged her into his arms. He actually didn't want to mention this, but he wanted to open up all the past to the people who loved him. He didn't want to hide it and make her uneasy.

"Then what? You obviously got your diploma at the age of twenty-three." "I skipped grades one after another. When I was eighteen, I went to study abroad to study for a degree in forensic medicine. Only studying made me forget everything and let me I gradually saw the difference between life and death in life. "Ling Sibai also needs redemption, but he doesn't know how.

How can we save ourselves? In the end, we can only explore the human nature of this world through continuous learning.

And he finally found relief in the position of forensic scientist.

"Is this why you chose the profession of Kongshang?" Zhan Sijin asked curiously. "No, the biggest motivation for me to choose this career is because I have always had doubts about the death of my parents. I think they were not accidents, but man-made." Ling Sibai solved so many cases, but in the end, his parents The case is at a loss

Ce, until now, he has not been able to solve his parents' case.

Even now, there are still unsolved cases in the files.

"Can I help you? As long as you need me, I can do anything." Zhan Sijin said hurriedly. She also hoped to help him. Even if she was asked to help the family members, she was willing to ask.

Ling Sibai smiled slightly and shook his head, "I have not given up on this matter. I still need to take it slow. I already have enough patience."

Tears fell from Zhan Sijin's eyes unconsciously. Compared with her happy growth experience, it showed that his life had gone through too much sadness.

This gave her a firm belief in her heart that he would never be alone again with her company for the rest of his life.

Ling Sibai looked at her tears and panicked. He reached out to wipe them for her, but found that her tears were flowing more and more. Zhan Sijin didn't really want to cry.

It was just that she kept thinking about his past. Behind his light tone, he must have experienced more painful things.

"Silly, why are you crying? These experiences and growth have long been indifferent to me." Ling Sibai was a little regretful that he shouldn't have said so much to her.

"I'm sorry!" Zhan Sijin buried herself in his arms and murmured an apology.

She didn't see the confusion in Ling Sibai's eyes. Her tears seemed to burn his heart, making him prefer to suffer any more pain than to make her cry.

"Don't cry! I'm lucky enough to meet you." Ling Sibai stroked the back of her head and comforted her instead.

Zhan Sijin reached out and hugged him tightly, "It was God who arranged for us to be together!"

"Yes! Yes, God sent you to my side." Ling Sibai smiled and looked at her fair forehead. He leaned down and kissed her forehead with his thin lips. Zhan Sijin closed her eyes and continued to hug him. Her mind was full of pictures of him when he was a child, those pictures that she could imagine, him being autistic, him working ten times harder than others, and him enjoying being alone even now that he has grown up.