Chapter 309 I Hope You Believe Me (VII)
Zhuang Nainai took a step forward and tightly grasped Si Zhengting's arm. She looked at him eagerly, hoping that he could believe her, but she opened her mouth and didn't know where to start.
The situation was too complicated, the feelings were too complicated, some things, some people, could not be explained clearly.
They had never mentioned the past, and tried their best to show that they didn't care, but at this moment, Zhuang Nainai suddenly realized that those were all injuries, injuries buried deep in her heart.
And the only thing she could do at this moment was to hold him tightly.
Si Zhengting lowered his head and looked at the hand that was tightly holding him.
He knew that it was Gu Xingshan who was trying to sow discord, and even those words were definitely not all true.
Reason told him not to believe those words, reason told him to believe that Zhuang Nainai cared about him, but his heart had been shaken.
Five years ago, her heartless words rang in his ears again, "Because I don't like you anymore..."
This sentence has become the biggest demon in his heart, and he can't get out of it or get rid of it.
He clenched his fists tightly and looked at Zhuang Nainai.
His heart seemed to be cut by a blunt knife, making him feel as if even breathing hurts.
What happened after this reunion flashed before his eyes bit by bit.
She pestered him for the sake of the Gu family.
She got the gossip and went to the train station to escape.
He even used some tricks to marry her.
On the wedding night, she didn't want to sleep with him...
Everything had already explained her attitude.
But he didn't want to let go, so he compromised again and again, and put down all the things in the past in a low-profile manner. He didn't even care about it. She took 300,000 yuan and abandoned him, and they seemed to be together at last.
However, for so many days and nights, he wanted to ask: Zhuang Nanai, do you love me? What am I in your heart?
He didn't dare to ask.
He was afraid of seeing confusion or helplessness on her face.
He carefully hid all the pain, thinking that he would slowly forget it with the passage of time. Those wounds that originally looked peaceful and should have healed inside were cruelly torn apart, but he found that the pain inside had festered.
He looked at Zhuang Nainai, the anxious look on her face, and couldn't help but reveal a sarcastic smile.
He knew that even if she didn't love him before, Zhuang Nainai now had feelings for him.
But at this moment, it seemed as if a villain was sneering in his ear: Look, the most important person in her heart will never be you.
What a sad discovery!
A chill flowed through Si Zhengting's chest, as if his body had no heat, and even his skin was getting colder inch by inch.
He looked at Zhuang Nainai, stretched out his hand, forcefully pried open her fingers, and pushed her away.
Zhuang Nainai staggered back two steps, stood there blankly, and clenched his fists.
Why are they so close, but it seems like there are thousands of mountains and rivers between them, and they can never get together.
There will always be an unbridgeable gap between her and him.
Her eyes gradually turned red, and grievances surged in her heart. She thought Si Zhengting would turn around and leave like the previous times, but she found that she was wrong.
Si Zhengting didn't leave.
His voice was cold, and his expression was cold as he pointed at Gu Xingshan who was still crying and said, "Housekeeper, throw her out!"