Chapter 1662: Suppressed Emotions

Chapter 1761 Repressed Feelings

Sitting in the back seat of her father, Duan Shuxian occupied the empty space in the back seat. Listening to her parents in front of her talking about the current situation of others, she was not worried. She held her chin and was stunned.

She looked at the falling lamppost outside the window, and she seemed to be hypnotized. In her mind, Xi Jingchen's deep voice sounded, telling her to go to bed early, and she couldn't help but sigh.

Why does he care about her so much? But think about it, his love should be philanthropic! He will care for anyone he comes close to, just like he is not too harsh on those annoying female classmates. And frustrated.

He came here to teach, probably to experience the life of the grassroots people! He is paving the way for inheriting his father's position in the future.

When Duan Shuxian thought about it, her heart couldn't help but feel blocked again, as if the time they spent together had turned into a cloud of smoke in an instant, and she couldn't even hold onto any substance. She shouldn't be complacent because he is special to her, she should think that he will be so friendly to all his people, but because she is lucky, he comes to borrow books every day, and he has no friends when he first comes to school , to be so devoted to her

edge. If he met another girl, he would be so gentle and polite.

"Shu Xian, are you free this Wednesday?"

"Mom, what's wrong?"

"I have a dinner party on Wednesday, you should come too."

"Night?"

"Yeah! In the evening, you and your dad will come over after work. We don't cook at home."

"Okay!" Duan Shuxian can have dinner wherever she goes.

When she got home, Duan Shuxian was so tired that she said hello to her parents and went back to her room. Li Yu and her husband stayed in the hall for a while and then went back to their room to take a bath and rest. Li Yu went to bed in her pajamas and watched her husband leaning on the bed reading a book. She was applying skin care products on the side. She thought about it and couldn't help but sigh, "Husband, do you think we are too useless?" Create a good condition for my daughter,

Now, she is also faced with getting married, what kind of person will she choose in the future?"

Li Deming heard this and couldn't help but smile, "Have you been stimulated by anything else today?"

Li Yu shook her head and said, "No, I just feel sorry for this child. We are willing to live such an ordinary life because we are afraid that she will want to live a better life in the future."

"Shu Xian doesn't have any ambitions, she won't be able to do that." Duan Deming understood his daughter.

"Do you know what I heard my sister-in-law say today?" Li Yu looked at her husband in a low voice, her eyes full of envy.

"What did sister-in-law say?" Duan Deming asked curiously. Seeing the light in his wife's eyes, he felt a little distressed.

What makes my wife so upset?

Li Yu was really envious this time. As a mother, who doesn't want her daughter to marry well? What's more, the status of her daughter and her sister-in-law's daughter in the future will be very different.

Only now did she realize that family background is not unimportant. Family background is also a diving board prepared for the next generation. Only a good family background can enable children to jump higher and have a better future. "Sister-in-law said that she received a call from , inviting her and Xiao Min to go to Ge Jun's Mansion to drink tea and chat for a few words. I think that is probably what Xiao Min will do in the future!" There was something in Li Yu's eyes. A little bit of guilt, if they were

If Nian Ye is not content with the status quo, he might be able to create such an opportunity for his daughter.

Duan Deming's eyes were calm. There was something he had not said to his wife and would not say.

"Xiao Min has outstanding abilities and is independent. She will be a person of great achievements in the future. If she can marry into the palace, it will not be a good thing." Duan Deming responded with a smile.

Li Yu glanced at her husband. She was not annoyed, but just felt sorry for her daughter.

"She is also a daughter, and Shu Xian is also our heartthrob. Don't you want her to marry well as well?"

"Of course I also hope that she will marry well. How can I not? Shu Xian is still young, so don't worry about it." Duan Deming really wanted to comfort his wife, your daughter is not bad, she and Gejun Mansion I have already met Mr. Xi.

Li Yu sighed again, "I don't know if it's right for us to keep letting our daughter accept being ordinary."

"Don't worry, my daughter is mature and will make her own choices when she grows up." Duan Deming comforted her.

In the room next to her, Duan Shuxian, who had taken a shower, was sitting on the bed in a daze with her knees in her arms, her long hair hanging loosely behind her head, her small chin resting on her knees, her whole body like a sculpture.

Her family's education from an early age taught her to understand one thing, to do what she can, to live with self-awareness, to give up what she shouldn't dream about, and not to strive for anything that doesn't belong to her.

She didn't quite understand what she really wanted to dream about before, but it wasn't until she met Xi Jingchen that these truths suddenly came to light and jumped out to tell her that this was the person she couldn't dream about.

Duan Shuxian sighed, and tears suddenly poured out of her eyes. Her mood was a little fragile, and only tears could relieve her inner reluctance.

At this time, she really wanted to be less sensible, be more arrogant and unreasonable, and desperately accept her fate. No matter what the fate of her future would be or what kind of injuries she would suffer, she would not die. !

Duan Shuxian closed her eyes, bit her fist, and cried quietly.

Tomorrow is Tuesday again, and time flies by. Day by day, Duan Shuxian's heart is expecting and fearing at the same time.

She looks forward to the days when he will show up every week, and is afraid that he will suddenly leave and never appear in front of her again. When he leaves, the only way she can see him in the future will probably be through a screen!

He may appear in major news headlines, but he will never appear in front of her, alive, only smiling at her.

In the early morning, standing in front of the mirror, Duan Shuxian rubbed her red and swollen eyes with her hands. She didn't sleep well last night, and she had dark circles under her eyes.

"It's okay, I can live a good life!" Duan Shuxian smiled at the mirror.

She took her bag and went out. Duan Deming bought breakfast downstairs and waited for her in the car.

Duan Shuxian got into the car, took breakfast and soy milk, and accompanied her father to school while eating.

"Shu Xian, please remember not to get too close to Teacher Xi." Duan Deming reminded him that originally he would not mention this matter again.

But what his wife said last night made him have to reiterate it. At the same time, he felt lucky that he had been strict before, otherwise, he would be sitting at the Duan family's family banquet one day.

If Master Xi faces her as her cousin's fiancé, she will be even more panicked.

"I will, dad." Duan Shuxian nodded and answered seriously.

Duan Deming turned to look at his daughter, feeling relieved and distressed at the same time. The child had been obedient since he was young, and until now, he had never been worried about her.

There was a traffic jam, and it was already half past eight when she arrived at school. Duan Shuxian ran all the way to the library. Facing the sunshine, she seemed like a new student.

She only had a small request, that she should stay with him in this school. She didn't expect to see him, as long as she knew he was here.

This request is not too much! Duan Shuxian said to her heart.

And she will also cherish his time in school and regard this time as a memorable part of her life, which is also good!

Duan Shuxian walked into the library and said hello to Aunt Huang. As usual, she pushed the uncategorized books that Aunt Li had taken back last night and put them in the bookshelves. Duan Shuxian carefully flipped through the book, raised her feet and put them on the top bookshelf. She weighed her feet with some difficulty, and even her wrists turned red. She continued to walk forward, picked up a heavy book, and It’s a bit helpless, but it’s also the top book

shelf.

She sighed, and then she lifted up her feet and pushed some books aside to squeeze out the empty space. Then she continued to move her feet and push the books inward.

This time the grinding of her wrist hurt her so much that she hissed. She wanted to pull her hand away and think of another way, but at this moment, a slender arm stretched out from behind her, unable to push her in easily.